Anything wrong with me?

Alone in PJ house now. All of my course mates have gone off to play badminton while I stayed at home, typing this blog.

Somehow, it has become a routine for me to reject the offer to go out and play sports with them. Initially was no confidence in myself while playing sports and now, it is just plain boredom that let me rejected the offer.

Lately, I have also becoming more and more reluctant to go out from the house. I prefer to skip dinner than to walk out to the place where I can find food with just a few blocks away.

I am getting lazier and becoming more anti-social. My circle of friends remains the few people that hover around my every day life.

I wonder is it the stress that is causing me to act like this, or is it the transition stage, in the stage of finding myself or is it this is who I am, a person that is reluctant to step out to face the world and prefer to stay at home, facing the laptop everyday…