Goodbye for now...^^ Till we meet again...

The loneliness is creeping from behind. I can feel the coldness of it overwhelming me bit by bit as the day pass by. Though I looked clam on the surface of my face, inside, there is turmoil of feeling. Fill with sorrow, happiness and no doubt, the feeling I fear the most, parting with things that are dear to me.

This feeling was becoming more and more intense as the day pass by. I have so many things to do, yet so little time.

I have been successfully enrolled into UM. Everybody is going to Sabah, Sarawak, Penang and also Johor… when shall we meet again? Though some are coming back to Malaysia, but, only one… feeling lonely as the minute pass by.

Though some of us are still staying at Kuala Lumpur, but how often are we going to able to meet with each other?

Are there any chances that we can sms each other and have a spontaneous gathering?

Are there any more chances that we shall roam in Petaling Street, browsing through novels, making a whole mountain of books falling down like dominoes?

Is there any more chance that we shall running across the street, with eyes gleaming with happiness when we see a comic shop or smelling the cool fragrance of Soya milk drifting towards us during a hot and humid day?

Is there any more chance that we shall sit in Green Hut or Grand vessel, flinging our money away once in a while just for the sake of having a nice meal and a nice place to chat uncontrollably?

Is there any more chance that we shall run away from the school as soon as the bell rings and sit in Mc Donald, telling each other stories and go back only when we are satisfy for that day?

I don’t know whether we are going to have this privilege anymore. But I do believe that one day, we will surely meet. Though time might have change us, but I think we can still have fun together, remembering the old days where we are so close to each other, the wonderful dreams that we make together. ^^

I will miss you all dearly. Even though everyone say that I am lucky that I can stay at KL and stay near to my house, but I can assure you that as soon as I step my foot on the ground of the place that will give me another phase of life, I will weep in my heart. For, I shall have to deal with loneliness, seeing at the black sky, shimmering with the lights of the lamp post, knowing that though my home is near, but it is so difficult to get near to it…

My friends, we shall meet one day again. While on foreign land, I wish you all well and have fun at the University. We shall meet different kind of people and gain much more experience than the experience that we have gain for the last 2 years in form 6 or even for the last 20 years of our life. Just remember the carefree days we had together. Sometimes, the betrayal that hurts you seem to be so far away now since you are now walking away from the memory that kept you in grudge for so long. Seeing those people that I sometimes tend to detest now seems to be a far away thing that I can look and will not get hurt by their words and gestures… Time, really can heal wounds. But, can time heal the loneliness that everyone is going to experience soon?

Do take care and good bye for now. I shall miss you all from the bottom of my heart and hope that I shall be able to meet people as good as you guys…Good bye and…darn…I am feeling teary now…

Well, words from ama for those who are my family members in St John. Rock on and survive! Smile and walk through the path no matter how difficult it is. When you are tired, stop and look at the big blue sky. Let your heart be as big as the universe that you are gazing at…^^

Words from husband for my beloved wives…my pretty wives, do be careful at your uni…Your hubby will be staying at KL and won’t be going anywhere at this moment…so, do sms me sometimes to tell me how you all are doing ya...will always love you all! (Psssst…you are all my favourite friends forever! XD)

To my hubbies!!! SOB!!! I shall miss you all a lot!! I shall dream every one of you when I am free! Wait for my resurrection!! Sob~ BTW, I added some more hubbies…but no time to tell you guys now…tell you when I am free ya~ ^^

Adios freedom! And adios my friends! Have a wonderful university life!!! ^^ NO regrets!!!