Agony

Do you remember the days when you were still a little kid, when you woke up in a morning, feeling devastated that that day you have to go to school to a class taught by a teacher that you loath so much until you are willing to try at any means to skip school?

I do not know whether do every child have the same dilemma as me, but I really do have that moments when I was still a kid.

Even now, after I am already free from the rules and regulations that I have to obey on school grounds, being a grown up, able to make my own decision, able to skip as much class as I want, I still feel trapped in the memory of my past, where I hated the teacher so much and yet still I have to face her every day.

Now, I have to be responsible for the acts that I do, so, skipping class isn’t the most wise thing that I would do if I am trying hard to run away from this lecturer.

It was agony to stay in his class. He is an evil person. He acted as if he is the smartest ass in the whole class, criticizing the works that his students have done with no mercy.

All this things I can handle but what irks me the most is that this is a 3 credit hour class and till now, I still have no idea what is the point of his class for. I feel like I am just having a simple MUET class where I have to brainstorm on question to ask him in role playing sessions.

I feel that it is a waste of my time to gain knowledge in a way like this. Maybe I am taking the final exam too seriously, but is it fair that he is teaching the tip of the tip of an ice berg and expects us to answer questions with theory in the finals when he does nothing but throwing assignments to our faces?

Maybe in another point of view it is unfair for me to judge him like that, but I hate to waste my time on these things while I have to worry what kind of tricks he have on his sleeve, thinking ways to torture us.

Yes, I finally why I hate his class. I feel no respect from him. I feel like we are just some toy for him to play with.

Pouring knowledge into our heads my ass. Give people some respect for goodness sake!

I really do hope that he will be substituted by the other lecturer.

I will be so disappointed if he wasn’t substituted.

Please do help me! Get him away from my classes! I hate to see him anymore! I hate to be some toy to some stupid pompous lecturer!