A litre of tears

我想我流了比一公升還要多的眼淚。

當池內亞也痛哭的問她媽媽“為什麼是我? 為什麼老天爺那麼的不公平? 我才15歲啊﹗”

她那痛苦的吶喊似乎穿進我心。。。

對啊﹗她才15歲﹐為何要如此對她?

她說﹐若要形容我的生活﹐我的生活就像花苞。

璀燦的過她那青春歲月。

不過﹐可惜的是她漸漸會失去行動能力﹐

無法自由的跑動﹐無法行走﹐無法說話﹐

結果﹐她只能睡在病床上﹐痛苦的清楚知道週圍發生的事﹐但無法移動。。。

看著她怨恨自己的沒用﹐我不禁的想﹐

我們擁有健康的身體﹐為何我們卻常有自尋短見?

她是那麼努力的活下去﹐我們為何為了成勣不好而自殺呢?

為何為了得不到的戀情而傷人傷己呢?

她因這病放棄了不少的東西﹐

無法戀愛的她也不曾想過放棄啊﹗

因小事而挫折﹐倒地不起﹐那我們不是比她還更沒用嗎?

當她躺在病床上﹐艱難的一字一字的問她媽 “媽﹐我能結婚嗎?” 我又不爭氣的落淚﹐還痛哭了出來。

她渴望結婚﹐但卻痛苦了解自己是沒有可能結婚。

她讓我為她落了不少的淚。

相對的﹐她也讓我知道﹐我們是幸福的。

擁有個健康﹐能跑動的身體﹐我們比她幸福得多。

擁有堅強的意念活下去﹐努力的﹐無冤無愧的活下去。。。

把手放在胸口上﹐感覺心的跳動﹐我﹐活著。-----------木藤亞也

跌倒時﹐不妨看一下蔚藍的天空﹐今天天空也在微笑。---------木藤亞也

我要感謝我的番茄老婆介紹這連續劇給我看。。。非常感謝!!!

Rain

"

I wondered around the shopping mall. There were many people walking around, come and go. The clouds outside the mall started to gather around. The black clouds were like giants, hovering around us, threatening to come down on us if we don’t run for our live soon. Staying inside the mall seemed to be a great idea. At least you will have a roof above your head to protect you from the harsh rain drops that are going to fall on you.

I wondered around. Not knowing what I am supposed t o do. I have nothing to buy, I just want to go home, tucked in my comfortable blanket and the rich smell of the warm dinner waiting for me. The sky is getting darker by every minute, before I can stepped out from the building and run home, it was raining cats and dogs.

I fished out my hand phone and dialed the usual number. There was a ringing tone. Not long after that, she picked up the phone.

‘Mum, I am stuck in the shopping mall, it is raining and I forgot to bring my umbrella. Can you come and fetch me?”

“Can’t you wait for the rain to stop? There will be a big jam at there, if I fetch you, I will get wet too. We will see how later.”

I looked out to the view outside the mall. The rain was not going to stop so soon. It was already 6 o’clock. The dark clouds made the place look so dark as if it is already night time. Everyone is rushing into the mall. Some even have the luck to be able to get home by car.

I never liked staying outside at night all alone. The fear somehow just grip hard into my heart and makes me feel uneasy. I want to go home. I want to go home NOW. But, it seems that mum won’t be able to be my ‘knight in shining armor’ this time.

Stubbornly, I don’t want to use my money to buy an umbrella and I want to get home no matter what. So, I put the precious books that I bought earlier today into plastic bags and make sure that they won’t get wet after my rash decision.

I make my way down to the car park. Cars are coming in, the whole place is wet with the cars coming in, dripping wet.

Maybe I should stay in the fast food shop and wait for the rain to stop. But, I want to get home. I don’t like being alone outside during rainy day and also nearing night time.

So, I took a deep breath and went out. The rain drops were falling on me merciless, wetting my clothes and my hair. I lowered my head so that I can look at the road without the rain drops falling into my eyes. I did not run. Because running with a shoe that can sometimes make you fall doesn’t seem to be a pleasant idea. Especially lying on the floor, with no one to help you to tend to your wounds.

Oh, I walked. The usual route looked so far away for me now. The bus stop was like ages away. When I finally arrived the bus stop, I was soaked wet, hair dripping with water and a guy standing in the bus stop looked at me in awe. I didn’t stop. I just went out the bus stop and exposed myself under the cold rain again.

The rain drops are actually not that gentle after all. They were hard and when the y fall on me, I feel the stinging feeling as if something had just pinched on me.

The rain was heavy. I am starting to get cold. The situation went worse when the cold breeze blows towards me. I nearly cried in the rain. The cold breeze of rain seems so fun and nice when you are in a house, with a hot cup of tea. But it is totally different when you are on a deserted street, all alone with only the lamp post guiding your way home through the vile of rain drops. I am nearly there. Cross the small bridge and I will have to walk a small distance to home.

The water under the bridge seems to be like thousand horses riding through the field. The yellow colour water was rushing through and I was so scared that the bridge will not hold my weight and collapsed.

When I finally crossed the small bridge, before I can give out my sigh of relief, a lightning came through the black clouds, blinding my eyes. Now, I know that this is the worst idea that I ever made in my whole life. Getting struck by lightning doesn’t seem to be a very cool thing to do when you are soaking wet from head to toe and you are panting heavily after dragging your feet through a few centimeter high of water.

I tried to get near something that is higher than me, but not near enough to get myself struck. The journey was immensely suffering. Lightning striking every few minutes, the rain doesn’t seem to get merci on you and most of it, when I got near my house, there was a big flood the whole place is flooded. The water from the drain flowed out and the water was high enough to cover my whole ankle. This is the worst decision that I ever made in my life time. I got scared. This is much awful than the last time. I took a deep breath and walked into the water. Luckily that the water is not like strong currents that will pull me away though it looks vicious when I saw it. But then, there was a loud sound of something cracking and falling down. I looked back and saw the waters are rushing like monsters, collapsing one of the cover on the drain. This is the worst nightmare that I ever had and experiencing it.

I finally reached home. But drat. I forgot to take out my keys. I have to knock on the gate hoping that some one will notice that I am as wet as a kitten and soon will fall if nobody cares to take me in.

I was dripping wet. My parents were shocked that I walked home under that heavy rain. I pursed my lips, not wanting to tell them my awful expedition and get scolded for doing stupid things. After all, my mum seems to feel guilty for not fetching me. So, she did not press on me and I rushed to the toilet, feeling so blessed that I have a home and a water heater, plus a houseful of people that will take care of my wet books. I am so grateful.

This maybe my only experience walking in the rain. The idea doesn’t seem to be romantic or fun to me anymore. It was scary and I won’t want to try it another time in this near future..."

Wonderful trip to A'Famosa!!!! ^^

Yeah~ came back from Melaka yesterday after having a nice and yet tiring one day trip to there…

Woke up at 6 o’clock in the morning and started to prepare everything that I needed to use on this trip. Waited for Sara to come and fetch me to Pudu Raya and by 7.30a.m. We were both stuck in the awful morning jam. Ended up, we were the latest to arrive…><

Anyway, Grace, Charlene, Kenson and Chi Yee have arrived and we went straight to the counter to buy the 9 o’clock ticket to Melaka.

I actually slept through the whole trip to Melaka and by 11 o’clock, we finally arrived Melaka Central. Got down from the bus and went to check out whether is there any bus that can take us to the A’Famosa Resort. Too bad that we actually missed the only bus that will take us straight into the Resort. And the person in charge in the bus booth said that there are other buses that will take us to the outside of the resort and we have to walk about 1 km to the resort. When I heard that we have to walk 1 km, I was like “Ceh~1km mar~ I sure can one!” Plus, the taxi drivers are charging us RM 50 just to get to there! And we have to use 2 cars since one car cannot fit in 6 peoples!!!><>

We all decided to use the bus to get to A’ Famosa. The bus will come around 12 something, so we went to have our lunch at the Central. We went to try the chicken rice ball at there. The rice ball is a bit hard but at least the steamed chicken is a comfort. The steamed chicken is smooth and quite tasty too.

At 12.20 p.m., we hop on to the bus and started our long journey to A’ Famosa’s front door… it has been a long time since I sat my old school bus. The bus looks just like my school bus, with steel railing and one big seat that can accommodate 2 people. Such a nostalgic taste…when I was in primary school, without my brother and sister’s supervision, you just can’t imagine how naughty I am in the bus, playing dangerous games, having the bus driver shouting to us, asking us to sit tight and don’t play around…

We arrived at the so called ‘A’ Famosa –is-1km-away’ crossroad and started to walk. We walk about a few meters and found out that the road was kind of deserted and things around us are only overgrown trees and grasses plus a big hot merciless sun hanging up in the sky. So, when we saw a mamak shop selling ice kacang at there, we went in and asked whether we are going in the right road…and the person said…

“Betul, kamu jalan terus dan akan sampai punya.”

And Char asked “Berapa jauh lagi?”

“Oh! Lebih kurang 3km lar!”

0.0 3 km………………………

Well, there is no turning back, so the 6 of us, having a cap on our head and an umbrella giving extra protection from the awful heat, we started to walk our way to A’ Famosa.

Yeah right…1 Km…MY HEAD!

The road seems to be endless and cars keep on passing by. When we saw the A’ Famosa golf course, we were so relieved! Thinking that we finally walked through the 3 km!!! But it turns out that the bloody gate is locked!!! GRRRR!!!! Bloody hell…

We have to walk a big round through the golf course to get to A famosa instead…when Char said that what use is this big golf course if no one is using it, I nearly wanted to clap my hand in agreeing but I was short in breath…looks like 4 months of laziness finally caught up to me…

After walking for like endless hours, we finally arrived the front door and were so relieved!!! When the guards saw us, he asked “Kamu semua jalan ke sini ah?!” we were too tired to say anything and just nodded…and his expression was… “You guys are crazy…”

After that, he asked us to wait at the round about to wait for the shuttle bus to take us to the Safari. Somehow, I think he pity us for walking such a long way and nearly collapsed in gratitude when we arrived his guard booth…

Luckily there was a shuttle bus to take us to the Safari or else I really will be aching all over now if I have to walk another few kilometers to the Safari. The strong wind blowing to our faces made me feel a bit more recharge and around 2.30 p.m. we finally get to get into the Safari and have fun! Though the person at the ticket counter warned us that if there is raining, all the shows will be canceled…and guess what, the sky started to turn dark…Bloody hell… but we are not going to waste our RM 35 for nothing! So, we rushed into the Safari and got amazed by 3 little tigers in the cage where if we want to take pictures with them, we have to pay for it.

We missed the wild Wild West show, so we rushed to the multi animal show. Along the way, there were so many cute animals at there!!! Rabbits!!!!><>

After the show, I feel like hitting my youngest sister’s head. This show is call nice?! My god! I can’t even interpret one word what the guy was saying!!! But at least we had fun after the show… since there were not many people at there, after the show we went in front to have a look on the orang utan called ‘macho man’ (Dear me…who is so low taste to call their pet ‘macho man’?) the fur of the orang utan was not as smooth as I thought but at least it is very trained.

He shook Chi Yee, Kenson and Sara’s hand and kissed their hand. When the instructor kept on saying “Kiss, kiss, kiss”, the orang utan shook Sara’s hand and pulled her towards him and gave her a big wet kiss on the cheek! How adorable that can be! Should have taken the picture. It is so worth keeping this piece of memory! ^^

Then, we went to Monkey Island on a raft like boat. We saw the monkeys were caged in and they looked so lonely in the gloomy place… (Because clouds are gathering and it was drizzling) nothing much was at there for us to play or touch with since they are caged in, so we decided to go back. And we saw the guy that took us here was feeding a whole bunch of small monkeys!! Those monkeys are really small! With yellow colour fur on the hand and green colour fur on the tail and I suppose that they are harmless since they can roam around in there. Active group of monkeys. When the guys nearly fed all of them, Chi Yee and I asked for the last 2 pieces of banana and fed them…since they are afraid of people, we cannot touch nor hug them. There was one small monkey that looked at me cautiously and finally it cannot resist the temptation of the food and took the banana from me!! Aww! When its small hand touched my hand I feel so happy! The hand was so small and furry! And the look on its face…Ahhhh!! Feel like hugging it!! XD

We went to walk more into the island when we found out that the guy actually left us…0.0… and the rain started to become heavy…we are stranded on the island with monkeys!!!

Haha~but that guy did come back to take us back…since it was raining, most of the shows are canceled. So, we walked around the place where all sorts of animals are placed. There were screamer, peacock, peahen, turkeys, rabbits, pony, camel, porcupine, flamingos, and etc…too bad we did not see the raccoons!!><>

Finally, we went in to the chicken farm where all sorts of chickens are placed in there. The very first thing that attracted my attention was a whole lot of little chicks at there!!! Aww!! They are so cute! Imagine how my little chicky looks like when she was small…Aww!! So cute! But they are a bit dangerous too…trying to peck my hand when I tried to touch them… (Erm…the door was not closed…so, I just put my hand inside…no harm down what…XP) Well, Chi Yee encouraged me to let them peck my hand and I thought “Yeah, why not…I have been peck by my chicken before, why can’t I stand the peck of such a small creature?” so, I put my hand inside and the naughty little chicken peck me! My goodness! That really got me a shock! It feels like pinching my hand! Since there were so many of them in there, I don’t find risking my whole hand’s meat tearing off is such a nice idea and pulled my hand back.

There were so many birds in there! One of my favourite is the Sliver Peachen…if I’m not mistaken…Ahaha…didn’t really remember the name of it, but its origin was in China. We spent quite a lot of time in the chicken farm and by the time we came out, it was the elephant show…

This elephant show is way much more better then the stupid multi animal show. At the very beginning of the show, there was one elephant that came right in front f us and waved its long trunk towards us. But we were too far away and cannot touch it. So, I and Sara decided to go nearer to watch. It was very interesting, especially when the instructor stood on the head of the elephant when the elephant was standing up with 2 legs…it was like ‘wow’…they were so high up at there!

At the end of the show, the instructors took their elephant in front and started to sell food to us to feed the elephants. Now, this time I get to touch it! It was quite scary because the trunk move around and it was difficult to touch it. The skin was rough and hard. When I am satisfied touching its trunk, someone bought the food and started to feed them! My goodness! I was trap in between a whole lot of trunks! And the trunks were flying everywhere where I try to avoid it. Finally, I scramble back to my place with total horror…so embarrassing…

After the elephant show, we went to the animal sight-seeing. Where we were seated in a caged car. First, we saw big buffalos and some small little deer. Then, we saw a few crocodile lying lazily by the pond, ignoring us…

Then, we were in the Lion zone. There were a few lion and lioness but they were so lazily slumping on the floor, merely just looking at us driving pass…those eyes were not those hungry eyes that wanted to taste blood…

Then, we saw a few more active tigers playing around with their friends…showing a few similar character of cats though…makes me want to hug them!! ><>

The trip was overall very nice. With all those animals that I can only see on the TV. Though I still cannot touch them, but it is still very nice to get an up close look on them!!! XD Especially able to spend some time with your wonderful friends!! XD

We actually got some problem going back to Melaka central since we need to get back there in time and the stupid Tampin bus station counter close at 6.30 pm! We will never make it since we were waiting for the taxi to come and fetch us at 6.20 pm… darn…so; the taxi driver took us to Alor Gajah instead. But with the extra charge of RM 25…

In the taxi, the driver told us that he saw us walking to A’ Famosa this afternoon…OMG…this is so embarrassing…since he say he recognize the 6 of us, holding an umbrella walking towards the resort and when he came out, having a new customer, he saw us finally arrived at there…So pai seh… hehe….but, some how I feel proud of myself for walking such a long distance…this means that I am still a healthy girl! XP

Lucky that we got a 7 o’clock bus back to KL!!! On the way back, I was having a headache, so I slept while others chatting…so nice…but the headache didn’t eased until I got home, lying down, watching TV…sigh…Home sweet home…no wonder I am so attached to the house…XP

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剛做完一個點名游戲﹐又笨笨的去親愛的部落格看﹐所以﹐我又來啦~因為我不能順暢的打華語字﹐所以這次你們幸運啦~不用看我嘮叨。。。XP

Game 1點名遊戲
遊戲規則是這樣地,被本人點到名的小寶貝們,要在自己的部落格發佈自己的答案.然後再點出自己想的小寶貝們,有趣的是答案喔~別猶豫了,就這樣傳下去吧

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1.2006你最开心的事是什么？2006年最难过的事是什么？2007年最大的心愿是什么？
最開心的事啊~我天天都開心的咧。。XP 我想最開心的是Ducky倉鼠成為我的寵物吧﹗最難過也是它的離去﹐留下我一人孤孤單單。。。L

2.如果现在可以让你随心所欲去旅行，你想去哪？
先是日本的北海道﹐薰衣草的花園噢~後來是Kyoto﹐總之是去日本﹐韓國﹐充滿夏天氣息的REDANGGGG!!!>< 只要是海邊﹐風景優美﹐美食一蘿蘿﹐加上帥哥與猛男的海邊我都去﹗XP 還有。。Bora-bora島。。看東方神起的MV裡﹐有一個超超超美的島嶼﹗﹗看著風景﹐眼前的帥哥都被拋棄了。。。XP 嗯。。PRAGUE也不錯﹐看我朋友去那兒拍下來的照片﹐哇。。。超有古老的優美氣息﹗本人喜歡其中的一個照片﹐是一個鐘塔﹐有著精緻的星座符號﹗﹗﹗><

還有﹗STUDIO GHILBLI的游樂園﹗﹗﹗那兒我超超想去的﹗比起之前的那些選擇﹐我比較希望能去這地方先。。。^^
3.你最满意自己身体哪个部位？与别人初次见面你会先注意他（她）哪个部位？
應該是頭髮吧。。高的人﹐胸部。矮的人﹐眼睛。。。^^

4.失眠过吗？你用什么办法对抗失眠？
呵呵。。好久沒失眠的經驗了。。常常都在早上4點才睡﹐你說﹐我還能失眠嗎?XP 不過﹐若真的失眠的話﹐會將腦袋空了出來﹐別想太多東西。。天曉得我每看完一個動漫﹐腦袋就會像機械一樣的活躍﹐有時還想到太興奮﹐在床上格格笑。。。-_-lll 至於是想什麼。。不。能。說﹗XP

5.会不会做饭？你希望你的伴侣（OR未来的伴侣）会做饭吗？
會煮飯﹐不會熬湯 (有機會再告訴你我的壯烈熬湯記) ﹐會炒幾碟小菜﹐能在媽媽不在家時活3天的菜色。。當然希望他會做飯啊﹗不然﹐生病了誰來煮東西給我吃啊? 對不? 加上情人親自為你煮飯﹐你能不感動嗎? 感動至於﹐心情好了﹐身體也會快好起來麻~^^
6.你最想做哪个动画片角色？为什么？
我77個動漫老公的理想情人~~XP 我太渴望他們的愛了~~~

7.在你心中，自己是怎么样一个人？
固執的人﹐面對不喜歡的人很明顯的表現出來﹐擁有嚴重性的報復情節。傷我越深的人﹐越有機會讓我記仇至世界末日。。。哇哈哈哈﹗﹗﹗但﹐朋友有難﹐我想我會義不容辭吧。。

8.如果可以重来你最想改变的是什么？为什么 ？
我想要回到我婆婆去世的那天﹐陪在她身邊。因為那天為了功課﹐去了學校﹐沒機會看她最後一次﹐好想在次擁抱她。。

9. 觉得自己是个自恋的人么?
有時。。。^^

10. 现在的目标是什么?
讀好多好多的書﹐讓自己幸福的在夢幻世界裡游蕩。^^

11. 曾经有过最伟大的理想?
沒咧。。硬要說一個﹐就是在一個風景美麗﹐擁有春天的愛護的地方做一個書局﹐讓人在那兒離開現實的世界﹐暫時松口氣﹐讀下書。。^^

12. 怎样报复你最恨的人?
想過很多﹐但從沒機會執行。。-_- lll 所以多說也沒用﹐有成功的例子才說吧﹗XP

13. 是不是对待每一次感情都很认真?
應該吧。。雖然想試一次轟轟烈烈的愛情。。XP

14. 最对不起的人是谁?
自私的我。。應該覺得對不起的人是我家人吧。。^^﹔﹔

15. 准备什么时候结婚?
靠緣份啦~

16. 喜欢上一个有女(男)朋友的人,告白么?
不可能﹗默然離開﹐找個更好的。。反正男人又不是絕種了﹐一定要他。。XP

17. 理想中的伴侣什么样?
沉穩﹐疼我﹐不會有溝通不來﹐也會搞笑。。^^

18.讨厌什么样的人?
背叛我的人﹐不可愛但硬要扮可愛的無恥之人﹐在別人背後狠狠的捅一刀的人。。

19.喜欢听谁的歌?
好聽的歌都聽。。連我不明白的語言我也聽。。XP

20.思想纯洁的人好不好, 为什么？

思想純潔的人只適合可愛的小孩﹐至於大人嘛。。適可而止的純潔我可以接受﹐過於的純潔中又拖累人的‘純潔’ 只會惹來我的反感﹐到時我會變成世紀惡魔﹐任何惡毒的語言都會射向那人了

21.朋友让你回答问题你回答么？
Huh? 不明白。。問了問題﹐能不回答嗎?

22.想做一个什么样的人?
獨立﹐不纏人的人﹐容易滿足﹐不再為恨意而傷腦筋的人。。XP

23.最失败的事,最后悔的事,最想改变的事是什么?
至今﹐最失敗的應該是無法在SPM考取好成勣吧。。後愧為父母帶來不少的煩惱。。

24.07年最大的希望是什么？
希望能進到大學﹐不用讓父母再擔心我了。。^^﹔﹔

25. 怎样去爱你爱的人?
就是。。。愛啊﹗愛﹐在言行中就表達出來了啊﹗需要言語的解釋嗎?

26. 有男(女)朋友了么?他做的最让你感动的事是什么？
嘿~單身咧~ ^^

27. 会怎样向爱人求婚?
啊。。。怎麼求婚。。沒想過咧。。XP 我想﹐我不會desperate到要向人求婚吧。。。XP

28. 一直不能放弃的喜好?
看動漫﹗﹗﹗﹗ ^^ 還有﹐讀fantasy 的故事書

29. 有没有最怕的事, 有没有发生过什么让你恐惧的事?
怕高啊。。

30. 最喜欢的一句话是什么?
他。。。。(兒童不宜~~~)^^


Game 2♥愛ｘ無限大問卷♥♥愛ｘ無限大問卷♥【★】　
遊戲規則：〔壹〕被點的小寶貝要在自己的報台或部落格上寫下答案 寫完後請小寶貝們務必點名七個幸運小乖乖這七個小乖乖要在自己的報台或部落格上完成喔〔貳〕本問卷僅適合容易自嗨的寶貝們不自嗨者，將遭到作者的怨年纏身　＝皿＝【★】遊戲

Ｓｔａｒｔ：－　愛ｘ無限大ｐａｒｔ１　－ 〔基礎認識篇〕

１、Ｑ：敢問和我一起發揚愛的力量的你的鼎鼎大名是
本人有不少的名字﹐不知您想要哪一個呢? ^^

２、Ｑ：你偉大的出生日子是
1987。09。07~~~

３、Ｑ：你的血型和你的星座是
B型的活潑人。。XP 處女

４、Ｑ：你的身高和體重是
153。5cm, 50kg吧。。肥了不少。。^^

５、Ｑ：你目前最萌的事情是〔至多三項〕
不明白~~~~

６、Ｑ：反之，最厭惡的是〔至多三項〕
現在的我﹐沒有厭惡的事情﹐只不過偶爾被人忽略的感覺使我不好受。。但﹐有個肥肥的可愛西瓜讓我感到好一點啦~至少知道有人關心我~鳴鳴。。。愛你噢~

７、Ｑ：本回合最後一題，目前影響你最深的是〔至多三項〕
我。。回答到有點累了。。不想回答這題咧。。。


－　愛ｘ無限大ｐａｒｔ２　－ 〔友誼認識篇〕

１、當初發不實廣告單、把你騙進來的寶貝是誰）
自己笨﹐怪不得人。。T。T
２、這個可愛寶貝跟你的關係是
親密的戀人~才不是﹗老友噢~蠻老的老友噢﹗﹗XP

３、你跟這個寶貝是怎麼認識的
小學一年級就認識了。。如果沒記錯﹐是有另一個老友介紹而認識的。。想當年。。我們是如此的純真啊~XP

４、你們認識多久了
17 了吧。。^^

５、這個寶貝有什麼你認為優於別人的特點嗎
浪漫﹐有時做出讓你感動的事~ 對我這浪漫細胞零的人﹐認識她我真的燒了不少的幸福香咧。。^^

６、在你心目中這個寶貝是個什麼樣的人
一個字﹐慢﹗哇哈哈哈~有時也覺得她好八面玲瓏咧~ ^^ 對人很和藹。。連表現出討厭的表情別人也覺得她和藹。。這。。是什麼天理啊~~XP

７、本回合最後一題，你愛這個寶貝嗎...
能說不愛嗎? ^^17年的感情不是蓋的噢﹗

－　愛ｘ無限大ｐａｒｔ３　－ 〔自我篇〕

１、你很自戀嗎
可能有吧。。

２、那你覺得周圍的人認為你是怎樣的人〔三項〕
固執﹐不會讓步﹐瘋癲的人。。^^

３、你自己喜歡的個性是〔三項〕
愛恨分明﹐有義氣﹐開朗吧。。XP

４、相反的，你討厭的個性是〔三項〕

(我不討厭﹐但別人討厭這性格) 嘮叨~~﹗﹗﹐ 固執囉﹐不會把討厭的人美化成大好人。。^^

５、自己想變成的理想類型〔三項〕

多體諒﹐多聰明﹐多懂得應付人際關係吧

６、覺得自己那裡最需要改長相

滿足于自己的長相﹐無法改變。。^^




－　愛ｘ無限大ｐａｒｔ４　－ 〔聯想篇〕

１、說到杯子會讓你聯想到誰呢
CADBURY裡廣告的女主角。。‘你的杯子有多滿呢?CADBURY﹐讓你幸福每一天。’ XP

２、說到御宅族你想到的是
我。。。呵呵。。

３、說到天邊一朵雲想到的是
大自然的美與奧妙~~

４、說到紅色你想到的是
氣球~(東方神起的氣球是紅的噢~XP)

５、本回合最後一題，說到晴天你想到的是
世界好美妙~~~^^


愛ｘ無限大ｐａｒｔ５　－ 〔愛情篇〕一定都要回答！！

１、現在有喜歡的對象嗎（或之前）
有~77個咧~~XP 真的就沒啦~^^

２、是什麼關係呢〔參考：普通朋友、曖昧不明、甜蜜情侶、老夫老妻〕
甜蜜夫妻~~呵呵~~~*在地上幸福的打滾~~* 呵呵~~

３、以為他對你的感覺是〔參考：普通同學、無話不談、好哥兒、早就暗戀你很久了〕
好想是。。早就暗戀我很久的噢~~~﹗﹗>< 呵呵~~~*幸福的打滾~~*

４、你有情敵嗎
哼﹗多得很﹗﹗﹗遍鋪全世界好不好﹗

５、你覺得你們在一起的機率是
根本沒可能~除非我把自己壓扁成2D吧。。。

６、你認為談戀愛後的他是個怎樣的人

超級好戀人們~~~XP


７、本回合最後一題，你現在最想跟他說什麼
我好愛你們噢﹗﹗﹗><

－　愛ｘ無限大ｐａｒｔ６　－〔十八禁篇〕

１、跟心儀的對象一起到體育倉庫搬跳箱,結果門卻不小心被鎖住了出不去,這時你的他卻一下子把你推倒在軟墊上，此時你會
臉紅心跳﹐含蓄答答。。過後說。。‘你絆倒了嗎?”

２、某天因為身體不舒服想到保健室去休息,一進保健室沒看到人，卻聽到房間內傳出了不明的喘息聲,這時你的第一個反應會是
0.0 火焰噢﹗﹗大聲說 “小心啊﹗別把學校的東西弄壞啊﹗”過後逃之夭夭~~XP

３、你跟好朋友一起看Ｘ片，看到一半他的手突然伸了過來並幫你做,這時你的反應是
沒可能。。我朋友沒那麼變態。。。-_-lll

４、在跟一群人喝通宵之後，迷迷糊糊的就失去意識,第二天早上起來卻發現你心儀的上司被你用領帶綁在床頭,並且全身都是吻痕，這種情況你會怎麼辦
哇。。。我應該不會作出那麼禽獸的事吧。。

５、鄰居家的超可愛小男孩／女孩每天都跑來你家玩,並且老是說要當你的情人,最後還學不知道哪裡看來的Ｘ片脫了衣服坐在你床上，請問你會
一腳揣過去﹐叫他滾蛋﹐往後見到他﹐都以鄙視的眼神望著他。。

６、一個是喜歡在做Ｘ時拍下你奇怪照片的浪漫有錢攝影師,另一個則是有女性化傾向，在人妖酒吧打工的認真青年，兩者擇其一
我。。。沒別的選擇嗎。。。悲哀咧。。。T。T

７、本回合最後一個問題，以上都是你的真心嗎　YES or NO 請擇一
YES~~

－　愛ｘ無限大ｐａｒｔ7　－ 〔ＫＵＳＯ篇〕
ｋｕｓｏ篇規則：請列舉七個人，不是要填問卷的， 是你第一直覺想到的人！！〝填完後才能開始看題目喔〞！！[1][2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7]

１、如果[3]不小心看到[1]跟[7]在學校頂樓來個法式熱吻,你認為[3]會做何反應
Ａ：

２、[6]跟你告白，你會做何反應
Ａ：

3 、[4]跟[5]跟[2]來段三角戀妳的反應是
Ａ：

４、請問，[3]跟[7]誰唱歌好聽
Ａ：

５、某天，你看到[4]跟[1]鬼鬼祟祟的走在一起,你認為他們想做什麼？
Ａ：

６、某天早上，你意外發現你身旁躺者[5] 而且床旁邊多了許多衛生紙，你的反應是
Ａ：

７、本回合最後一題，如果 [2]跟[6]兩人要爭奪你，你會選擇誰
Ａ:

点名咯

\親愛得番茄老婆

師傅吧。。

沒有其他人了咧。。會華語﹐有有部落格的朋友。。蠻少咧。。

兩位﹐加油吧﹗

IQ test for you all my dears...try it..^^

According to my brother, if you can slove this IQ test within 30 minutes, you are equivalent to those CEO that earns 30 millions every day...or is it every month? But anyway, it means you are super geng if you can solve it in 30 minutes...time yourself and tell me your answers ya...
those who did it before, don't spoil the fun by saying you know it!!!And give the answer straight out!!><

The question is...

There are 5 pirates, inculding you. 5 of you found 100 pearls on an expediction and 5 of you decided to share it out between you guys.
Usually, everyone will get 20 each, but since you all are smart and hoping to get more, you all decided to do a draw where the first person must suggest a way to give out the pearls. If the idea is accepted by more than 2 persons, (Not including you) you will be spared from being killed by the other four and your idea will be taken in. If not, you will be killed and the second person will then suggest another idea to give out the pearls.

Luckily, you are the first one to give an idea on how to give out the pearls between 5 of you.
Now, how are you going to give out the pearls while you can get the most profit and saving your own life. How many pearls are you going to get?

TiP: You must think of others as well...

So, understand the question?Got any questions, just ask me...just to make it clear for you guys...^^

I am married...

OK, sorry, but the thanking post will have to be delayed because I am getting marry again! Hoho~ No pictures though…because I am kind of rushing the ceremony and has them as my hubby before anyone claims it…XP Mwahahaha!! (especially someone who is prettier…Darn…they can’t resist the temptation!><)

Well, no 74, he will be Seisoumaru, in Inuyasha, he is the big brother of the main character-Inuyasha…with the swift of his sliver hair and beautiful kimonos, he just takes my breath away when ever I see him…I even hated a character in there just because she is able to be with him! *Pouts…* you guys should watch him shine in the 3^rd movie…Swoons!! He is so damn handsome in that movie~ Sigh~~ magnificent I have to say…XP

Then no 75, he is the character in Gintama, called Hijitaka Toushiro…cool, with a cigarette dangling on his sexy mouth…sigh… (I sound like a pervert don’t I?) Anyway, cool anime guys always makes me feel butterflies in my tummy…XP therefore, he shall be my no 75!!^^

Then the other one is called Okita…can’t really remember his name cause he is kind of like a really small ‘watak sampingan’ but nevertheless, pretty boys still make me feel happy…XP though he has a very twisted attitude, where he likes to do voodoo on my no 75 husband and sometimes tries to kill him though they are comrades…but, seeing him doing voodoo doesn’t stop me from loving him!!! XP

No 76 will be my another weird hubby…he also came from the anime Gintama…His name is…er…Katsura…yeah…can’t remember the whole name again…XP long hair, sharp features…just like my other hubbies…so, no doubt, he is my no 76!!! He has a pet called Elizabeth…though it looks like a duck…but it isn’t…and he says that Elizabeth is cute…-__-lll lucky that thing is not a human. Or else I would have hated it too…

Well, everyone, I will let you all see their faces if I have the time to upload their pictures…for now, I will have to lock myself with my 4 new hubbies~ Chao~~ Hoho~~~~

P/S: Char char~ don’t be angry oh…I will have seisoumaru with me for 2 months of honeymoon. During that period, I will let Myoga jiji and Janken accompany you…Hmmm…be a pretty bride…I bet they will fall for you~~ Mwahhaha!!*Runs away with seisoumaru!!* XD

I love you all~ Hard times really shows me how important you are to me...

Hmmm…after thanking my obnoxious brother, it will be my mother’s turn…Phew! I think I better cramp my other family members into this post…or else it will non stop thanking month…-_-lll

First and foremost, this will be dedicated to my lovely mother. Well, my mum is kind of like the mother who is loving and yet sometimes very strict to her children. There will be a great difference of the treat you get from my mum when you are having an important exam and when you are just a parasite, living in the house, waiting for lunch and dinner to come to you and planting mushrooms plus mold on your body…

During exam time…she always cooks breakfast for me. Which are scrumptious breakfasts that always make some of my friend envious of me. This includes, spaghetti, French toast, bread with peanut butter and blackcurrant jam, mihon, rice with all sorts of other dishes. No doubt, I am the happiest person in the whole wide world to eat a warm breakfast during the cold morning with the steam of the food rushing out to cover your face…sigh…thinking of it just makes me feel so contented… It just warms your heart. Especially when she has to wake up early to prepare all these things for me. It is really touching…Sob…

Besides giving me the best of lunch and dinner, she also sometimes message my stiff shoulder due to the bad sitting posture of mine…her message technique was superb! Better than my younger sisters where one of them have no energy in messaging my shoulder and always makes me irritated and the other one…let’s just say that she is a lazy pig that give a nice message but will only last for less than 5 minutes…this is more suffering than sitting in a roller coaster where you are able to scream out your fear, while I cannot scream out my frustration to her because she is doing it…sigh…

Anyway, my mum is a great mother. She never complains when I do not do the house works (where by I always push it to the 2 younger ones) and almost everyday when I got back from school, when I asked her to bring back some food, she will. But now…

“Mi…I am hungry…are you going to bring back some food? Can you bring back some?”

“You are already a big girl! Go and cook it yourself!”

(Me: T.T Cruel…)

See, the big difference is here! But, nevertheless, I really appreciate her for all the food she prepares for me. I have to say that she is a great cook. Most of her motherly love is always shown through the dishes that she made for us.

Always, her food just warms my heart…especially when your friend drools on your food when you are happily eating it…XP

Love you mum~ thanks for all the hard work for cooking for me and letting me go free without doing house works…really thank you…^^

Next, my sisters… to the eldest one… well, my eldest sister was already working when I got into form 6. Ever since then, she has little time to spend with us. I have to tell you, working life really sucks…every time I see her coming back from work, she will be tired and frustrated. Though she is always grumpy and sometimes scary…(do not underestimate the power of stressful work environment…) she will still always ask me about my studies and sometimes, she will give me some pocket money, asking me to use it wisely and preferably use it to buy some nice food and some books that are useful to my studies…XP

Then, to the 2 younger ones…sigh…having 2 younger sisters are sometimes a headache but yet, sometimes they can be a great help to you. As for these 2 devils, I really had a hard time on asking them to take over my task…

As the exam period coming nearer by each day, I started to feel that I have not enough time to study and I really need some great help to iron my dad and my clothes.

Therefore, I asked the elder one to take over…

“Don’t want! You do it yourself!” really harsh and no discussion to be made. For this reason, I have complained it to my mum a few times and really got pissed off when she really doesn’t want to help me to iron the clothes even though she was ironing her own clothes! GRRR!!!

I gave up on the elder one and targeted on the younger one…

“Ping…I am so tired today…can you help me to iron?”

“……”

Bloody hell, instead I have to iron her clothes! But luckily that this younger one is a kiss ass…sometimes she will iron it for me, but the look on her face was… “I am so pity…I have to iron my sister and my dad’s clothes…” -_-lll

Eventually, it came to a time where my dad asked me to sit in front of the computer table and do my revisions for 3 hours straight…at that time, I looked awful. It is tiring to sit at a place for 3 hours, doing your revision. And my sisters actually got a bit frighten of seeing me sitting at the table and looking at them with crying eyes, begging them to iron the clothes for me…

Therefore, 2 months before my exam, both of them started to iron the clothes but most of the time I still have to iron my own and my dad’s clothes…both of them are a total stubborn devils…sigh…but better than nothing…

I even requested their service of messaging by bribing them with comics…how pathetic…T.T

Well, at least they did help me to do most of the house works…XP

And, this will be the end of my thank you to my family members…next post, maybe for my friends? XP

Wait and we shall see…don’t get any offended if someone is not mention here!!XP

The Second special thanks to....My brother...

Ok, after thanking my dad, the next one should be my brother.

Sigh…yes, he sometimes is an ass, but nevertheless, he is the one who helped me a lot during this STPM period and also now…

He sacrificed a lot for me…he didn’t go for his “Tang Lang Chuan” class (some kind of martial art class), he rarely went out at night to have date with his girl friend, enduring my bad behavior, which includes…screaming my head off, due to the stress, crying like a spoiled child, staring at him with hateful eyes, plus…giving him a total hard time in understanding my physics…

Sigh…I have to tell you, I almost broke down when it came to momentum, the very basic knowledge of physics and yet, I do not truly understand it…till now, I still have doubts…I think I should look up into the books when I am free…XP

Anyway, when people ask me whether did I get tuition, I said no…but now, I think I should say yes…for 2 months of hell tuition from him…

Every day, around 6 o’clock (My nap time…T.T) he will want me to go to his room, equip with my text books, past year papers, and also, QUESTIONSSSSS….and the tuition starts!! With notes that he did for me, really helped a lot in understanding the more important parts of the text book…My notes are un-readable…you will go insane when you read my notes…-_-lll

At first, both of us had a hard time. Especially when I am a total stubborn ass…he scolded me, I stare him with that glance, I cry silently, pouting, controlling myself for not slamming the bloody text book on him, my dad scolding him for being harsh, I felt guilty for putting them in such a difficult situation…etc and etc…

Well, the situation got better as time pass by, and lesser screaming to each other and crying…I think there is an improvement in my studies too…or else, we will be pulling

Each other’s hairs off due to the frustration of not getting me clear with my studies…

He scolded me for the equilibrium of forces…if I am not mistaken…hmm… had a total hard time on that…can’t get his point since he is yidi yada-ing…-_-lll

Though he maybe harsh on me, but I know that it was for the best of me…people learn from mistakes and scolding, don’t you think so? Or at least it works for me…Hmmm…

One thing good about him is that…sometimes, after we fought and I cried, he will come and comfort me after he cooled down…he will start to give me facts of why he scold me for this and that…blah blah blah…

Haha…nothing can express my gratitude to him. Because of him, only I can get through this STPM without killing myself for failing my exam…

I really owe him a gratitude…Hmmm…but, wrapping a love shape chocolate candy sure does repay it, doesn’t it? XP

Well, I will try my best not to make him have high blood pressure at young age…by being more attentive to my work, start to ask questions, understanding the solution and taking the initiative to gain knowledge…this, is what he teach me… this is a life time lesson…hopefully I will remember the hard work and sacrifices that he made for me…^^

Wish you all the best bro!!! Really, you will always be my obnoxious, proud, but kind and loving brother…^^

P/S: He also gave me a great big help for paying the procession fee of NUS…Thank goodness…while filling the form I nearly wanted to bang the whole computer…with his help, I really cooled down a little bit…

Beautiful life

It is just so content…my life is wonderful…I surround myself with books, with fantasy that the author fed me, starting to feel like this world is filled with magic…I am so going off the edge…

But, still, I am happy to be able to read as much fantasy books as I want to.
There won’t be any chance for me to hide in my room, to read and indulge myself into the wonderful world of magic and wonders…

Anyway, I finished ‘Abhorsen’. I have to tell you guys, I really respect and love Garth Nix for producing such a wonderful fantasy book!

Though it includes a lot of bloodied scenes, death, a lot of words that I don’t seem to understand, the sadness of parting away with a good friend who has always by your side, protecting you from danger…But nonetheless, it is filled with actions. The whole book of Abhorsen had my stomach churn up every time I read it. It is really exciting actually, seeing them fight against the Dead and trying the best way to prevent the most powerful magic came back to life…

I don’t know how to tell you all how wonderful this book is…since my vocab is quite limited…XP
But, really, all I can say is that this book is worth reading! Never has one book ever makes me want to keep up the whole night just to finish it. Not even Harry Potter.

Haha…now, I am working on a book called Morrigan’s Cross by Nora Roberts…though it is a romance novel, but still, I treat it more like a fantasy book rather than a romance novel…-_-lll Can’t wait to finish it and start on the next book of this trilogy…

Sigh…have I told you guys how happy I am now? Surrounding myself with books that intrigue me? Yes, I believe I have said it…sighs…I love my life…and I love shopping for books…