New Year~~^_^

Although I said that I am not going to blog for a while, but what the heck, it's going to be the last day of the year 2005 and I decided to end this year with a blog. ^_^ These days were frantic. During the holiday, i really enjoyed myself by borrowing a box of anime-Fullmetal Alchemist from my friend and spent only 5 days to complete it and influence all my siblings into watching it! MAwahhaha!!Cause I never knew that one day my eldest sister will ask my two younger sister to change to the next episode since she had watch that episode. It just feel wonderful. ^_^
Looking back to this year, i felt that many things had happened. The first half year I was lying on my house and waiting for my SPM result and sometimes will kick myself up tp tidy up the house and experience my house nearly broke in by three bastards. I was terrified at that time. Hearing the door was forcing itself not to be broken by those three bastards and I thought it was my father who came back from work just to take something he forgot to take. When I look through the glass door and found out that there was three strangers at there, looking back at me with 2 eyes nearly drop out, I shouted as loud as I can and I cried. It was an awful experience. But I was happy that day i was at home and they didn't get to steal all of our possesion. I hate them!!!><><>< Hahaha~Have a crazy time while you guys have k? Oh yeah, I also hope that my favourite writer's health will improve this year. Looks like suffering this year heh? You have all my wishes! ^_^
Forget all the awful things and focus on the happy things! That's how I try to live my life~! HAve fun on 2006! And may all your dreams come true! :D

世上有歡笑﹐
也有淚與苦﹐
兩者之間﹐
我選擇了
歡笑與快樂﹐
我不是抱著
人生那麼短﹐
不如開開心心過一生。
我是抱著﹐
我要快樂過每一天﹐
因為如此﹐
世界會更漂亮﹐
更燦爛﹐
傷心的人﹐見我笑﹐
他們也會笑。
因為一個笑容的意義
比任何東西還要好。
也還容易得到。
得到平凡的東西﹐
將它化成你生命中的快樂吧﹗
勇往直前吧﹗
生活會更愉快。
在臉上掛上笑容吧﹗ ^_^

Trip Back to Batu Pahat (2)

Since school is going to reopen soon, I might as well as to finsh the trip back to Batu Pahat. Well, after my grandmother told us the story of how they found out that their dog has die in a kinda hillarious way, (cause I only understand some of the words...My hokien is not that good..=P) My mum was chatting with my grandma while my mind drifted away since I was kinda tired trying to interperate the whole story...:P The television was off, that's why I was boring and looking outside absent mindedly. Finally, silent fell into the living room and I was concentrating on the flowers that my grandma had planted and take care of. I have to admit, she is a really good gardener. The whole compund was flourishing with various kind of flowers and the colours are splendid! After about 5 minutes of silent, grandma asked us to switch on the television and I nearly cheer! =P We switch on the television but there were no TV programme that catched my attention. And before I can change to another channel, my grandma's soap opera was starting, so I just stick on and nearly slept cause there were no handsome guys or interesting storyline for me to follow since I don't know what happen until the guy was chased out from his house and why he and his wife was wondering around...Hmm...And oh yeah, all of them look the same. I can't identified which is which and fortunatelyan hour later, the movie end and there were another show coming up.
Found out that now in Singapore they are so enthuastic in creating singers and stuffs. There were Superstar, then there were School Superstar...Only thing I can say is "Wow.." The programme I watched is also something like that excpet that the contestants have to be good in acting. To my surprise, I found out on 17 years old guy look just like my cousin! OMG! Totally look the same! Can't believe it! And I have to say, my cousin is one hell of a cute guy...except that he is younger than me...Sigh~too bad~ ^_^ Enjoy watching the show and after an hour, I was yet again, boringly looking outside the window again...It was raining that time, and it was quite soothing since my grandma's house is a very big compund house . The wind were blowing into the house but we let it in since it wasn't much and it was calm to look at the rain and hearing the voice coming out from the Television and sometimes you can hear the other 2 poor dogs being "loved" by my 2 lil sis. When it was 6 something, my dad and bro came and fetch us and went back to the hotel at 8. Actually at that time I wasn't hungry cause my grandma pushed my bro out of the house to buy Goreng Pisang for us to eat and she said that "Aiyah! Boy disappear nevermind! But girls cannot get lost! Dangerous!" And that is why my bro was pushed out of the house as soon as he arrives..:P
After bathing, my sis and my mum went out to shop.....0.0 Well, they want to shop, so, the rest of us just saty in the hotel, watching hillarious tv programme and waiting for the 2 of them to come back with some foods. And I was starving after 9 o'clock and found out actually my mum had bought KFC before going out and she didn't even buy for me! I was so angry that I became more hungry. I ate nothing. Because my sis said" It is just for us!" Grrr..that made me more angry and I just choose to ignore the grumbling of my stomach and concentrate on the tv programme. (Stuborn attitude coming thorugh!) At 10.30 p.m. My brother finally can't stand it and drank milk and slept. I was so angry that I ignore my sis and my mum when they came back and refuse to go to the riverside to have our LATE dinner. I was so angry that I even thought that why don't i just lock the room so that they can't come in? But, I didn't do it...I just watch tv until they came back. Was angry, but since my bro was also angry, I decided he do the work, while I go and have the LATE dinner...still can't forgive them to go and shop and didn't even care whether are we hungry.

The next day, we went back to KL and during the trip back, all of us are quite cause all of us are sleeping. But I was busy trying not to become burned pig. The sun was shinning and it was so hot that I nearly cry cause it was so hot and the 2 lil sis was having their luxury sleeping at there like a pig!! Grr~~Anyway, this trip was the trip that I wanted to write down cause i didn't go to Batu Pahat for 3 years already. I always stay at KL while my parents and the 2 lil sis go down. Just for a memory that I do not often have...^_^

Oh NO!! One more week and back to school life...

Right...one more week and the happy and flower throwing days are over...One more week and we are in the school life again, struggling to strive in the STPM that are going to come on November...I know..I am creating havoc by saying this..but...really! 11 month is not long for us to prepare and bare ourself to go on the battlefield and fight for our lifes for the tiny little 4 or 5 A s that worth very much to us..Sometimes i just hate being to negative...why shouldn't i think that "Hey! There is another 11 months more and we are free!" But, well, i am a short-sighted person. I worry things that are put in front of me...don't expect anything much from me... Well, since there are only 7 days left, I decided to work my ass out to complete all the homework that i have accumulated for this whole month and try to live through it.
Today have to go to KL library at 10 o'clock. So, crawl myself up at 8 in order to arrive there before 10 since the bus's time of coming is uncertain. Drag myself out of the bed and with the eyes half lid by my eye lid, I went downstair and prepare to go out. Arrive at the Mydin at 9.30 and arrive to the LRT station at 9.35. Sms Ee Lian and Chi Yee and found out that they still need some time to arrive, so I decided to get myself lost in the toen center since I got a whole lot of time to make my way to the KL library. Don't know whether is it sad or happy, I didn't get lost. I arrived the library and went inside. It was quite creepy since there was no people in the library early in the morning. I went to the second floor and took one book out to let the librarian there to see that I have taken a book and don't disturb me..:P Waited for them for half an hour and before they came, I was starving...looks like my metabolism is still functioning well, cause I always gets hungry easily..Ishh...
When both of them arrive, we discuss and seperate out the works while one of our member..Ehem..was sleeping in his bed!! ROAR!!! *kicks him a few times!!* Ok, done with the violent part. After discussing, we do our own things and i went to the History section and found a book about Greek and Roman Empire... It was quite interesting since it was all about the god and the great kings that they have produced...:P And also some literatures...But not interested in them, so flip through them:P At one o'clock, we are finally leaving. But chi yee wants to use the internet at there, so, me and ee lian left to search for food. Decided to have Mc Donald. But there was too many people lining at there. We decided to go to Maju Curry House to have our lunch since we never tried the food at there before. We ordered roti telur and it was hard! I have to chew a few times only then I can swallow it! Wow....unedible...Went home and was attracted to the tv and now attraceted to the computer..looks like another day wasted by me! Grr...hating it...
Oh yeah, once again....I love Fullmetal Alchemist!! AHHH~~~><>
文◎朵朵 圖◎萬歲少女
事情有兩種，一種是你想做的，另一種是你得做的。
如果你是個學生，可能你喜歡看小說，
但因為考試在即，你不得不念書；
如果你是個上班族，也許你希望去旅行，
但因為領人薪水，你只好去上班。
每個人都是這樣吧，做著必須做的事，
心裡想的卻是喜歡做的事。
這就是人生。
可是從另一個角度來看，用功念書通過了考試，
你才能放心地看小說；
上班賺了錢，你才能優哉地去旅行。
所以你應該這麼想：
把必須做的事做好，是為了能做喜歡做的事。這也是人生。

This is one of the kinda like poem that I found in a website which clearly stated out what we are suppose to do..Think positive...May you all have a happy day and also a merry christmas to you guys...Let the spirit of hoilday slip into you! ^_^

Trip back to Batu Pahat! (1)

Hmm...went back to Batu Pahat on Friday night. Still remember that we went out and within hours, my head was dropping to the left and right side, going to slide off the chair any moment and then all of a sudden, my brother woke up and starting to play with the two hyper energtic little sisters. They all were screaming away and having fun while I was going to doze off within the chairs.Then, suddenly, CB suddenly cried out loud, saying that there was a rainbow on the moon. It was beautiful. The moon was covered by clouds but there was a rainbow across the moon. The view was beautiful. But my vocab is too limited for me to say how enchanting it was. It was the second time that we travel to BP at night. We all chatted and sang songs together. Most of the songs are those kiddy songs that my two little sis learnt. I even joined the childish chorus and mumble through all the lyrics cause I can't remember any lyrics. Haha..after 2 hours of sleeping and joking and singing, we were already too tired to play other things. So, the car is finally quite again. But not long. After that my lil sis asked me to tell her ghost stories..I told her some of the ghost stories and we arrived BP. After 5 hours of long journey, we finally arrive and pay a visit to my grandmother which haven't sleep. It was one o'clock in the morning....she seems to be in a good shape excpet that her knees sometimes hurts and giving her some problem. We say hello and then we say goodbye. We check in to the hotel and I went straight to bed to sleep. I was too tired to watch the singapore television programme which are very interesting.
Woke up the next morning and went to have breakfast that the hotel prepared and went to shop for some various cakes that we can't have the luxury to eat at KL. After shopping for cakes and clothes, we were fetch by my Aunty and went to the other shop which sells very cheap clothes. Like usual, we woa our way through the whole shopping because of the cheap price and nearly cry because of the sum of the clothes we bought. After the shopping, we went to my grandmother house and stay at there until 6 in the afternoon. My sisters were so excited to let us see the little dog that my grandmother own which it's name is xiao hei. After searching the house up and down, my sister finally asked my grandmother about the dog and she told my sis that the dog died.
There was a python that slide into the house a week ago and my uncle heard that the 3 dogs were barking away. But, he pay no attnetion to it and went back to sleep. the 3 dogs keep on barking until all of a sudden, one of the dog shouted! My uncle rushed out and found out that the dog was crushed by the python. They called the bomba guys and 3 of them showed up. They caught the python and xiao hei is already dead. Poor him...I didn't even got the chance to have a look at it's cute face and brushing through it's soft furs...too bad..
I am sleepy now...so, the BP trip will continue next time! Need to sleep already...^_^

I'm Back...

Yo~ I am back from my so call lousy medidtating..I decided to lock myself in my room for the whole week to finish my homework, but it turns out all wrongly....I borrowed a box of anime from my friend. That is Fullmetal Alchemist. I used 5 days only to finish it. Everyday, I will waske up and switch on the cd player and sit in front of the tv until my mother comes back from her school and then I will quickly switch off everything to hide all the evidents. When it is 12 o'clock, I will crawl down from my bed room and switch on the VCD Player again and watch the anime....this have continued for 5 days berturut-turut...Well, I can't help it! The story was so interesting although it is quite depressing at some times. Seeing the 2 brothers sturggling in their lives and trying to be a grown up while they were only childrens that needs people's protection. They are very determine in their dreams and they strive very hard to achieve it. After watching this 51 episode anime, I finally understand what the movie was all about. I downloaded the movie before I watched this anime and I was totally blur about what they were talking about. During the movie, I nearly smash the computer to pieces because the quality of the movie that I was watching was so awful and the screen was moving every where. Further more I don't even understand what the heck they were talking about..-_-lll Anyway, after these 5 days of anime meditating, I finally understand the movie...sigh...Now, I have influence my brother and my two younger sister to watch the anime...Mwahahahaa!!! Let the spirit of anime burn!!! XD Evil heh? Haha..Can't help it lar~~Therefore, the conclision is that Chin Chuan PIng has yet again failed her mission to finish her homework!!! MWahahah!! *hides in the corner....sobbing...* CP sigining off...trying to look at the four walls to reliase what I have done during the 5 days...Oh yeah! Before I end this post. I got something to say! In FMA, I have decided to take Alphonse Elric ( the real person, not the armor!) to be mua husband. I initially wanted Roy Mustang, but since he and Riza Hawkeye looks so match together, I decided to let him go~~:P And oh yeah...a character that came out for a short time..his name is..wait...let me recall first..OK, his name is Russell Tlingum..what a name! But I prefer his brother, who is so cute!!!><>

Happy!!Serene!! I am so so happy to have you guys as my beloved friends!!

I am so happy now! Glad to have a bunch of blur and cute friends....Knew them for about 5 years now and I love them even more by every day because they are the one that changes a sulky girl with a thick balck hairs clinging on her forehead, with the feature like "You owe me...you really do owe me!"they bring laughter to me and light to my life and let me lead a quite successful life by making friends more easily when I get into the school with the more confident character, believing every one is the best creature I have ever met in my life.
Today, I am lucky enough to meet them again after a years parting since I have transfer to St.John. I have missed them ever since i transfer to St.John. We met at Sinma at 12 o'clock and went to the CD shops and comic shops to look at anime merchandises. While we were shopping, we all were joking around and found out that they didn't change much after all these 12 months. We didn't discuss mucg about our school life, cause we are having fun teasing each other, having the luxury to hear them teasing each other and stay off from the teasing battle. ^_^ I even got the privilage to bully one of my best friend Su Ling by saying that I am having Gaara's baby....Ahaha!! To see her whinning away, pleading me not to say that was fun...especailly when she say that she is willing to trade Kakashi for Gaara...Ahaha!! I was having the best time of my life!!I even say that Naruto was my son cause she heard or to be precise, she believed in an article that assume Naruto is the son of the fourth Hokage...HAhaa~which means the fourth Hokage is also my husband! Poor her...Anyway, after window shopping enough, we went to Mc Donald to have our lunch where me, Su Ling, Chui Peng, Soo Li, Khai Jing and Sow Yee was having fun again, teasing each other about their blurness and wrote the birthday card for Bee Ann the birthday girl who was not present at there.
After that, we were off to Sinma again to buy another present for another September girl-Pei Yun...and we bought..hmm...is it save to say here? But I think better that I keep it a surprise! We went to the top floor of Sinma to look for toilet when we saw there was a shop full with dolls and teddy bears. And after one of my friend gave a compliment to a cute fury dog, an ethuastic uncle came out from the hill of the dolls and started to say how cheap his dolls are...and they are really cheap. We wanted to linger longer to look through every one of it, but we were desperate for the toilet. So, we politely say we are going away first and rushed to the toilet. Then, we went to find Soo li and Sow yee to let them have a look on the dolls. After choosing the present for my friend, Soo Li say that she wanted to buy present for her cousin, so, she asked for my opinion and I say that the white bear on the shelf seems to be very lovely, and she asked the uncle to take the doll down and wrap it. She gave me the doll and say that I was the person with the less burden, so I toke it and went to Sliver Ho not far from the shop. When we were on my way, Su Ling suddenly asked "Did you know that this is your present?" And all I can do was look at here with astonishment. Then she laughed in a very funny way, (which usually make me want to laugh also...:P) and say that"You thought Soo Li that good ah? Buy present for her cousin?" Haha~All I can do wasa smile all the waya through the shopping and nearly hug all of them!! OK! NOw it is time for them to claim their kisses and Hugs from me!! Come and claim it and I will give you guys!!^_^ The bear was snowy white and it's leg's paw are as big as my hand!! Ohhh!!I can hug it to sleep tonight!! My first big teddy bear from my friends!! I really love them!! They are so cute!! Haha~which reminds me, I got a big teddy bear when I was small also, but my father took away from me, saying that it is dangerous to be it on the floor..anad the other teddy bear that I found in the ancient chest when I was small, my brother and sister scared me by saying that the bear got AIDS...Since I was young, I don't know what is AIDS and after they tried to scare me, they gave up and say that my father won't like it lying around and wil throw it away..Well, this threaten did it's work and I put the teddy bear back into the ancient chest again and didn't dare to take it out again..And now, I have my bear!! I am so going to hug it to sleep and let it cling on to me....^_^ After buying my present, we wanted to get things done and went to Che Cheong Kai again to buy Su Ling's birthday's present which is around the corner...But, it didn't work out since she say she don't want....well, went back with the whole body exhausted but happy that I got this present...Now, I am worried that I pay too much attention to the snowy bear until I ignore the totoro that my mum bought for me..So, I decided! I will hug one of them todaya and hug the other one the other day...did I mention that I crushed my totoro the day before? Well, since I have bad sleeping posture and don't seem to have a good sleeping since my back and shoulder alwayas aches...evetually, the totoro got behind my back and it was quite hard and I slept on it, feeling quite comfortable....and found out that it was crushed under me until I woke up the next morning...poor him...-_-lll
I have always think that I am fortunate to meet great friends after my form 2 year. I have always met wonderful friends until now, I even get to meet my new friends in St John which are all very sweet and caring. I mean for boys and girls, we care for each other, we have fun together. We maybe argue sometimes, but we never fight. Same as for my friends that I made in Puteri Ampang. The group that I met today was the group that lighten up my life and thought me to make friends by giving all your trust and love and also your smile. I now believe that I can make a person's world seem brighther if I give them a smile. At least I have experience it before, with a great person smile at me on the street eventhough we were strangers...Another friend that is worth for me to mention is the coolest girl in ARGS. She is intelligent and she is a very rational person in my opinion. She take cares of herself very well and I must admit that she is talented in both Art and also Science. Eventhough she is great, but she never boast and always can have fun with us and crack really funny jokes. She saat next to me in Form 4 and Form 5 and believe me, she is really good in making friends! You will love her cause you can see the intelligent in her eyes and she is humble also! Great friend...And no doubt, of course my other friends that I made in Form 2, which some of them are total angels...or maybe workaholic...Ehem...I mean you Ewa..Stop staying awake for 48 hours! you will someday fall down in the toilet and have the toilet bowl as your 'bantal'! OK, that is it for my friends..Maybe will talk more about them next time....
And don't worry my friends, I will tell the whole world about the nice suprise party you alll gave me on the 7th of September! Providing I got enough time...:P

傭懶的下午。。。

陽光偷偷地鑽進房裡﹐頑皮的到處遊玩。時而騷擾桌上被遺忘的課本﹐時而在床上肆虐它們的熱量﹐勢必將床上的人給吵醒。但﹐懶洋洋的人一點也不領情﹐繼續呼嚕﹑呼嚕大睡。終於﹐ 陽光的惡勢力到達人兒的眼睛﹐惡狠狠地鑽進他的眼睛﹐使她不得不從床上爬起來﹐撫平了亂糟糟的黑髮﹐但怎麼也撫平不到昨天熬夜所產生的黑眼圈。他將雙腳胡亂的掃一掃﹐將棉被給推開後﹐就模模糊糊的坐起來﹐站起不穩的身體﹐跑下樓﹐胡亂的洗一洗臉。
精神煥發的他﹐束起過長的頭髮﹐爬回房裡,將堆積的棉被與枕頭與陪伴他晚上睡覺的玩偶抱下樓。大堆的被布料包裹的棉花差點將他給壓扁。他奮力的抱下樓后﹐終於喘了口氣。將全部東西放在太陽下﹐接受陽光的洗禮後﹐才回屋裡﹐癱在哪兒﹐偷得半日閑。為了獎勵自己﹐就從冰廚裡挖出他的‘鎮上之寶’---草莓味的yougurt!!像向神莫拜了yougurt一番後﹐掛著感恩的眼淚﹐跑到冰涼的客廳﹐打開電視﹐幸福的把酸中帶甜的乳酸放進口裡﹐感覺原來幸福是如此容易的來。
一面享受冰涼的乳酸﹐一面享受電視裡傳來的吵雜聲﹐一面感受風輕輕的吹進來﹐將原本整齊的頭髮給吹亂了。
在外頭洗禮完的枕頭與棉被與玩偶都被收回﹐深深的吸了一口氣﹐聞到太陽的氣息﹐籠罩著全身的幸福讓他開心的笑了。有得聞到太陽的氣息不是每個人都有的機會吧﹗
這對你來說是不是幸福呢?對我而言是一種難得的一時幸福﹐這也是我的悠閑下午。羨慕嗎?要的來一點也不難﹐你只需停下你的腳步﹐欣賞你週圍的事與物就能擁有如此的幸福了。。簡單吧! 盡情享受難得的悠閑午後吧﹗包你永遠掛著笑容。。。。

My teenage year companion...

I have once thought of being the girl on the big fury cozy beast. It is so wonderful when you watch the movie when the girl accidently bump into the place where his giant beast is having it's nap. When she was hugging it, you can see that the furs are really cozy...I always wanted to be on the beast, let it's big hand hugging me to sleep and bring me back home by flying on a "gasing" lame heh? But I think that it is fun to go back when you are a baby, where your mum will hug you in her arms and when your father will gently take you upstairs, to your room. But, as you get older, the attention will somehow diverted to the other siblings or things that they got interested lately..But the beautiful memory will stay fresh in my mind. When sometimes you will think back and smile. My father once said that whenever I cry, he will take me to the aquarium where they rare many garpies and hold me upside down and I will stop crying...It was funny, thinking that my father taking me to the indoor garden and holding me upside down...When you are little, you will get all the love from your parents. When you get older, you will get their loves when you make them proud. But sometimes when they are in a good mood, they will also cook your favourite food and buy your favourite fruits. Maybe it is in the gene, I don't like my younger sister hugging me...cause it feels weird since I kinda outcast myself when I was small...I feel quite weird when they hug me...But, as times goes by, I felt that their chubby body aren't that annoying after all. Sometimes I will bully them and hug them...it's like hugging a big toy except that the big toy is your sister and quite heavy also...:D Having a quite mean brother is also another blessing. Lately, he is incharge for helping me to chase up my studies. He asked me to do maths excercise that is not my homework and I remember when he say that, i was worried that I can't finish my homework that I cried...thinking back, it is so embarassing! He is a good tutor.I think...He scolds me when I got a question wrong and tease me for being so stupid and for not having a good foundation. But at least he is a good help to make sure that my spirit will never burn down since I am a person which is stuborn and care for my face...(is it say like that?Haha..) Anyway, the thing that I admire my brother most is that after all these things, you can have fun with him and have no grudge on him. I always wonder how he does it...everytime after my mother scolds him, he will always get his way out smoothly and my mum seems to be persuaded by him for his doings...Maybe he always puts a smile while I put a long face whenever I was scolded...what a big difference! Grr~~As for my eldest sister...She is a very very clever person in my opinion but she always feels that she is the weakest amongst her peers and always feel bad for herself...Overall, I think that she is the best since she got 9 As in her SPM and got into University shortly after that. Many people in my school always say that she is the top girl and hope for the best from me...Well, sorry for disappointing you guys, I didn't live up to your hopes! She is a wonderful girl except that sometimes she will be very mean...She will critize you directly and she won't flowerish her words...She will say that you are wrong and again and again...Maybe that's why sometimes I get into a fight with her..sigh...but, no doubt that she is also a star in the family! :D Geez! What am I writting? Guess I am writting crap huh! Haha..cause I just pulled myself through the meaness of my brother yesterday! Cheers!!! ^_^

Tons of good news today!!^_^

Isn't this picture nice? Although it is quite blur but I just like it...Don't know why...:P This picture wasa taken by my mum during her trip to Japan. She wasa going to Mt. Fuji but they were not allowed to go near Mt. Fuji cauase they say that at there were snowing and it is freexing cold. So, they changed their plan and went to have lunch. But after having the lunch, they finally got to see snow!! There weren't snow when they arrived Tokyo, but they got to see snow eventhough they weren't at Mt.Fuji! What a good luck! ^_^
Speaking about luck, I would like to congratutlate my friend for getting into MAS academy! Good job Tien Rern! Hope that he will have the best of luck in that academy!!!>_< Ok, as I have promise him....You! yes! you! go and take a dozen of firecrackers and burn it outside your house! I am too lazy to tidy up later, so, go! *crack craack!!!* Ok, done!! Throw some little flowers and I am off now! Got to go back and write my blog...Hehe...going crazy heh? Well, try to imagine me jumping around, trying to throw the flower as high as I can....-_-lll Ok, done with the MAS academy thing and the happiest thing that happen to me is that my mum is finally back! Which means our lunch and dinner are no more fried pork with some black particles and rice that are too hard to chew on and also saying good bye to Maggie Mee!! And!! And!!! And!! My mum bought me a totoro doll from Japan!! I feel like I am the luckiest girl in the whole wide world!! It worth RM 50 you know? Although it is quite small but I am so happy! I even got a handkerchief with the big Totoro at there!! I am so so happy!! There are no words to describe how happy I am and how I love my mum!!
After that, I got to know that Malcom in the middle is airing on NTV 7!!! OMG!! that is such a good news!! I love Malcom in the middle! I think it is going to be on NTV 7 every wednesday at what time I am not sure..Hehe...but I think it's around 10.30 p.m. So, go and check it out!

Maybe this is the good luck that I have accumulate during the past few days? Haha~hope so..cause I don't want later having bad lucks!!:P Going back to Totoro, it can be said as my favourite character. Because after I have watched the movie, I also wanted a Great Big beast like it, having fury furs to let my hug to....It cannot be said as my childhood friend cause I only get to know it when I was 16 years old..too late for a childhood huh? But as far as I can remember, my childhood was dull, same as my teenage life until I met that bunch of kind and funny friends...they thought me how to appreciate the things around you and thought me the beautiful of anime...I am very grateful for that...they are my best friend...of course the friend that I have known for 12 years....since we were in primary school...I always think them as my light of the future...we share tears and happiness together. Sometimes we also fight for the anime guys and laugh about it after one of us 'lend' it to the other...It was fun...Having this kinhd of friendship is what I always hoped for....Nice and happy... Many things happen today and all I can remember was that I am having a lot of good time hugging my precious Totoro Doll and oh yeah! Grandson, don't stress yourself too much....really! If you stress yourself too much and didn't get insane like me, you are in deep trouble...cause you are aaccumulating it inside your heaart...just feel free to give me the task by thorwing the mail into my mailbox k? ^_^

Last but not least, hope that everyone is having a great time like me...enjoy it and cherish it...

Sad...

All of a sudden, my father scold me. He scold me for asking him to have dinner...What the heck??!! I got scolding from him just because I asked him to have the bloody dinner that I cooked for an hour? I am feeling so hurt and angry now...What have I done until he just want to scold me everytime I cooked or everytime I do the chores? Is not that I am asking him to do it!

Anyway, feeling very angry and down now..So, adios...I maybe lock myself in the room and rot myself. I rather rot myself then to get scolding for no reason...

Nothing...Nothing...Just want to touch the keyboard and annoy my brother...

Hmm...Yeah, just like the title, I am just being stupid. Just want to touch the keyboard, cause there were nobody here chatting with me, excpet for my best friend who is having a hard time at China. Pity her to endure all the discrimination she is getting at there. In my opinion, she is a smart girl with great talent but somehow the lecturers at there seems to give the conclusion that she can stay at the University because she pay her way through..I was so angry when I heard that. I feel like punching that asshole. For that stupid person's information, we all chinese malaysian are not that stupid. We are civilised and believe me, we are intelligent people. Maybe at there they will have IQ over than 200 people, but that doesn't conclude that you all can look down on us. You are not as good as you thought. Everybody have flaws. Including you! A**! ><>

Haha..anyway, yesterday my brother told me that it is the dateline for me to ask him about maths question. So, that day itself, for the first time, I was obedient enough to crawl up to my room and did some of the question. At night, i went to ask him some question that I don't know how to solve. After that, he asked me when did I do these questions. He actually gave me 4 days to finish the mathematic question, but I was busy reading Judith Mc Naught's "Something Wonderful". The book was too interesting for me to stop and do the work that my brother asked me to do...That's why when he asked me, I was speechless. All i can do was looking at the paper and looking at it as if there are golds at there for me to stare it out...Luckily that he was using the computer while solving the questions for me and I escape when he finally stare enoghed...Phew~Lucky! Orelse I am so dead if he finds out that I spend 3 days doing nothing except hiding in my room, finishing the book..:P

Overall today is peaceful, my younger sis and my father went out and came back with a cat fish which coast RM1 and another fish which I don't know the name. I am expecting it to live. Cause usually pets that gets into my house, they usually won't last long...espeacially fishes....so, i am hoping tomorrow i am not seeing two white bellies in the aquarium. Hope for the best of them! ^_^ Well, there aren't anything much i can say...Oh yeah! Today I chat with my beloved ARGS grandmother.

Miss her, she is the coolest girl in my school. When we estabilshed 'The evil family' She is my grandmother, and I gave her a very cool name, that is The Dowager of Evil...HAhaha~ I wonder if she remembers that..But i think she will kill me if she sees this...:P She told me that she is going to UK next September....I was so sad! Thinking that most of my best friend are going out sea...But, still have to give my best wished to them and hope the best for them...I will miss them!!><><>< :P Really going crazy already....Hehe...

無論多不捨﹐
無論多眷戀﹐
還是得讓你們往寬闊的天空翱翔。
我只能在原地﹐
默默的祝福你們﹐
願你們能達成夢想﹐
凱旋歸來。。
飛吧﹗
去吧﹗
記得回來就好了。。
記得我就好。。

Did I forgive you? I am not sure. But I know that I won't do any revenge to you anymore.

I went to her blog because I wanted to know how is she living now.
I click on the URL cause I was hoping to read another fake story that she made up again.
I scroll down her blog, trying to find something about her to let the hatred go on.
But, when I sawa one of her post, I was stunt.
She was bullied. I should be happy because finally somebody is doing the good deed for hurting her for me. I didn't get to hurt her that much because she transfered school at the last day of our Form 2 year.
I should be happy. But when I read that she was bullied by the other guys and girls in her new school, I didn't get the thrilled of her being bullied. Instead, I feel sorry for her. All the senarios that shouldn't be happening in a Malaysia school was happening onto her. Just like those USA school where you are treated badly because you somehow get into the way of a famous person.
Reading her blog, I feel sorry for her. But, I don't know whether is it a lie. Because she had made too much lies during our 2 years of friendship. I still have doubts on her. Although this sounds bad, but I just cannot trust her anymore. Maybe I will feel pity for her. But I think deeply inside my heart I also think that served her right! Maybe I wanted revenge on her lies but I never wanted her bullied like that, being all alone in the school.
Just to feel better, I decided to say sorry to her for sending the hurting mail. I was angry at that time. I cannot bare any betrayal at that time. Or maybe now also the same. Because I make friends with all my heart. I love all my friends and hope for the best that they will love me too. I never try to cheat my friends. I never try to boast about how gracious my life was (Because it is the real thing) I don't want to become a person with a mask, making friends with a mask on my face. That is why when i knew that you were such an arrogant and spoiled kid, I was disappointed. And I was furious when you insulted my friends. You say that she was so stupid that she doesn't deserve to be in the good class. I was really really angry and heart broken for my friend that time.
But, now is the time to let go a little bit by a little bit. I decided to try to forget all your bad behaviours and try to remember all the good things we did together. But the sad thing was that there were so few of good memories that we had together. It is time to let go. Let the hatred blown off by the wind and hope that the next time we see each other again, I will feel nothing about you and become friends again in another kind of way and in another places.
Last but not least, I would like to say sorry again and again for being so mean to you after you left the school and send you that hurting mail. I will try to change my opinion on you when the day has come where both of us meet. No more vengence on you. Because I think you got the worst during your luxury year in those high class private school ( Well, I feel quite good when I know they bully you. Evil heh? Well, it is in the gene.)

Tiring,Aching but FUN day!!

Actually it was yesterday, but then before I can finish, my bro was nagging beside me, keep on saying he want to use the computer and the sad thing is, after I type so much, it cannot be posted!GRRR!!! Well, start retyping...sigh~~

Actually yesterday night, I gound out that there was a little kitten in the basket that we abandoned in the lawn!!Aww~~my sis told me that it was born this morning after I went out. The kitten was meow-ing all the way and I couldn't help to open the door and go outside to check it out. And the finding was satisfying. I found a little kitten in the basket, all alone, mingling with the cloth inside there. It was so cute!! The whole body was black in colour but four little white fury paws!! Aww!!!~~~Feel like hugging it and kissing it!!! So cute!!! So, I touched it. *swoonsssss~~><* I was screaming with happiness outside there which draw my sister out and got scolding from my elder sis cause she say that after a kitten wasa touched by human, their mother won't take them away...Sobs!!I am so sorry!! So, I quickly put the basket back and hoped that the mother meow will take it away. And the sad thing is, this morning after I thought it had took it away (cause the basket was empty) I found a little kitten was attacked by a whole swarm of red ants was eating it. It is dead!! I am so sad now...although I cannot distinguish whether is it the little kitten that I touched yesterday and was abandoned there to die...I am so sad!! But, found out that there was 2 more little kitten with their mother. Aww~the mother was grey in colour and also 4 little white furry paws!! Feel like hugging them but since they are afraid of human, so I went off with swooning and screaming with happiness again..-_-lll Just now my mum asked me to bury the little kitten..sighed...may you rest in peace little kitten~~

Ok, don't with the sad part. Now is the really happy part. Yesterday I decided to follow Sara and Desmond to Sunway Pyramid. So, my mum bring me to there about 10 o'clock. It was quite early and there were only a few people lingering around Mydin bus stop. I was holding my shifu-Zheng Dao's birthday present which was poorly wrapped by me. Sorry lar...You should know I am a total idiot in arts..I manage to wrapped it already can say not bad lor...or else you will be receiving a long poster without wrapper. Hehe, anyway, since it was porrly wraped by me, I was pai seh to let people see it and I decided to put it inside the big black plastic bag which we usually used it to put in garbage...Ahaha..PAi seh! So, there were people looking at me as if I am some kind of weirdo...Or maybe are they expecting to pick my pocket? Aahahaa!!Fear not! cause if they picked my pocket, I will surely swing the poster like a katana towards them!! ROAR!! (Haih..too much anime liao...expecting to swing like Kenshin!! Hidden Mitsurugi Style!!!! Siao liao..-_-lll) well, since I am too boring, I was thinking they thought that I am terminator which was holding a box of flower which has a machine gun in it....But the sad thing is that I am not as muscular as Arnie and I don't want to be that muscular....:P Anyway, waited for Sara and Desmond for an hour only then saw them coming down the bus gracefully, while I am quite soaked wet cause of the rain. We went to the opposite side of Kota Raya and successfully got on to a bus which went straight to sunway.

Arrive at there at 12 o'clock and met them inside the skating ring. Went to skate after the workers finally resurface the ice skating ring. The ice floor is totally slippery! I have to cling on to Tien Rern to gain support, or else I will fall down and down. I cling on him thorugh the whole tour of the ring. No doubt that he is a good teacher. After bringing me going round and round the ring for a few times, I can stand on the ring without falling backwards and I was handed over to Jia Wen. Jia wen...Haih...He is also a learner, so you can imagine 2 penguin standing in the ring, supporting each other and then fell down whenever one of us fell.........Because he was too near me, and I don't know the skill to avoid, everytime seeing him fall down with the hand and the legs flying everywhere, I also fall down..-_-lll After that, I wasa saved by the birthday boy, Zheng Dao!! Thank you shi fu!! I was given a tour by him about a round of the ring, then I follow the sweet little Swee Luo and Grace~~Later then, I am following Chi Yee my grandson, rounding the ring with some occasion which I tripped because of the shoe's break. Luckily I was following this guys, or else I really will have bruises everywhere now...Had fun!! After 2 hours of training from different coaches, I finally can skate a little bit before the worker resurface the ice again. I fell down so many times until I cannot remember how many times and the reason. All I know was that after the resurfaceing, I went to skate all by myself and fell down a few times with my butt and chin...Aww...amazing that I didn't have cuts...except for my knee which I don't know how I get the cut...Hmm...can't remember cause I was busy trying not to fall down. But the things is that see that shi fu was having fun skating around..Grrr~Nearly got my devil to wake up to bully him..but since I am useless in the ring, I decided to protect my life before get kill because of my evilness...Finish Ice skating about 3.30 p.m and after resting a little bit, me, shi fu, Swee Luo, went out and the others were like grandmasss, still lingering inside there...sighed..now I finally know why they were late that time they have to come back to KL from Frasers....Sigh...A group of ama...

After coming out, I was having minor headache..maybe bcause cannot tahan the coldness and was tired...I was all soaked wet cause when I fall down, the ring was wet because the ice were melted. We went to Pizza Hut to have our lunch or maybe dinnner. I don't have the appitite cause I think I have just ended a voyage where I go dizzy and tired...or maybe I ate to much air while I was screaming away, hoping people to hold onto me before I fly like a rocket...Anyway, ate a piece of pizza and a bowl of mushroom soup (I prefer delifrance one..:P) And went back to Kota Raya by bus. With the whole gang. And the bus was at there, waiting for poeple to come up. So, we waited for half an hour, only then it moved...sighed..I was so tired, that I used grandson as my pillow and slept...Haha..He was a good pillow though...When we arrive, I saw my bus on the way to go to Cheras, so I dashed out the bus before I could say good bye to everyone and run towards the bus!! Sad thing was, it was jaming all the way!! Therefore, arrived home at 7.40 p.m. Not a bad day, all though I got cuts and bruises...Ahaha...Fun though...

Hope you have a wonderful 18 th birthday shi fu!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! (sorry cause buying the wrong Final Fantasy character!! ><*