Damn Angry and feel insulted!

I was happily writting my 'love letter' to my dear, seal it up and waiting for the school to end so that I can meet her after school.
After meeting with her, we had a great time chatting at the Blue Zone Cafe and teasing each other's enemy in school/college...
It was such a great time....Especially after the exam, I am able to go out with someone and had a great chat for a very long time...
But....
When I decided to bring her to the comic shop that i usually loiter and let her have a look at the vodoo doll, here comes the angry part....
I was looking at the vodoo dolls and was having a great time looking at what their uses are...Such as, make the one you hate to embarass themselve in public so on and so forth.
Then, one of the clay vodoo doll fell down and when I picked it up, the head fall off ALREADY...
Since it is in the plastic bag, I didn't mind and put it back and continue looking at the other vodoo dolls.
Then, this girl, the "boss" of the shop came and took out the clay vodoo doll which was broken and say "Miss, did you drop this down just now?"
I nodded and she continued "The vodoo doll is broken."
"...." What? It is broken, do you think that i am blind?
"You broke it." And her look was accusing and she is expecting me to pay for it.
F*** you! I didn't know whether i broke it or not, but I don't think that clay doll is that fragile that it will break after falling down from like, 15cm above the floor! Other things also drop like that, and they are all intact! How can she do like this???
"I didn't break it." I replied.
"But it is broke."
"When I picked it up, it is still intacted." I lied. I admit. But, I am not going to pay for a RM 10, 1 inch tall vodoo doll which it's head is fall off!
I get grumpy when it involves lots of money! The price is not even resonable!
And she left. With that sour face I really got very angry. How can she assume that i broke it?
What if it is broke in the first place? I don't want to pay for something I didn't do!
I feel so insulted! Furthermore I am a frequent customer at there! Everytime i went there with my 9inch thick bag I also never drop anything and broke it! FUCK you!!!><
With the hatred in me, I really do hope that she gets the pay back!><
If you are my friend, Never ever! Buy comics or novels from that stupid shop! Grrr!!!
Though i know without a few customer will makje no difference, but I really do hope that she will experience lost in her business for accusing me!
Though my act maybe childish, but somehow I cannot let it be.
i am a person with lots of pride....I cannot be insulted!
Hmph! the shop is situated at the top floor of Leisure Mall, called Chen Xi. The only comic shop in leisure mall, easy to target.....
Curse you!!!!!

By,
Emotionally unstable
CP

Finally, it is over...But the worst is yet to come...

I think it has been two weeks i didn't update my blog....The reason is....
EXAM!!!
Anyway, today exam over and we are now free from the grasp of examination fear for now...And for the next 2 months, we will have to work like hell to try to get good results in STPM. Even now I am in half hypnotize stage...Since I got a 2 hours nap and 3 hours of maths paper..(Darn...)
Anyway, today initially got Chinese Society Farewell party and they say that it is going to be started at 1 o'clock.
Guess what, when we arrive, there were nothing! Damn them! We all waited for an hour and there is nothing for us! How can they do this? Well, I hate people wasting my time, so, me, char and ee sheng left straight away.
We went to central market to buy some novels....(:P Hehe....the darurat is over mar~XD)
After digging in the whole stack of books, I found 2 books which cost me a total of RM 12 and charlene borrowed a book which worth RM 3 I think...and we left.
I have to go to Chi Cheong Gai to buy pork mice for my father...So, I strayed along the streets and I cannot resists the temptation of the cheap chinese novels! I ended up buying 6 books which cost me RM 21.
Now, I am officially broke! DAmn....I need to be in control! Though after coming back, I stuff the books aside,(as long as they are not within my eye sight field, they are save from being read by me...:P) I still feel guilty for buying so many books!
But this kind of offer doesn't come everytime! Sigh...next week have to tie the stomach again...No mixed rice for me!!><

XXX
Well, milk finally fly on a jet plane and went to England to further her studies. Actually chatted with her the day before the Bio test. Heh, since I am not takinf Biology, I was quite happy chatting with her, remembering the old times. When back then I am more wild and crazy..I miss those days...
Where there are no conflicts, able to be friends with everyone....Well, as you get older, you will know that somethings doesn't go the way you want to. And you will let go of the thing and get your life go on.
It was happy to chat with her...Sigh..going to miss her so much! ><
Btw, milk, did you recive my msg before you depart? I spent half an hour to write de! If it didn't arrive..I will be so damn frustrated!><

XXX
Heh...During exam period, I got a lot of time to observe something...Cause my eyes will always tend to stray away from the book. Sometimes it strays to outside, looking at the bright sky, with clear blue colour, making me feeling more relax than I should be.....
I also notice that the love flowers are blooming but somehow people tendd to deny that they like each other.
I really wonder, why people will never admit that they like someone? Especially when they look so alike a couple, with kinda intimate moves...sigh...Live like a dignity person and admit it ler....
Sometimes,people who refuse to admit something are pure hypocrite. It means they have the great potential of becoming a politician...Well, I wish you all the best in becoming the greatest POLITICIAN!
Just a pure mumbling from the half asleep me...But....It is really unfair for people to wait for each other for no reason.
If like, just go for it lar! Why act like a sissy right?
Sigh...Ok..I am talking crap already..Better stop now, before I say something more unapproperiate...Sigh..Old already lor...

Damn them

Today, I was suppose to meet with milk. Because since I cannot go to her farewell party on Sunday...Sob..
After the Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang and all the hoo-ha-s I went back with my mother and decided to stop by at Secret Recepie. But milk was going to be late, so I told my mum that how about me waiting in the school? But the gate was closed, so I was dump down at Amp walk to wait for milk...
Didn't dare to go in SR because the food at there was extremly expensive! Which makes me wonder how people can afford to come and eat everyday...Sigh..So, I loiter around amp walk with a Bee Cheng Heong bag on my right hand and a Chemistry book on the left.
After loitering a while, I was forced to sit down at one of the tables, with my head as down as possible, for I was afraid that the owner of the shop will shoo me away...
Opened the chemistry text book and started to read...
C2H5Br...Ok...continue...
*5 minutes later*
Eyes starting to fall down...by now I started to ask, "Where is milk?!"
After a while, two young malay boys came up to me and asked
"Kak, boleh duduk kat sini tak?"
I looked up and with a frost eyes, I shook my head.
At least they are clever enough to leave me alone. I hate people bothering me when I am in a foul mood.
After a while, a few more boys came and sat in front of me. Without asking me. Bloody hell.
Fine, ignore. Anger management....
Then, the 2 young boys who asked me just now told their friends that I say they cannot sit at there. But that bloody asshole ask them to shut up!
Fuck you! I am the one who sit here first OK? Damn!
But, there were too many of them. I stood up and walked away.
I went outside to take some fresh air so that I stay awake and my brain was flashing scenes where I cut their bllody guts out from their tiny little tummy.
Was going to cool down and was going to wait for milk for a much while longer and there they are again. They came out and sat near the rail. I nearly wanted to push them off the rail...But..sigh...I scare later they really die liao and I am no more 18, I cannot go to juvenile court and stay in rehabilitation centre...
I stood there and I believe my face already as busuk as the rubbish compilling place...and the boy was stupid enough to provoke me...
"A moi!" Look to the other way.
"..." Stare sideways.
"A moi!" Look straight into my eyes.
"..."Throwing daggers and boms at him now.
And then he went off. Maybe he got my msg.
Well, my msg was...
"Damn you asshole. If you dare to call me amoi, look at me. And then I am going to beat the hell out of you. I really will."
One down and a few more to go.
One of the boys also started to spit everywhere and spitting on the ppl who walked out from the entrance.
I stared at him. He smiled. He spit more. I took out my handphone. He laugh. I dailed my mother's number. He looked away. I said " Miii" And there he goes.
There were 3 more people at there. 2 boys and one girl. Well, that girl is my ex-school girl. Haha...well, revenge is coming sooner than I thought. I am now going to use power to crush this slut down. One girl with so many guys? Hah! I despise you!
The boys were from the school next to my ex-school. I actually sms my friend and asked for her help to ajar that bunch of boys. But, too bad, she is a nice girl. I think she don't want problem to happen, so, I never force her to do lar...
But....as i recall, my school got one of the student was ex-student of that school. Haha......Revenge is near. Be careful you all. I am going to crush you down!!!!
Btw, when they walked away, I actually stare at them and looked at them with a very cruel smile on my face...wonder did they notice it? :P

I am officially 19 years and two days old...

7th September 2006
Wonderful day. Woke up, got my birthday wishes from my younger sisters and from my parents. My dad gave me an ang pow and we all are off to school.
Since the school was busy preparing for the Rakan Cop and Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang thing, we all were once free from teacher's lesson for one day! Yay! Went to sit with Generator and tweety bird and feel so lonely without hot mama around us, letting us to tease about how hot she is going to be in the future...:P
As we were chit-chatting, tweety suddenlyp pulled out a present out of no where! Wow...I didn't notice that she can do magic that well...:P I opened the wrapper and saw....saw.....
A NEW ANIME SET!!!
Full metal Panic.
Though never heard of it before, but I am sure I am going to enjoy searching for my number 70th husband from there...as long as I am not watching another new anime behind everyone's back..:P
This anime is in custody...It will have to stay aside for 2-3 months, for I have to concentrate on my studies now...sigh....Hoping that it will not gather too much dust and got thrown away by my 'like-to-throw-away-things' father....Some how he just have the ability to make things disappear without us noticing it...Maybe because we had too much thing pilling up...
Anyway, while celebrating my birthday with my family, I nearly got the urge to open the CD and watch it! >< luckily it was already 12 o'clock and I have to go to sleep..sigh....It's a blessing maybe..:P
Then, the next present i recieve is from my beloved lover-miss watermelon...:D
Well, it's quite a surprise, we are going to date on December god-knows-what-day and we are going to watch MPO!!! Wow!!!I am going to watch MPO!!!MPO you know!!
Well, though I am a total imbecile in music, but, i think i at least can differentiate good music or bad music huh? :P
My dear, asking me to wear mini skirt is impossible lar....You want me to freeze to death in there meh?:P
OK, next...next is....well,teacher came in and I thought we are going to be free for the whole day long...Darn...
Well, after reccess was biology! 0.0 Initial plan was that after school I am going to invite everyone to have lunch with me, but it turns out that the teacher was chasing for the syllabus and ha ha...well, she teach and teach and teach until it was already 1.30 p.m.....Grr...the impatientness in me is killing me!So, I walked out and chao...
At here, I would to like to say I am VERY VERY sorry for not waiting you guys to end your class!
I really appreciate the gift you guys give me!Thank you Pei Yi, Yen Kee, Wen Pei, Yei Jun,Choi Yoon!!!I really love you guys!
Well, I went to green hut and had a delicious meal at there...
The block head gave me FMA comic! I love it!! You are such an angel!
The ducky say that he is going to buy me a duck...Well, ok...duck as pet...ok.....
Duck, I can throw it outside the lawn and let it peck away all the leaves.
Cats, I can throw them out and let them stray around the neighborhood and never come back...
But..
Hamster...I have no idea where to put it! Although it look cute...But, where to put???It ended up in a picnic basket..A plastic picnic basket.
And I have to say this, it is FAT! Just now I was taking it out from the basket to clean up, it can't even come out from it's own nest! God...Fat ducky..
Yeah, her name is ducky..though it sounds weird, but at least she is name after the ducky...:P
After that, Swee Luo, Kenson, Desmond, Ying Huey, Zheng Dao gave me a soft toy...Although I don't know how to use it, I still like the texture of the fur..Nice....^_^
Thank you guys! For the present! I really appreciate it! Oh yeah, Choi Yoon they all gave me a Naruto Puzzle and sticker! God! I just love them so much!
And my grandson actually did a card for me! Awwwww~So sweet! Btw, my dear grandson, I enjoy being ama lar...Can bully younger generation, so, you still have to call me Ama...:P
My dear Hui Jin, gave me a laminated Kurapica picture! Awwww!!!So lovely! Love it! I really really love it! Thanks!!!^_^
Darn you guys...I am so touched..nearly cried...Sob....THANK YOU!!!

written by,
Everywhere also got sakit sendi
CP

SOB!!

*Sobs at the corner...* My dear milk..why are you leaving to UK so early?
Why are you leaving when I am having my trial exam??? Sob...I really will miss you! Or maybe I should stick to the plan...What plan? The plan which I have decided to cry and flood KLIA with all my tears so that you and kura cannot go overseas!!! ><
Although kura decided to invent some underwater tank specially for kuras to go overseas just in case I really flood the airport, I still wanna flood the airport with my tears....Sob....Feel like crying already...
You ah! After getting to UK don't forget to stalk for Welsh and also don't forget about me k? Remember to write to me! Paste lots of england stamps on the letter k? :P
Well, this MAYBE my last post. After this,I may have to live like a cavewoman, stay in dark room, with a candle in my hand (Or torchlight will be better) and carve some words on the wall of my room, creating a new symbols that will crack our future historian's head about what this girl was thinking...
Actually the meaning of the symbol is simple. It is :
"Let me out....I want my internet and computer...I want my life back..Let me out..."
Just that easy....Sigh...Going crazy already.
But since exam is coming nearer by the day, I will just have to sacrifice some of my leisure time and use it on studying....
Hmm..Wondering if I will stay in the room and fall asleep instead?
But, NVM! as long as I am not near to any television/computers, I may cotrol my urge to go online or search for handsome 2D guys...
Since 2D is out of the menu for 2 months, does that means I have to hunt for 3D instead? Sigh...It is more difficult to hunt for 3D handsome guys k? It's tiring...especially I have to go back home with the 62 number bus...Sigh!!!
Ok, I am now talking non-sense. My dears out there, I may still go online but not that often/long anymore. So, if got any new news/gossips/any people getting a BF/anyone getting married/anyone going overseas..(Darn...going to cry again....) Please do sms me k?:P Or maybe call me...To let me feel at least I am still living in a civilised place, where electornics are our lifes....
Thanks my dears! Lots of love and kisses! :P
Sob...milk!!!Do miss me k?????
*Back to crying....*