Insane me...

"We have to work twice harder to beat the genius" says Lee in Naruto. And I totally agree with it.

My sister is still in her down hill mood. She still didn't get a job and she keep on complaining about how dissapointed of she for not having a job. Most of us ignore her because we think that this is nothing serious. But day past and she is still in a very blue emotion and had a few confilct with my parents. As usual, I hide myself away from all this conflict that will usaully ended up making the atmosphere akward. But, luckily this didn't happen and I am glad of it.

Today, my sister gone a bit crazy already. She need to de-stress. so, she asked me to be her model for photography. I rejected immediately. I don't want to be embarass when the photos are in the computer and someday, someone will see it. Futher more, I would rather go shopping with her and get my legs broken then being her model. Unfortunately, my younger sisters got caught and my brother also went on with this stupid plan. I just shaked my head and went to the living room to watch tv. But the television don't have any programme that are interesting. So, I went to see what are those 4 monkeys up too. When I saw what I am seeing, I laugh like hell. My brother is trying to pose like Tyra Banks and having his clothes swaying. A word to discribe. Disgusthing. But it was funny because he was taking a towel and making poses that are very 'qiao'. OMG. After that, my mother also went into this craze!!! I am totally shock. Is it somehow Neptune is covered by Mercury and make everybody in the house insane? So, seeing everybody in the house is totally crazy, I joined in and make some stupid power rangers pose and then went off before I really go insane and post these pictures in here. I will embarassed to death!

My parents somehow asked what my sister wished to do. Since she got no job now and wished to hear what she really want. But then, my sister didn't say anything. She said that she is going to stick with her own field. And then somehow, they asked me. or to be precisely, my sister asked me. Because they were talking about what am I going to take in form 6. I said nothing. Because I wanted to tell them that I want to be a love novel writter. And I am very anxious to know what expression will they give me. Shock? Faint? Or maybe lock me in the room? Or maybe worry that I am too stress out? But I am sure that I am not going to be a writter. Maybe because this field is not that advance at here. Or maybe I don't wish to waste my young age studying science but ended up being a writter. Or maybe I will do it. Not frequent, but sometimes I will take up the pen and write something and read it by myself. Nobody is going to have a look at it. Maybe a few though. :D

Eveything seems to be peaceful at here. And I am going to start school soon. I wonder how am I suppose to cope with the school life again after 5 months of holiday. I really wonder...

OUT FROM HOUSE!!

"We have to work twice harder to beat the genius" says Lee in Naruto. And I totally agree with it.

Today went to Petaling Street to meet my friends. I met Su Ling, Chui Peng at Mc Donald because I don't know the way to go to SinMa. I wonder why everytime I am that relax to get myself lost. I waited for about 10 minutes and there was some of the people that were looking at my beg. They looked like they are going to snatch my beg. But, when they saw my umbrealla, they hesistated. I think so. Because the umbrella was quite big and it can be open just by puching a button. I think that it was a great umbrella, just like those James Bond Gadgets...man...am I crazy..:D We then went to Mc donald to have lunch. While we were at Mc Donald, I saw Michelle Loo. A schoolmate when I was in Primary School. I saw her and she look fatter than 5 years ago. But, still have the shape. I think...Anyway, I was going to the toilet and ssaw her. But I don't think she noticed my appearence because she was chatting happily with her friends. Don't know why, I just want to run away from her. I wonder why do I act that strange. But, with the normal look, I don't think she will regonise me, just like the day when I saw Hing Wan and Jenny in the shopping mall but they didn't say Hi to me. I waved, but they don't seem to see me at there. so, I put down my hand and walk right through them. It was quite hurt that your friend didn't see you. But what the heck!

We then went to Erican to fetch my friend Yee Chin. We waited outside the tuition center. When we finally saw her, we found out that the other friend was there also. And we thought that she was not going to join us. While we were walking to Sin Ma to have fun, the friend asked "I thought that you were not coming." And I was quite pissed off because I came because Yee Chin told them that I am planning to go to KL today. And I wonder, did they plan this trip earlier again without telling me, and are going to have fun withput me? But, I don't want to think like that. I decided to forget it. Because I am learning to let go and be more resonable. "It is fine to let them have fun without me". I keep on thinking this because I think that I cannot keep on being angry without their invitation. Anyway, we went to Sin Ma and went to Sliver Ho to look at those beautiful accessories. There were 5 of us. So, it makes that there were 2 pairs and one of us get left out. And I am the one. I don't seem to talk to them maybe the topic was not my interest. So, I glide off and looked at things without hangging with them. I went to the other shop and looked at those toys and things and I was starting to get boring. without companion, you just look at everything very fast. Finally, they bought their things and we went to the lower ground to look at CDs.Me, Chui Peng and Su Ling was having fun and then Yee Chin and Pei Yun joined us. Then again, the same situation repeated by itself. I was looking at the CDs without hangging with them. I was getting a bit dissapointed and wanted to get the hell out of there as soon as I get to go to the bookshop. They then say that I always dissapear without telling them. I was too tired to explain, I walked off with a usual fake smile.

Finally, they were finished shopping. I controlled myself to stop buying things. So, I was so eager to go to the bookshop and have my things. But Pei Yun and Yee Chin have to go back and Su Ling and Chui Peng was planningto go back also. I don't care. At least they asked what is my next destination. Am I going home? They seem to be quite worried about me going home without their supervision. I said that I want to go to the bookshop only then I am going home. Only then, they remembered. I went to the bookshops and tried hard not to buy things and get over budget but when we get into one of the bookshops, I found out there was a 32 postcards with RM12.90. It was Naruto and Hunter X Hunter. I wanted to buy. But the price was too high, so I told Su Ling that I don't want to buy such expensive thing. The sales girl then quickly said "I can charge you cheaper if you buy 3 of them, I will charge you RM30." I said "don't want. Too expensive. Future more, where am I going to find three sets of these? there are only 2 at here." So, I was going to walk away when the sales girl said "I will charge you RM20 if you buy two." I then quickly bought it. And now I regret. Why do I use RM20 for these stupid postcards!!WHY!!But, what to do? I just over budget. I think I am not going to go out to buy things..the temptation was too great. I have to stay at home and meditate and read "Rich dad and Poor dad" to learn the skills to save your money.

Birthdaysss...

"We have to work twice harder to beat the genius" says Lee in Naruto. And I totally agree with it.

Today is my mother's birthday. We celebrated it by going to the nearest shopping mall and were planning to buy her presents at there. We planned that we are supposed to go there at 11 in the morning, but we waited until 12 in the afternoon only then we went there. Why? Because my sister was going to change her clothes but ended up chatting with my parents. My younger sister wanted to change her clothes but god knows what was she doing at her little space, nothing was done. My father decided he wanted to go too at the last minute. We waited. Because the two girls also haven't done anything yet. My mother then say that she also want to follow. She was cooking dinner. We waited. Again, the two girls and the two men were not ready yet. I decided to watch NBA and was having fun looking at Yao Ming sturggling to move between the players. (he was too big to be in between two players..) A few times, I said that I don't want to go already. But they didn't hear it. Fine..I sat back and watch the game until finally they all are willing to go the bathroom to get change.

Arrive the shopping mall and we went to watson to buy something for my mother. And may I remind you, my sister didn't bring any money or..she is too 'kiam shiap' to pay. So, I have to use my RM 100 that suppose to be my fixed deposit. My two younger sisters used up almost RM 2o of my fortune...I know that I am mean..but try to imagine that you were going to pay for a RM 15 cooking book for the present, RM 18 for your own things and another RM 20 for their things. It's just unfair for after the shopping, I asked for the money and the youngest one says "where got so many? I don't think I owe you that much!" I was so damn angry back then! I nearly shout out all the dirty words that I have learn in different language..but, I have successfully control the evil side of me.

My brother then forbids me from buying novels...I agree with him, but the temptation was too good for me to reject. I went to the bookshop again after I successfully get rid of my brother...after buying the novel, I think I really need to stop this..because a few days before, I have the luxury to count how many novels I have buy during these few years and I found out that I have over 200 books!! OMG! I really need to stop..but..HOW??!!!tell me! HOW??!!! and I think it mencecah 200 is because these two years, I was using them to destress myself...and now, I am addicted..damn..

The birthday was usual, except that we don't have any birthday cake and nobody sang the birthday song. Because all of us were exhausted after shopping. It was really tiring..We went to the Wong Kok to eat lunch, as a celebration for my mother's birthday. Maybe I am not suitable for their food...it was suffering..I ordered a chesse cooked with beef rice. I was totally full after eating the cheese and my stomach don't have the enough space to put those beef and rice. But I manage to force myself to eat those beef and a few sppons of rice. My brother even sweat while he was eating. As if he was having war with the foods...

I bought a RM 5.90 toy for my friend's birthday that is today...but I don't really think that the doll is beautiful because it was an anime character and it was ugly...or maybe I should say...it can be see and won't frighten people at night...man..what the hell am I talking about? But I have bought a Kakashi Hatake handphone keychain. I love it! although it is qutie big..:P

"We have to work twice harder to beat the genius" says Lee in Naruto. And I totally agree with it.

Hah..,today went to watch "The Pacifier". Before me and my sister went to there, there was some disagreement happened. My brother and my younger sister protested that we should buy DVD to watch this movie so that the whole family can enjoy it together. While, I say that I want to watch it because it is more comfortable to watch it in an air-cornd room. So, my brother bugged me for a whole day, saying about the pros for watching it in the house....but, finally, we went to the cinema also..-_-lll the movie was okay and it was very funny. Me and my sister laugh until our stomach ache. :D I found out that my friend su-ann is having a bad time in her college. I feel sorry for her though...have to cope with all this things. If it is for me, I will run out from the classroom like a crazy women saying "I am the god of study! I don't need all this! I am going back to heaven!" then I will go to tanjung rambutan and I will have all the time in the world to plot an evil plan about how to break out with my good friends in there...OMG..I am going crazy again..who can help me!! I am going to start school soon...but I still in the mood of holiday. Who can help me? I am really in shit now...

I am lost.

"We have to work twice harder to beat the genius" says Lee in Naruto. And I totally agree with it.

Took a quiz yesterday. And I got only 40 marks for the quiz! It was a quiz about how much I know my friend. And I get to know that I don't know my friend that well that I have think before. To think deeper, I don't even really know what all my friends likes or don't like. I am quite lost. Am I that bad in knowing my friends? I didn't even try to approach my friends and hear about what they are interested into. I found out that I will talk to them when our topics are my interest. I will be quiet when I am not interested...I am quite dissapointed of myslef. Am I that bad? Have I ever thought about my friends feeling? I wonder...I am lost... I even have the thought of leaving all of them behind and start a new life. This thought really strike me. I am totally a lousy friend... maybe because of the stress that causes by my family or maybe I am too moved by the weather. But, it is still not enough for me to think of leaving them. Because a man with no friend is a man without a sun. I think I stay in my house too much. It is time for me to start to communicate with my old friends. Maybe I should call them sometime and chat a bit. Or else I will be feeling awful forever!

A day with sweet and sour and cursing...-_-lll

It was a very sweet morning with my mother smilling at me, my father too tired to lecture us with history...:P And this sweet morning was ruining by two bastard. Ok, to remind my beloved friends, if you have heart-attacks or any diseases that will cause you to die any minute after reading some of the bad words from me, I sincerely ask you all to stop reading from here. Thank you. Anyway, I was helping my mother typing some things in the computer where suddenly, I heard that some kind of sound of glass broken. So, I went out and check out what was happening. Outside there was two man with motorcycle . They were standing outside our gate and it looks like they were going to jump into our house any minute. But luckily, it didn't happen, because my brother went out the very first minute he heard the noise. Our light bulb outside was broken.Or maybe to be percise, it was shattered to pieces. And those two fucking idiots were standing outside there, laughing as if this is just some kind of funny joke. I didn't go out. Because my father and brother was outside. And I don't think they will like me standing at there...they are kinda protective...well, they were outside talking to the two fucking stupid idoits, and may I care to tell you, they were wearing a company's uniform. I try to avoid saying the company's name, so that I won't get into deep trouble. Oh my goodness, even though my father was taliking to them, they are still laughing like an idiotic pig. saying of "Budi Bahasa Amalan Kita" I think these two guys really need some beating. They went off laughing also. I nearly rushed out there with a big parang and slash them to pieces. worst of all, I maybe get into jail, but, it was just an imagination. Too bad I cannot do it. ( Man...I am having mental problem!) I also wanted to give them a middle finger, but the fear of my father staring at me made me stand quitely at there.

After this incident, we had lunch together and then I went to the nearest shopping mall to buy somethings. At there, there was so many people. Inside Popular, you can hear baby crying like hell, kids playing around, boy and girl friends taking this place as a dating spot...(do they have problem in their head?) and parents talking at there as if it is a pasar pagi or maybe pasar malam. I didn't stay there long. I went to other book store and stand at there, looking at books, without buying them. I bet the shop keepers were staring hardly on me..-_-lll I was planning to buy an encyclopaedia, but then, the thought of "am I going to finish reading this book" make me hesitated. After walking the whole shopping mall, squeezing with poeples, I finally got back to Popular. And after a long discussion with my brother, we decided to buy it. Yeah!!I finally bought it! We were going home when my brother suddenly said "Why don't we have a race? I walk back home and you two go home by car." It was a stupid idea. Because my sister parked quite near to my house, so with a few minutes time, we will be inside the house. But, we agreed. My brother start to walk faster and both me and my sister were having the time of our life to get into the car and start the car and with a few seconds, we were side by side to my brother. Haih..should I say that my brother cute or should I say that he is stupid? But it was funny looking at him trying to walk faster while the two of us were so realxingly overtaking him. ^_^ The conclusion is, today is quite fun, except for the two idiot part...still feel like strangling the two stupid idiotic piglets. They will be our dinner if I get my hands on them...Mawahahahahahaha

Finally!Got a new blog

well, hi there my friends and folks. I finally got into this blogwebsite. My friend encouraged me to get one. So, I think that I will try to write my in this blog and avoid it from my beloved mother that will nag about my grammar mistake. Such as "you should wirte sent! Not send!" OMG!I was having a good time chatting and these words come out. It ruin the will to chat. Ok, stop talking about my mother. Orelse I will maybe get strucked by a big lighting. Back to the topic. I am happy that I finally get into this website. because it was so hard getting in! I have waited so damn long and I almost close it. Right, my very first lousy blog. that's it. Bye!