The life of an ordinary girl

"We should work twice harder to beat the genius." says Rock Lee in Naruto. And I agree with it.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Tiring But FUN! Day...^_^ (Part 1)

Aww~~before starting the blog, I would like to tell you guys, I got kitten in my house!! Aww~~><><* with four little white colour feet!!! Argh!! Feel like hugging it!!I want to rare it!! But then my father say that cats got rabbies and forbids it!! Man! I want that kitten!! >0< Anyway, since it is too small for us to take care of it, i just hope that it's mother will take it to a safer and warmer place. Cause just now I er...can't resists the temptation to go and touch it!!! AWWW!!!It is so cute!!

Ok, done with the kitten...just hope that tomorrow won't be seing a little kitten corspe!! I will be devastated!! Anywaya, yesterday I sms Sara and Desmond to ask them to bring me to Sunway Pyramid today cause the other gang was going there too early. Well, for me is too early cause I am still in the bed when we are suppose to meet...:P Came out from house at 9 o'clock cause my mum wants to go to Dato Lokman to take CD from a teacher which is suppose to have a seminar at there. But it turns out that he haven't arrive! =.= So, we left the school and reach Mydin at 10 o' clock. I was holding my shi fu's present which was poorly wrapped by me. Sorry shi fu, you must now that your tu di's handcraft is not that good lar...Hehe...Sorry lar....><>

Arrive at there around 12 o'clock and paid to get inside there. Meet with them and handed the present to my shi fu. But didn't dare to stay around there long enough...Hehe..cause scare scolding from shi fu for wrapping the present so ugly and choosing the wrong poster!! ><>

Part 1 till now..cause my brother is now nagging want to use the computer..GRRRR~~!!

Monday, November 28, 2005

Stuborn like usual...

OK! Music! Imagine that you are now hearing Mission Impossible soundtrack! ^_^ Just to add the feeling into it...so IMAGINE IT!!!

OK, after you have imagine it, I am now having a new mission! that is to search for presents for those who are going to have their birthday soon...cursing inside cause buying present isn't my profession since I am suppose to be surrounded by a whole lots of six packed guys...(I am totally going crazy now!!!><) Anyway, went to school to do my bio experiment. But, as soon as I arrive school and wanted to start the experiment, there were no more gas!! DARN! And then, my beloved watermelon friend let me fly aeroplane! (that means didn't keep her promise to accompany me to go and hunt for present!!!><) So, the poor me just have to dig out all my old school friends up from their comfortable bed and ask them to go out with me...But unfortunately, most of them are tired and were occupied..some even I cannot call!! HMPH! you know who you are!Anyway, finally got to dig out one of my friend and asked her to accompany me! ^_^ Thanks Soo Li~~ Appreciated that!! ^_^

Met her at Sinma and we went inside to look at cds and gossip about things that happen in our school and the stroll around, looking at anime CDs and also Japanese movies. After enough drooling over anime guys and also some japanese guys, we went to Mc D to have our lunch and my mission starts!! *Repeat! Imagine the soundtrack of mission impossible!!*

Went to 3 book store and cannot find that present that I wanted to give to my friend!!I am having difficulties with my mission! So, went to the last bookstore and decided to buy a set of puzzle for my friend. But then it occurs that my friend doesn't look like those patient type...Hehe~ sorry lar...But, really! I don't think he will appreciate that I help him to accumulate dust for giving him the present! :P After 3 hours of searching, I finally get to buy a quite decent present for him....sigh....Mission accomplish? I hope so!!! Mission accomplish, so stop that bloody music out of your head now...

Went home, found out that mum and the two lil sis went out, so as the birthday boy, my bro...I stayed at upstairs until i finally finish one of the novel Charlene borrowed to me and went down to watch movie!! But not long enough, my father is home and I have to go back up cause my lil sis was chasing me away. I wasn't happy with it, but what the heck! I just got up and took another novel and emerge into it.... Then, heard that they are starting dinner. I didn't care cause I was busy doing something else, and also hoping that they will at least care to call me down to have dinner. But, it seems that I was wrong. They didn't care calling me and was chatting happily downstairs. I was feeling sour! The stuborn side of me is forming inside and I waited for half an hour and nobody care that I was upstair, starving! Maybe I am a bit childish but I was hoping that they at least care to call me! After that half an hour, I heard my mum asking where am I and then there was still no calling!!! They just think that I am dead inside my room! Ok, that was a bit harsh, but I am so mad, that I decided that I am not going down to have dinner. I locked myself in the room and after an hour later only then my younger sister came up to call me. I was cursing inside by the way. And she was unfortunate enough cause she is the first one to get the sacarstic scolding from me. I said that "what for waking me up? I am not asleep! What for telling me that I am suppose to have dinner? There aren't any food left for me anyway!" After that, I wanted to cry, but didn't cry, cause feeling that it is stupid to cry for this kind of little thing. I starve till 9.30 p.m and then my another younger sis came up and asked me to go down. Yet again, I ignore them and stayed in the room. Stuborn heh? It's in me, can't change...When it is time to blow the candle for my brother's birthday, only then I strolled down and celebrate.

I actually wonder why I always tend to have a sad time celebrating birthdays. Even in my own, I tend to have a cold war with my family members..weird...I didn't cheer up until my brother came back with 2 large domino's PIZZA!! He didn't buy it proposely for me...it is because my youngest sis had been nagging him about the pizza for a whole decade already. So, he went out and belanja us the pizza...Now, I am full with pizza chesse!!^_^ Eventhough I didn't have my dinner....Come to think of it, I am actually not very happy with the fact that my family members hardly care about me. Eventhough I am quite used to it by now, but sometimes I will also feel unbalanced to not to have their attention. Is it calling me to have dinner that hard? My mum actually told me when I came down that I always come down whenever it is dinner. DUH! As if everyday I will attend at the dinner table! Still angry about it though....can say that I am bad, but I just don't like the feeling being ignore. Imagine that you are all alone in the bedroom with your family members laughing happily downstairs and nobody care whether are you at there. It sucks!

Overall, the day is tiring...Cause buying present! And happy for meeting my friend!And bitter to abuse my stomach without anybody caring...

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Backache...Am I getting older now?

My back aches...Does this mean that I am getting older by the day? Hahaha~ Anyway, congratulate me!!! I finally get to roughly finish my Bio report...*hides in the corner to sob...* Come! Throw flowers with me!!It is worth celebrating because The Lazy Snail CP finally finish her first report!! Hehe...not really my first report though..but it is worth celebrating!! OK! Enough celebrating! You! Go and tidy up the places while I go to my bed and have a comfy sleep k?
Well, tomorrow is my brother's birthday and I have no idea what am I suppose to buy for him. Cause what I like doesn't mean that he likes it also. Now I think that guys are a total fussy...cause I just can't find suitable present for them..sorry guys..but really, I hate buying presents! I hate it!!
I should be doing homework now....and I have nothing to say here...so...I am going off...I only posting this to add something on it...cause I think I am going crazy any moment now...Sigh~~

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Tiring...

Aww...my neck hurts...I am so tired...but I am awake this late...why? Well, trying to finish the assignment my group leader gave to me. Sigh...I didn't do it till now cause he is going to come back to KL on Thursday I think...well, have to pass up my work...sobs...but I think later I am going to crawl back to my room, leaving this assignment rot downstairs...while I stay in the comfy bed with comfortable blanket covering me...thinking of that made me have the urge to run to my room.

Actually it won't be so tiring if I didn't try to clean up my room. Today, I got the motivation to clean up room since I woke up quite early today. So, after doing the chores, ( my mum is not at home!!><) I went up to clean the home of a pig (that is me...) Found out that I accumulate quite much novels and I was having problem keeping them cause my space to keep my novel is quite limited. I was staying in the pile of novels for about 3 hours until I finally get to stuffed them into the cupboard. While I was dealing with the novels, I was sneezing away and it was irritating! I keep on sneezing until my nose nearly came off! Well, at least you know how much dust that I have kept for the past 3 months...After the novels, I got a whole lot of magazines and little stuffs that I collected...-_-lll When I looked at them, I was feeling quite frustrated. Frustrating why I keep on collecting things that are so small and troublesome! Plus, I am not a good planner. I just stuff all my things on my study table and try to spare some more space for me to at least study. Eventually, I only get to spare only 1 meter wide and half a meter wide space for me to study...disappointing since I got a 3 meter wide and 3 meter table...GRRR!!!! That also kept me for 3 hours...sobs...and my sneezing kept on during my "fight" with my things...

Finally I finsh tidying and I wanted a sleep so much! But then, I have to cook dinner...SOB!! I only had a 2 hours nap then I have to climb down and prepare dinner. I cook "Gong Bao Ji Ding" and stim egg with all kind of ingredients in it..(best that you don't know..:P) Well, at least this time I was not suffering the torture of the onion. Yesterday my hand was burning hot when I touched the onion after I cut it and it hurts! I almost cried because of the pain and there is no way for it to reduce the pain! Gladly to say that my mum is coming home the day after tomorrow and I am so happy!! Since I don't have to cook and do house chores anymore! Cheer for mum coming home!!>0<><>

Got to sleep...orelse going to fall off from chair...actually I am not sure what I have write in this blog..my head is heavy....heavy.....

Monday, November 21, 2005

冬天,悲哀季節?

紅黃的葉子終於落下﹐終於肯讓位給細嫩的白雪沾染大地。
天漸漸的變暗了。白天似乎變得更短了。金黃的光線的壽命一天比一天更短。但﹐也帶來另一番的季節風味。一團團的雲慢慢的遮蓋天空停留﹐不願離去。似乎想趁這難得的季節﹐親自目睹人類的生活與七情六欲。
看著不少父母為了完成他們兒女們的聖誕節的夢想﹐不顧天氣的變化﹐奮力的工作﹐只為了買兒女們的心愛禮物。冒著冷冷的天氣﹐握緊衣服﹐慢慢的走向附近的玩具店﹐買了兒女的禮物。父母的眼中充滿這愛﹐嘴角也掛著一絲溫馨的笑容。當每個人經過他們都會獻上微笑﹐分享他們的好心情。
當他們打開門﹐兒女立刻涌向他們親愛的父母﹐吵吵嚷嚷﹐爭著要父母的注意。父母各人抱起一個孩子﹐把他們放在床上﹐給他們每人一個晚安吻後﹐關上門﹐回到客廳開始抱起有點骯髒的大眼娃娃﹐有點破爛的小火車。每個包扎都充滿父母對兒女的愛心。
第二天﹐男孩從棉被裡跳了出來﹐伸出小手﹐大力的搖晃還在熟睡的妹妹。不到一會兒﹐兩人已精神亦亦的站在爸爸面前﹐掛著頑皮的笑容。父親開心的挽著妻子的小手﹐抱著他的寶貝們﹐走到聖誕樹樹前﹐給了那倆兄妹各人一個禮物。他們立刻拆掉禮物紙﹐拿出禮物興高采烈的把玩新禮物。慈愛的望著他們的寶貝讓他們覺得一年來的付出是值得的。
突然﹐兩人面前出現一個包得蠻醜陋的包裹﹐他們看見男孩與女孩睜大大地眼睛﹐期待父母結過禮物。母親眼眶充滿這眼淚的結過禮物﹐細心的拆開。裡面躺著一個精緻的木彫小鳥與一對情人依偎著。
"媽﹐爸。這是你們噢﹗"男孩稚氣的聲音響起﹐用胖胖的小指指著盒裡的情人。
"媽﹐這小鳥是格格教我雕的噢﹗"女孩興奮的指著小鳥﹐開心的向媽媽報告。
母親感動的抱著她的寶貝們﹐而她丈夫者輕輕的擁著他的家人﹐熱淚盈眶。
天上的雲朵看見這一幕﹐也落下了感動的眼淚﹐白白的﹐在光線的反射下又變得銀色﹐慢慢的飄下﹐雪花也慢慢成形﹐仿彿雲朵將它的禮物也送給大地的孤寂人們﹐讓他們也擁有季節的喜悅。
聖誕節快樂﹐我的朋友們。。
(雖然早了點。。。。哈哈。。。。:P)

Saturday, November 19, 2005

I am boring~

I admit! I am bad! I should be studying like hell now...But instead of studying, I am now sitting in front of the computer, updaating my stupid blog, cause I have alreaday surf all the net that I can found...so pathetic! Haih~I think most of my friends are studying now, cause I just can't find anyone to chat with me now! All are red! I am so lonely!!Sobs..I know! I should be studying!! I know! But...Cannot! I shouldn't be so lazy! Ok! I will study tomorow! (someone: Yeah right...I bet you will be lying on your bed and drooling over another anime character!) Sobs~Who is the one talking? Sobs~I will try not to drool around...

As I have promised, I will try to introduce "Fullmetal Alcheimist" in english. I prefer chinese actually, cause I doubt that I cana express my feelings well in English. How am I going to score in MUET???!!! OK! Stop! Back to the topic. Well, I have waatched only one episode of FMA anime and it's movie. The conclusion is, devastating, the reality of life. Cruel. The episode that I watched was episode 35. The episode was telling about a village was affected by a kind of disease. The people that got infected will die in a quite horible way. Well, you will know if you watch it. It was...er..eerie...their skin was turned into tree like skin...UGH! Then to the movie, I was quite confused by the movie cause all of a sudden, Edward was in Germany, and Alphonse was not with him...I was really, really confused! But, overall, the movie wasa quite nice. And sad. You should watch it by yourself. I shouldn't say much. This is the only anime that I have ever watch that potrays the cruelty of reality. Sad, and not a very happy anime. But, still, it is interestiing for it sometimes will have some small little jokes to let us have a break from the tensed up story. I wished that I can write more, but I don't think I can write more cause my brother is naggin behind me now...Till next time! Maybe next time I will have another point of view! :D

Friday, November 18, 2005



Er..this are the pics..^_^ On the top, that is a picture of Roy Mustang. And I am drooling while looking at him now...:P

Harry Potter and the Goblet Of Fire

Happy~~Happy~~Why am I happy? Well, went to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire with my two little sis and my mother. And the tickets are amazingly cheap compare to KLCC's TGV. Sorry to those TGV supporters, but to be honest, the GSC at the shopping mall near my house is so worth for me to go and watch movie at there. If you got the opprtunity to go there, you should. But then, the variety of the shows are also quite little compare to the other cinemas.

The movie was interesting! The grafics and the story is breath taking. When Harry faced the draagon, when he have to rescue his friend, Ron and when he has to fight with the newly born, ugly Lord Voldermort was all so packed with actions and anticipations. Although the movie was changed a little bit and some part of the story in the book was not show on the screen but it was still worth for me to go and watch it. Gladly, I would like to say, Daniel's acting skill finally improved drasticly! Iwas enjoying myself watching him act. Good work! Yet again, Emma Waton and Rupert Grint also did a great job. Their acting are finally convincing..:P Hoho..I maybe a spoiler to those who haven't watch the movie but then, the part where Harry have to go to the Prefect's shower room to figure out the clue, I found out that Daniel Radiclifee's body was in a very good shape. Hoho..do I sound like a pervert? Hope I don't sound like that...:P It is the truth that his body was...er...not bad? Haha~I have to stop before I wil have nose bleeding while typing...:P And to prevent underage girls and boys get mislead by my opinions...:P The whole movie was really astonishing. So, friends, go to the nearest cinema and watch the movie! This is the best Harry Potter movie that I have seen until now. I recomend you all this movie!

After watching movie, I went to the comic shop and sawa Hayao Miyazaki's art work collection book. Wanted to buy it but not sure whether does it worth it. Asked for my mum's opinion and as usual, she say that it is a waste of money...Sigh...maybe will buy? Or maybe I won't buy? It depends...Then, went to Mc Donald to have our late lunch. It was full with people. When decided to go back, there was one counter opened and I rush to the counter. Behind me was a black guy. I steped out of the line to call for my mother and he quickly cut into my place! *tut* I was so angry! the place where I stand now was limited, for it can only fit half of my body. So, I quickly call for my sis and asked her to stand at my place. And the guy looked at us as if we did something wrong. Mr! I was in front of you ok? I was feeling to annoyed that I left and find a place for a place to sit. I doubt that the guy what is the meaning of manners! After my sis came and join us, she said that the guy looked horrible because he looks like he is going to scold them. For this, I know proudly present that black guy a beautiful cursing from me. Hope that he will like it.]

Yesterday was a tiring day. Went to Kepong to do our Biology project, quadrat and line transect. Proudly to say that this time I was not late! Hahaha~~So proud!!:P We started our project about 11 o'clock and luckily there was black clouds hovering on top of us, protecting us from the cruel sun.. It was a success since we finally finshed it on 3 o'clock. But then, the grasses at there was killing me! I swear that I was going to put a fire on them after my project. But then, i scare later the fire will spread and the whole garden will disappear within seconds, so, I was kind enough not to burn it off..:P After going back to home, I was so exhausted but I still stay till 1 in the morning because I was going online, trying to search something...ehem..cannot say, cause I will sure some of my friends will scold me like hell after they know what I was searching till late at night. I must admit, they won't spare me like that only..

I think that's it for today...I am attracted to another manga! It is called Fulmetal Alchemist. Maybe one day if I am free enough, I will tell you briefly what was the comic/anime about...:P Can't help it if I am so addicted to it...-_-lll well, let you guys have a look on the pic first! Okay..I put the pic at the wrong place...it is the pic on top lar..:P

Sunday, November 13, 2005


Sai...My first anime character that I own...:p Posted by Picasa

The really stressed out me...



Ahaha~I was just trying to upload pictures. If you all are wondering who this guy is, he is my first anime character that I admire and he is a guy! But then, now I treated him as a girl! Shame on me! Anyway, I finished the chapter 15 of the story that I created for this anime. I am so happy!!Because I think I delayed the stroy for half a year also. Maybe it is not suitable to say this, but then, everytime I got into the website and to see whether I got any review from the readers, the outcome was so disappointing. Nobody wrote any review for me. I was so sad and devastated! How could they do this to me! Although I think my story is lame....Everytime I went to search for stories, I found out that many people are writting shounen-ai stories (Well, Boy love stories for those who don't understand) and amazingly, they got more review than me! Feeling quite unbalance...how can this be like this? Their story better than mine? I never got the courage to go and have a look. For the last time I read one of it, I nearly puke out with disgust. Imagining to boy, hugging each other and kissing each other passoonately and even got into the bed!!! I just cannot accept! I am quite close-minded person. Sorry to offence anyone here. I just cannot bare to see the mankind population extinct because of certain people's hooby? Ok! I apologize if I hurt any of your feelings. I react like this because I admire every of the character in the comic or anime I watch. I feel like a bit offensed when knowing that a pair of best friends can also be wrong interpretated that they are gay and both of them are loving each other. Of course we love our friends! But, in doing such things, sorry, I am not very happy with it.

I don't mind my friends having this kind of likings. maybe they really love each other and I will give my full support on them. But, in another case, don't piss me off by writting "porn" stories about anime characters k?

Geez! What is happening to me? I bet many people will hate me after reading this blog. But I am just saying out loud what has bothering me for the past 2 years to seeing people giving review that they like both boys kissing. Sorry. No offense. If you like it, I can't just burn your house down through computer right? By all means, like it, love it. Don't ever mention it in front of me. Or else the next thing you know is that my fist on your face.

Friday, November 11, 2005

留言。。特地給你的噢~

"We have to work twice harder to beat the genius" says Lee in Naruto. And I totally agree with it.
最近﹐天氣變冷了。 你那裡冷嗎?
雨不停的下﹐是否與你的心情一樣?
偶爾會想起我們一起的歡樂時光﹐
總會有一股悲傷的感覺涌上。
感覺自己好寂寞。
想去逛街﹐拿起電話才想起你已在中國追求夢想。
黯然放下電話﹐感覺好孤獨。。
知道你在那兒過得不高興﹐
我無法安慰你
但﹐我願意以這個留言﹐
寫下我對你的支持。
別放棄﹐
難過時﹐想一想這裡的好天氣﹐
藍天白雲﹐
藍海碧天﹐
還有﹐
永遠支持你的家人與我。
我們都期待你凱旋歸來。
別感到孤單
因為我永遠在你左右。。。。
加油吧﹗

Monday, November 07, 2005

心中充滿迷茫﹐不知該如何前進。但﹐總相信有一天一定可以剖開迷茫﹐迎接光芒。

Back again! Well, I think i wll be updating this blog until this holiday overs? Who knows? Nothing much happen today. Just that my sister is coming back from Taiwan! Ahh!!Want to go to Taiwan!!>.<
My hip is hurting now...want to know why? Er...mainly because of my giant bear younger sister. Yesterday, I was in a mood to bully my younger sister again. So, I gave her the evil look which says clearly "I am going to bully you." She saw my evil grin and quickly, she ran towards her bed to seek for cover. But I was faster and I overtook her and lay flat on her bed. Before I can move to a safe zone (Playing with yor younger sister which is quite big and heavy, you will have to have the skill to dived off whenever she is near you.), she jump on me! Just like tsunami coming, no where to run!And AWWWW! Her kneecap bang onto my Pelvis...OMG!!!I nearly cry! Well, now my pelvis is having bruises on it.
The moral of this story? Remember to dodge quickly when your younger sister which is especailly big size going to crush on you. At least let her crush on places that dosen't hurt that much.
Unfortunately, my group leader told me that we do the line transect thing wrongly!! OMG!!How can this be happening??????Haih...so, have to go back to Kepong and do the whole thing again..*sobs...* Why????Why!!!!! Argh! Whatever. Just hope that my parents won't mumble all the way through when I tell them that I have to go back there to do the bio project again.
One more day and my so called freedom willbe leaving me for a few days. It's going to start school!!Yet, haven't finish the homeworks the teacher ask us to do. What a failure!!!

最後一個葉子終於落下﹐
紅紅的﹐
顯示它轟轟纍纍的活著﹐
顯示它絕不低頭的骨氣﹐
就算要離開﹐
也要讓人永遠記得
它的美與燦爛。
終於﹐是假期了﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗
嘿嘿﹐說這麼多廢話﹐
只是想說﹐
假期了﹗﹗﹗
無論秋天多淒涼也無所謂
盡情享受難得的假期吧﹗^_^

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Wow~Long time no see...

"We have to work twice harder to beat the genius" says Lee in Naruto. And I totally agree with it.

It has been about half a year since I have updated my blog. So sorry Su-Ann! I didn't mean to update it so...er...rarely? :P
Anyway, during these half of years, many things happen. I was able to change into St John Institution, where I met many great friends. At first I always miss my friends at Sri Ampang and sometimes even got the feeling to run back to the school again. But, my father said that it is time for me to grow up. Don't just stay as a stupid ignorance little girl and try to learn good culture from this school.
This school can be said a bit dull at first..(cause there are no friends for me to chat to..the first few people I met also don't know what is ANIME! OMG! Wondering how can I survive that long!) But later, I got to meet a few friends and slowly get to mixed with the other classmates.
I even get to meet my long lost five years friend.At the very first sught of her, I thought that was her sister and didn't dare to say Hi. Fearing that I will call the wrong name. Luckily she regonised me and say Hi to me...and blaming me for not reconising her at the first sight....Haha...

Well, during these half a year, I got my test and realised that I was not as good that I have thought. Although I knew it when I got my SPM result, but now, I feel worse. I felt that I am a total failure for being the last. I promised my self to work harder but it seems that it didn't work. I was frustrated and feel hopeless. Whether is it good to have a happy go lucky attitude? Cause after a few weeks self hating, I got myself up again and happy again.
It is going to be holiday soon but I still haven't start any revision! Urgh! I just hate myself!!!
My early new year wish is that I wil become hardworking! For God Sake! Let me be hardworking and at least let me get a good result and let my father have the small little happiness that his daughther finally is going to do well in future!

恨自己的懦弱﹐
恨自己的懶惰﹐
是時候改變了嗎?
是時候了。
所以﹐
加油﹗﹗
決不服輸﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗
希望啦~~﹕P