The life of an ordinary girl

"We should work twice harder to beat the genius." says Rock Lee in Naruto. And I agree with it.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Meeting with Lovely friends...^^

NOTE: This is a very LONG post. Don't read it if you are tired of my nagging. Don't say I didn't warn you...


On Friday, I finally get to meet my friends from Puteri Ampang!!!

It is so happy to be able to meet them after more than one year of parting…

I woke up at 10 o’clock that morning and buried my head in the furry embrace of the bear that they gave me for my 18th birthday…it felt so comfortable that I do not want to wake up and catch the bus to go to KLCC.

Then, I suddenly remembered that Sow Yee lives near by! Who knows…maybe she got transport to go to there. Even without one, maybe I will get a companion to accompany me to there…so, I sms-ed her and lucky! She is driving to there! Mwhahaha~

Went to meet her at leisure mall and as usual, she look stunning. She is a shy girl, that actually dims her glow for being a pretty girl…but, no doubt, if any guys that are willing to look closer, they will find that she is actually a treasure, hidden behind a mask of shyness…^^

Her driving skill is good. Steady and I feel save sitting next to her…at least not like someone… =.= (and you know who you are…)

Arrived safely to KLCC and I can tell you, there are lots of blood sucking, bad ass holes that actually charge RM 2.50 for every half an hour of parking! I know that parking near KLCC is expensive, but no that EXPENSIVE! But we have no choice…we were already there, difficult to go back to the road and park in KLCC instead. So, both of us found a place and went to meet the others.

From far, it is easy to search for the people we are looking for. All were clustered into a group and it is difficult for people to ignore 7 people in a group.

Finally! After one year of parting, I get to meet my wives…they are still the same friends that cared for me and stood by my side, sharing secrets, admiration towards animated husbands. No doubt, some of them also changed in appearance. Some of them remain the same old friend I used to know.

My first wife- looked as stunning as usual, with her new hair style, fringes and long straight hair, she certainly look sweet in her yellow blouse and shorts…^^

My second wife- looked sexier than the last time I saw her. And her skin is as soft liked usual!!! ><>

My fourth wife- Like usual, she looks like the leader in the group and glows with confidence and sometimes with her usual sarcasm that I welcome a lot…^^

My sixth wife- Although wearing a chocolate t-shirt and a short pants, she still look nice. I always admire her talent in drawing…though I always like to criticize her drawing—which was flawless in my opinion…^^ and she look so calm…people around her always feel calm and the world seems like it is always blue skies and flowers blossom everywhere…-__-lll No, I am not high now…

My seventh wife- well, described her at the very first part….no need for me to repeat huh…XP

My eighth wife- She cut her hair short and still has her usual humor that always cracks me up. She is really funny and looks fine and waves around with her usual handkerchief…XP I actually had stomach muscle ache now because that day I laughed too much…and I was wondering whether did I did some sit-ups until the muscles are aching like hell now…-_-lll

My ninth wife-she dyed her hair! To golden…hmmm….cannot comment much because she tied up her hair!! But, she is a great organizer…I have to give this credit to her…gathering 10 people that have different time table…no doubt she is the organizer I love so much! Ehem…mainly because she did not forget me! XP and was so sweet for asking my opinion and actually had it done on that day! Love you! ^^

My tenth wife- the youngest amongst us all. The intelligent one. I really cannot help feeling proud for her to get such a great result! 3As! Can you believe it? Just with a little help from the teachers and there she is, she star in the school! But, she is a shy and quite girl…intelligent girl that always get my admiration always tend to be shy and quite person…XP and she too, waves her handkerchief quite often and have animated talk whenever she talks to us…^^

And one more…I really don’t know whether am I allowed to call her my wife…since…er…she is quite…quite…ice…XP

Anyway, what the heck! I know that amongst all my wives, only the first will read my blog! (Hugs lao po!!><)

Tall as usual, with an air of ice maiden…^^ she really looks cool and forbidding, but she is really nice when you are close to her. She is quiet but I believe that she always observe and learn from others…^^ Though sometimes she will snap at me… (T.T) but she is really a nice person…^^

After gathering 10 people, we headed towards the food court and started to find seats to accommodate 10 people…we gathered 4 tables and one guy was nice enough to move to the next to the next table and gave us the table he was sitting at.

At first, I was the only one with the food in front of me. Others were too full to eat their lunch because they had a scrumptious breakfast. Luckily that later Soo Li they all joined in…left only Pei Yun and Bee Ann didn’t order food.

I feel so guilty that I did not finished my fries and mix vege…T.T Yet again, like usual, my wives always makes me feel guilty for not finishing my food…SOB…*runs away!!!*

But, luckily that this time my second wife was not sitting next to me… ( I can still remember when I was in secondary school, I cannot finish the Nasi Lemak filled with sambal, mucus running down my nose and it was unbearable since I am not a good chilly eater… and she insisted that I at least eat away half of the rice covered with sambal…T.T)

Though my first wife nagged on me to finish the food, but I cannot…the fries have smell of oils…@_@ I will puke out other things before I can stuff another one down my throat.

It ended up that I played with my fries and mix veges… after YC and SL finish eating their noodles, I started to place fries, mix veges, lemon, chicken skin, mint, sardines, and a lot of other things on to the spoon, creating 3 courses of meal to be presented.

Actually I think the colour was nice and attractive. Except that we know what content is inside the food, so we didn’t even dare to put it near our mouth…XP there were first dish, main dish and dessert…which looks very nice with the leaves and mix veges colouring the food…XP

Mwhahaha~ hopefully the person who is in charge in cleaning our table will not be angry…XP It looks nice and it does not look grotesque at least! XP

After eating, we went to the cinema to choose movie. I can tell you that when ever I watch ghost movie, I am surely watching it with them…for example, Ju-On 2 where I have no choice but to squirm in the chair while all of them having fun watching it…XP

They initially wanted to watch the movie ‘9.56 p.m.’ which I think it is a ghost story about not to switch off the light before 9.56 p.m. but too bad that it was aired at 11.45 p.m. so, we have to abandon this show and look for other shows…we cannot decide because…

1) according to my lovely wives, all the ghost movies are hilarious and it doesn’t even scare them a bit…-_-lll (Does this means I really have to get a courage test already? T.T)

2) all those movies that are interesting will only be on screen next week…

Therefore it ended up we either watch “Pan’s Labyrinth” or “Chermin” (Which my wives were laughing at the preview of the show…) or “Mr. Bean’s holiday”

We got to buy Pan’s Labyrinth’s ticket instead. And then we headed down to the garden to take pictures…

While we were sitting at there, enjoying the warm glow of the soft sun light shinning on us, we saw a really handsome guy! ><

Forgive me if I ever drooled…he is not like stunning handsome, but his clothing was the main thing that attracted my attention…it looks weird…and when I saw his face…I was like…wow…

He looks just like the Andrew in “What Women wants”!!! Plus! He was sleeping at there! The typical sleeping handsome…XP

We were sitting not far from him and we were pushing each other to take a picture of him. But all of us were so afraid that he will wake up all of a sudden…when I finally got the courage to get closer, holding Sow Yee’s hand phone camera, my hands were shaking incredibly and the courage just inflated out when I was at least 10 paces far…T.T COWARD! ><

After taking his picture only then we were satisfy and decided to take our group picture instead. Before we went far enough, I looked back and realized that the guy has disappeared!! OMG…total embarrassment…maybe he wasn’t asleep at all! ><>

We were having a hard time to have a nice picture taken since 10 of us seems reluctant to stand in front of the camera and say cheese…but finally, I get to ask one couple near there (Which was hugging and whispering words to each other…so Pai Seh to interrupt them…><) to take picture for us…^^

After taking one group picture, we decided to get back into the air-cond room and loiter around before the movie starts…

We went to the supermarket to buy tit bits. Breads, chips, sushi, soft drinks, corns and etc…it seems like as if we were going for a picnic instead…XP

Because we were not allowed to bring food into the cinema, we decided to ‘cut the body up’ to hide it in our bags…Haha…imagine us discussing it a loud in front of people…wonder will they really think we are going to cut a person up…because we sound so serious…XP

OK, from now on there is a spoiler for Pan’s Labyrinth movie, anyone who is planning to watch it please stop at here and continue to read after you see the symbol of ‘x’

The movie started with a girl and her mother in the car, going to a more remote area where the girl’s stepfather was stationed at there as a captain. It was the war era and the captain hopes to get his wife to a place where he can keep an eye on her and hoping to get a son.

The movie is rich with colour and also some grotesque scenes. A lot of scenes where heads are eaten, leg are severed, mouth being cut open and also the mouth being stitched by the person himself. You can hear people shrieking when the captain was stitching his own mouth…><

The fairy tale was not as innocent as the fairy tale that we read when we were little kids. The fairy tale was cruel and the ending was sad.

Actually the ending is decided by what you believe in

According to the Faun, the girl was supposed to finish 3 tasks in order to get back to her underworld, to become a princess.

But during the second task, the girl failed because of the temptation of nice food and she forgot all about the warning the Faun gave her. The faun was so angry that he says that she failed and she cannot go back to her own kingdom.

But later, the Faun says that he will give her one more chance and this time she must follow his instructions.

The faun asked her to bring her baby brother to him and they will have to draw innocent blood of the baby to open the portal to get into the kingdom. But the girl refused and the faun left her.

It ended that the girl was shot and died near the portal. Her blood was dripping down to the portal and then, she saw a golden light. She was in the kingdom. Her parents were sitting in their throne and welcoming her back.

They say that she has completed her task where it tests whether she is willing to draw an innocent’s blood just to get back to her home. And it proves that she is a kind hearted princess and still holds the pure soul of the princess.

And then, she draw her last breath, smiling.

So, there was one question. Is the girl imagining faun and underworld kingdom or is it true that she is the princess of an underworld kingdom?

If you believe that she is the princess, you will have a nice ending that this girl is finally back to her own kingdom.

But if you believe that she is only imagining things, she died in a pity way…where she still believes things that actually doesn’t exist…

I believe she is imagining things rather than she is a real princess. That is why I pity her to have dreams that never actually exists…and died in a sad way just because she wants to get back to her ‘kingdom’

XXX

After watching the movie, we debated which ending is the most suitable one. After buying Roti Boy, all of us separated and I went home with Sow Yee. It was a bad jam! ><><

But, I really thank Sow Yee for willing to fetch me back! Or else who knows when I can get back…XP

Although it was tiring, but I really feel happy! Happy to be able to meet them again and able to chat with them…^^ and feel the tranquility when we were sitting next to each other, just enjoying the peaceful afternoon with each other….^^

P/S: I finally finish reading “The Historian” long ago and just finish reading “Lireal”! my life is so content with the presence of books…though “The Historian” really suits it’s title where the whole 800 over pages were about historian, history, suspense and Dracula was defeated with only 2 pages of description…-_-lll and I thought he will resurrect and fight again…totally caught me off guard…I have to read again that part to know how exactly he was killed…-_-lll

While for Lireal…Hmmm…long and a lot of unnecessary scenes. But still with the usual action adventure and lots of people dying here and there…I think the climax will appear in the next book “Abhorsen”. Lucky that I bought this 2 books together…or else I would have throw Lireal out of the window for wasting 3 days of my time to read it and to find out that the adventure was not so exciting after all…-_-lll I will soon start with Abhorsen. Till then, I will tell you my opinion of the next book…^^

Written by,

Over slept, but still sleepy

CP

Special thanks to the one that is always by my side...my dear dad...

STPM result has been out. The hectic of applying yourself into university has over…and not to mention also the trouble of getting scholarships, study loans have been settled down…FOR NOW.
Soon enough, the time will come where we have to start our schooling days again. But this time with different people around you, different kind of annoying people that will come and obstruct your way to be a nice and sweet person. Which reminds me, I have to control my hot temper…^^;;
Anyway, I have a lot of people to thanks to…
So, let’s start with the one that was always there for me even though I am a total brat like person and is patient towards me, the one that gives me a stick and also the carrot, forcing me to know the importance of knowledge of science and technology. And also letting me know the warmth of my family is giving me…

This person is my dad. I really have to say a great thanks to him. He is the one who was willing to be the bad guy and force me to study. If it is not because of him, I would be still lying in my bed, hugging my bolster, sulking away, thinking that I am the worst daughter that they can ever have and have the self-pity feeling that I need my parents and my elder sibling’s help to get a good education because I scored badly in my examination.

Though my result was not quite enough for me to get into a prestigious university, but I am still glad. If not for his help, I would have failed most my subjects.

My dear friends, you have to admit that I am really the anchor of the class, always getting C and Ds on and off during my one and a half year of studying in the school.

First of all, I really feel guilty because due to my ignorance and stubbornness, my dad actually had a hard time to persuade me to study with all my heart and not just go out and have fun with friends. I have to earn my entertainment rather then getting it just like that.

He even got migraine during the whole year, trying to make me get my grades up. This, I feel very guilty and I vowed that I have to be more mature and listen to his advice more.

Who cares that if my fellow friends will abandon me after I reject several invitations to have fun (which, some of them I am grateful that they still stood by my side although I am a total party pooper...^^) I trust my father is giving me the best of everything. Trying to reason with me that I should cut out all my entertainment and be serious of my studies.

I really owe a great thanks to him. But I am not those ‘mushy-mushy’ kind of person, so, it is difficult for me to hug my dad and say “Thank you” though he deserve the sincere thanks that comes out from my mouth. And I do not know what I can buy for him. He is a person that loves his children a lot and will scold us whenever we buy things for him. Complaining that the things are not to his taste. He earns every respect and love from us. But what can we do when he doesn’t want our present?

Therefore, I have decided to help him as much as I can. Running errands, keeping myself out of trouble, upgrading myself, learning more about computers and programmes so that when he needs help, I will be right by his side, helping him as much as I can, trying to keep the burden as light as possible for him.

So, I really hope that I will not spend his money in getting into UTAR. I really do hope that I get into local U and save as much as I can.

This, I vowed. If I ever turn my back to my family, I entrust my dear friends to knock me back to my senses and remind me of what my family has sacrificed for me, for me to become a better person, rather than a brat that roams around, having a totally useless life.

I believe most of my close friends have known what a hell I have been through with my father coaching me. ^^
After hell, there is heaven. Well, for me, the heaven was quite nice…^^

How often your elder brother does tell you that you have score well and your dad is proud of you? It is once in a life time. And I really like the feeling of it. Though there are some guilty feeling lying within, knowing that if I have started earlier in studying smart, not study hard, I will get a better grade, easier to get into university and no need to worry about whether am I going to get into a university.

Anyway, it felt nice when your brother acknowledge you a little bit…XP Though he still got complains about me knowing nothing about computer, reformatting, backing up files, etc…(Which lead to a fight the yesterday and I cried…looks like brother and sister are always meant to fight after all…^^;;) so, I would really appreciate that if someone would tell me what the heck is reformatting and back up-ing files…it is a pain in the arse when your brother just tell you to explore by yourself…snobbish brother! HMPH!!!

At least I made my dad happy that I did not failed most of the subjects…XP especially math and physics…and they were disappointed that I did not score A for chemistry…but, what the heck…it is a miracle for me to get these grades after only 2 months of truly learning and working my arse out…XP

There are more people that I want to thank too…but for now, this post is dedicated specially for my dad.

For being strict and nice to me, teaching me, enduring with my tantrums, scolding me when I am totally a jerk ass, helping me when my brother tries to make me drop more tears and dry up due to dehydration and also hardly breathing after all the mucus and tears clotted up in my nose…not a pretty sight…my pillow had all of my tears on it…maybe that is why I did not throw it away. It gives me memories…whether is it nice or not, it have memories of the hard times I had and the sweet times when I hug it in my arms, knowing that I have fulfill my family’s hope. And the next step is to get into university. Finish my degree and earn lots of money which will fill my family member’s pocket. ^^
Since I cannot say it out loud to my dad, I decided to say it out loud at here, telling everyone what a great dad I have. ^^

Thank you a lot dad. I am sorry if I ever cause trouble to you. I will learn from the mistakes I did and I promise that I will be more matured, and will give you the finest luxury in life, giving you even an acre of land if I can afford it…^^ letting you have the opportunity to rear goats, earthworms, dogs and whatever you want to have as a pet. Even a python, as long as it doesn’t slide around the area and get the goats killed…^^

I really L*** you dad…ehem…still feel a bit ‘mushy-mushy’ to say the word…you get the point…^^ *hides in the corner…*

P/S: I am also glad that I am not saying thank you and giving my dad a ‘mushy’ hug because he bought me a car, a camera or what ever…it makes me feel like I am an air head spoiled brat…XP If it offended some of the people, no need to feel offended…it is just my opinion…chill…XP

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Icky...this is specially for you. I will love you always

It has been quite sometime since I updated my blog…many things happened when I did not update my blog. The chronicles have to stop for a while because things come up on and on without giving me a chance to take a breath.
First and foremost, it is a pain in my heart that I did not have the chance to show you all my new pet—Icky.
And it died on 10th of March. I was so devastated. It came to our house on 28th of February and now, she is buried in the earth in my front lawn. She didn’t even survive for one month! I feel so awful that I am such an awful owner…
She came in to our family with her big fat body. When she bundles up, she looks just like a furry ball, absolutely cute!
She even sleeps when she is running in the wheel. Using the wheel as her pillow. She is a magnificent pet.
On the 9th, before we went upstairs to get some sleep, my siblings, excluding Bao, who went up to sleep quite early. Felt weird that she didn’t run the wheel like usual when the sky turns dark.
So, all of us decided to have a look on her. When I touched her, she didn’t even wake up from her sleep. I took her out and she was breathing lightly. Her head was hanging over my palm. At that moment I realized something was not right. I held her head and saw her still sleeping. No mater how I move her up and down, she doesn’t seem to wake up.
Finally, after waiting for half an hour, she woke up, but she didn’t move. She just looks at me with the weak look on her face.
I was so scare that I quickly took her to a much brighter place so that I can have a better look on her.
She is still breathing slowly. I held her in my palms, hoping that she will be ok and turns around and bite me instead, for disturbing her sleep. But she just lies at there, looking at me, as if paralyzed.
I out her down into the basket and she just slump at there, not moving, with her eyes wide open, look just like she is going to die. I quickly took her up again and this time I never let her leave me.
Suddenly, she started to vomit, nothing came out, but it is obvious that she is in pain. I was so helpless; I can’t do a thing to help her! Seeing her suffer makes me feel horrible. Why can’t I even help her to reduce her pain???
Later, she was breathing fast, heart beat was fast, trying to sit up but unable. Tears were pooling in my eyes. All I can do was giving her warmth from my palm, other than that, I can do nothing. I just hope that my touch can comfort her a little bit.
Then, with a stretch, she didn’t move anymore. Her breathing stopped, her heart beat was not felt in my hands.
She died in my hands. All I do was hold to her body. And keep her warm. Although she is dead.
In my heart, I really wish that she will have a better family to live in rather than to end up as my pet anymore. That is if Karma exists…if Karma doesn’t exist, I can only say that this post is dedicated t her. Although she is in the family for a short time, but she is well remembered by us.
The sound of the wheel squeaking while she is running in it is no more to be heard by us.
No more harassment of the sound during our sleep. But sometimes, as if that she is still with us, I can hear the wheel turning. But, when I looked, there were nothing in the cage. Just an empty cage…fills my heart with regrets and heart aches…
Funny, that your name is Icky because when you came into our family, we didn’t know your gender, so we decided to give this name, which suites for boy or girl, since it is eccentric.^^ hopefully you actually like it.

Written by,
Your beloved owner
CP

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Chronicle of CP's CNY-The third day

On the third day, my stamina was not yet regain. But, my elder sister says that she wanted to watch ‘Ghost Rider’ before going to Batu Pahat.

So, after changing to my new clothes and new shoes, we left. And went straight towards Leisure Mall!

Did I mention that it was raining at that time? I was actually lazy to go out and asked my sister several times whether is she sure that she is going out. It turns out that rainy day doesn’t stop her from going to watch Nicolas Cage’s wonderful body. (Wait, that would be me. XP)

When we arrive at the cinema, we found out that there were a lot of people lining up at there! At that moment, we were so worried that the ticket will be sold off very soon.

But it turns out that we were lucky. Most of the people are watching CNY movies instead of Nicolas Cage. So, we actually get to watch ‘Ghost Rider’ after all! ^^

My opinion of this movie was only ok…although Nicolas Cage’s body shape was perfect with 6 packs and the movie was sometimes funny, but it doesn’t leave a deep mark in my memory.

I think that it is because the enemies are too weak. There were not many fighting scenes. This turns out to be a little bit boring for me. Well, I do not know how others may say, but for me, it was kind of boring…^^;;

After watching the movie, we went to Popular and I bought Sophie Kinsella’s ‘Can you keep a secret’!!! Hoho~ I used the money my love sick brother gave me at that day when his love sickness was so intense on that day…Hoho~ well, due to the money, I can forgive his stupid ness for once a while. To tell you the truth, I do hope that his love sickness stay on like this~~Hoho~~ evil sister…XP

Anyway, although I have already bought the book, but I not yet read it actually…cause there were still a lot of books pilling on my table. My dear Sara, I believe that say you did she how messy my table was huh? T.T

I am now still working on the book ‘The Historian’ I cannot tell you much about the book, but I finally read half of the book already. It has 800 over pages. So, I won’t expect myself finishing it that soon though…><

Anyway, right after me and my sister left Popular, the whole building blacked out!! Wow…it is just like in Ghost Rider, where when the demon walks past lights, all of it will turn off…

Hoho~it was still early, so there were still some light. But I and my sister quickly left and after returning home, we were preparing to go to Batu Pahat next day.

Well, this is my 3rd day, nothing much, just some little shopping…^^

But…I tell you…there is something that really bothers me…

After you read what I have written, you may say that I am in a hormonal stage, where I am very desperate. But, I still have to say this…which was frustrating!!

Well, that day I went out with my sister, I wore quite…erm…beautifully…hehe…wanted to wear beautiful what! This is the nature of a girl right!! Stop your grinning before I punch your face into a pancake! Anyway, while I was in line, waiting to buy the tickets, my sister, who was standing far away, suddenly came to my side and whispered to me.

Ping…just now that whole bunch of Malay guys was watching you.”

My friends, if you know me well, you will know where went wrong… I looked at myself clearly in the mirror for so long-----DO I LOOKED LIKE A BLOODY MALAY TO YOU????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn! This is so sad…I am a Chinese…I am not Malay…why do I always get attention from Malay guys???

I need to hide in my hole. Maybe I should consider of making my skin whiter, or maybe should I change my face instead?

Damn! It is an insult for me, since I am a Chinese!!! No racist problem here my dears…just that…sigh…

How do you feel after so many years of people thinking you not a Chinese? I am not consider as a Chinese ever since I went into form one. What is wrong with me???? Or what is wrong with your bloody eyes!! ROARRRRR!!!!!!!!><

Do I look like Malay when you guys first saw me? Please do tell me the truth…

*Rolls back to my hole…T.T*

Chronicle of CP's CNY-The second day

Well, on the second day of CNY, I was too tired to go out anymore…this is what happens when you get older by each year! I don’t have the stamina to go out and roam around the street anymore…T.T

So, I stayed at home while my youngest sister followed my parents to meet my aunt.

Overall, at that day, I turned on the CD that I bought from Popular at Petaling street and started to learn a bit of knitting! Yes…this time is with 2 needles…cool huh? XP

Since I do not have the tools, my sister suggested that I use chopsticks instead. So, I took out a pair of sliver chopsticks where my mum kept it with care. (Shhh…Don’t tell her I took it to practice! ><)

Ok, the first step was easy! No problem! Was so happy with the progression but then, before I can feel proud of myself, the second part where we are suppose to start knitting, I am totally in blur state!!! *Roar!!!*

I keep on replay the part and after an hour’s hard work, I still cannot get it right!! *roar!!!!><*

Then…

Ping, are you done yet?” the younger sister was sitting beside me, watching me replay the CD for several times already.

“NO!” Roar! Roar!!! Grumble! Grumble!!!

“I know how to make it already. Want me to teach you?”

“……” I swear to you, sometimes I really hate it when she does that…T.T But…

“Please teach me!!~~~” I am too desperate for help!! ><

After that, she showed me a few times and I got to do it already!! Yeah!!

Then, next stage…no doubt, again, I am stuck. But this time, I did not spend an hour on it. I switched it off and roll myself to my elder sister and said to her…

“Jie…I need help~ teach me!!!”

“You have your CD what…” Doing her own work…

“But I don’t understand!!” Sobs…I am not good in this kind of things k???

Oh well, she did thought me…and I was happy that I started to knit already!!! >0<

But, I got bored too soon…so…again; I rolled towards my sister, with the book on my hand…

“Jie~you know how to do this pattern?” puppy eyes tactic!!

“Oh, of course I know.” My dear sister! You are amazing!!! Tears watering already…

After teaching me, I rolled back to my corner and started to knit again…

Oh…this time, I did not get bored…because I was stuck with one of the knitting thing…I looked cautiously towards my sister. Due to my past experience, if you ask my elder sister without trying yourself, suffer it, she will screw you up while teaching you…T.T

So, I stayed at my corner, turning the needle here and there… (Oh, my sis gave me a pair of needles after seeing my struggle with the chopsticks…^^)

Finally, after 2 hours of struggling, I finally rolled myself towards my sister and asked her…

Luckily that she was in good mood that time. She did complain about my stupid ness, but she did not scold me though…thank goodness! Sob…

After this one day of torturing, I finally put down the needle and lie on the floor, watching my favourite television.

The knitting? Oh well, guess that you guys have to see my outcome after several years. Just like my crochet skills.

I actually learnt it since form 2. Mwahaha~I gave up easily…T.T

So, this was my second day. Peaceful and filled with rolling around. Since my parents were not at home to scold me if I roll here and there with that massive body of mine…XP

Chronicle of CP's CNY-The first day

Ok…now, on to the first day of CNY!!!
I thought that as usual, all of us will stay in home to watch television after getting ang pow from our parents.
But this year, my aunt from Batu Pahat came up to KL! Actually she always comes to KL during CNY, but this time was different for me because I do not have the burden of EXAM to make me step away from fun! Mwahhaha!!
And I have the very intention to increase the clothes in my wardrobe after not buying new clothes for 3 years…
Tried to look as best as I can. Since this aunt of mine is a fashionable kind of person…-_-lll
After that, we all hop onto my dad’s car and went to mid valley. My brother stayed in the house while all of us went to visit my aunt and her family at the Boulevard hotel.
Then, we went straight to Mid Valley and start our shopping!! Mwhaha!! New clothes, here I come!!!*Tears flying away when I am running towards them~~~*
But! I was stopped! By amateur lion dance!! Argh!!! We all stopped at there to watch the lion dance. I started to get bored after seeing those awfully amateur lion dance! But I accompanied my elder sister to watch it. While my parents and my sisters went into Jaya Jusco and started their shopping…
We followed the Lion into Jaya Jusco and after following it walking a whole round at the first floor( where I felt that it is so stupid to follow a Lion’s butt…) I told my sister that that is it, we should go and meet up with our parents. But she said that we should follow it till the end, and she believes that it will only round the first floor. Hah! First floor??? Are you joking? It went for several floors! My leg was aching because I was wearing high heel shoes!
Finally, after following the butt of it for an hour, it ended and I was so glad that I can finally go shopping.
Well, while we were following the lion, me and my sis saw a jeans overcoat which was so nice!
So, both of us try to find out where is that place. While we were finding the place, I start to hunt for my new shoes also. I had in mind that I should try those flat shoes which was quite a roar last year. I don’t know how to describe it…I am so useless….T.T

Anyway, we finally found the overcoat and we started to try on various overcoat.
While my sister was busy trying an overcoat, I saw a little girl. She look just so cute in her red gown, embroidered with gold lines…though she looked at me cautiously, I still smiled to her. To my shock, she suddenly holds up her half full water bottle and tried to strike me.
I was shock! I know that I looked horrible, but does she have to strike me? Well, I did not blame her for her offensive move. Some little children are really scare of strangers, so, I did not mind.
We stayed in the same section, so unavoidable, sometimes I looked down and I will see her looking at me with those scary stare.
Ok…I am not getting a good impression for that child, so I did not look at her. And I started to feel a bit annoyed already.
Especially after she tried to strike me for another time! For no reason! Damn! Ok, since she is such a cute little girl, I will not get angry.
I just walked away. I was also irritated that when I saw her mother, her mother was a young 20 over year’s old girl, who saw her own daughter beating me and did not try to stop her child from doing it. Does it seems to her that it is interesting? Bird brain!
This time, no more smile. I just wore an expressionless face, following my sister, choosing overcoat. I choose a jeans overcoat and while I was walking, this girl suddenly came out between the rolls of clothes and nearly hit my sister. This time, out of reflex, I waved out my hand filled with irritation and shockingly, I forgot that I was holding an overcoat on my hand and the sleeve of the heavy jeans overcoat nearly hit her!
I was so shock! Although it did not hit her, but I can see that she was shocked that I actually waved my hand towards her.
Then, this little girl’s aunty came and carried her away. And they stayed on the other side of the area and came to our side when they wanted to change their choice of clothes. It is so obvious they were shock. I was shocked myself too.
But, after that, I felt that…ok, you all may say that I am evil, but I think I at least get to scare that little perk! See next time is she dares to hit people! Humph! Didn’t get enough lesson at home can get you into trouble outside young little perk!

Well, after the event, we went to meet our mother and our aunt at the shoe section. I finally found those shoes that I wanted! Flat shoes! I saw 2 of them and I fell in love with both of them! One gold, the other one is black velvet. I told my mum to choose for me and guess what, she says ‘Why not buy both?” WOW!! I was so happy!
But too bad was that the black velvet shoe doesn’t have my size…T.T
Therefore, I settled with my bronzed colour flat shoe with a big ribbon tie on top of it. It was such a comfort when I finally can take my feet out from that sufferable high heel shoe and transfer it to the comfy flat shoe, which seems to have clouds under it, that comforts my blistered feet.

After buying my new overcoat and new shoes, we went to the food court to have our dinner! For the first time, I get to eat over RM 20 western food, which was great! And my mum pays for the food!! Mum! I love you so much!!! ><

Then, we said good bye to our aunt and then we went to carefour to shop instead…><
So, we finally get to go home at 9 o’clock. Not to mention going through the whole maze in mid valley…it is just so sufferable…luckily that I am not the one driving…and I get to get some sleep in their…and drift my thoughts on handsome 2D anime guys and also my lovers that are now at Japan, preparing their world tour concert~~

How I hope that they come to Malaysia ASAP!!! ><

Well, this is for the first day of my CNY…goodness, I am having backache...leave the other days for next day ya~ ^^

You are cruel!!!><

Why???!! What are you doing at there?? I am feeling so hurt now. Why you never reply my letter or my msg? I am so hurt now…Even Su Ling my dear also already replied my letter! It was thick and I have to say that I am very happy to receive her letter! It is just like same old days…having letters popping in your letter box…

Anyway, if you are not going to reply me soon, I am so going to get mad and…you will know how far I can extend my “I never forgive and forget’ motto!!!

Hmph! This is not only direct to one person! Who is feeling guilty after reading this post better get your letter ass to my letter box soon!

Hmph! 40 over CNY cards and a whole lot of letters and nothing came back!!! Wasted for me to so sayang you all. I should have sayang my other friends that are so kind to send me cards even though I do not know their address and did not send cards to them. Hmph!

You better reply me! You know how much is the letter cosing me???!!!!

ARGHHHHH!!!!

Even my shi fu who are not a frequent online fellow left a msg to me…even the numb block say thanks for sending him a card, even the old gong gong send me a card!!!

ARGHHH!!! You better reply me, or else there is not going to be pretty pretty letter or touching words of letter! Or worse! No more letter to you!!! ><

*Hides in the corner….sobbing…* Do you call yourself my friend??? Sob~~~~

Chronicle of CP's CNY-Reunion Dinner

Finally, CNY is going to end on Saturday…feel so reluctant to end it so quickly... but time do pass by fast.
During CNY, I had a lot of fun. Including meeting my old friends and able to gather around and chat while singing our breath out in the Karaoke…^^

Well, let me start with reunion dinner k? Let’s say that this is the Chronicle of CP’s CNY…XP

On the day of reunion dinner, we were still cleaning our house. I can’t quite remember why my parents went out that day, but I am very sure that after they left, there were only my two younger sisters and me myself. Not to mention my brother who was sleeping away upstairs left in the house.

After they left, I thought ‘Why not be a good girl for once and clean the kitchen plus the toilet when my mum is out?’ so, I drag my sister and started to wash kitchen. After playing water and soaps, we finally finish cleaning the floor and I was so energetic, I went straight to the toilet to continue my job.

But, this time, the youngest sister was drag by me to clean the toilet. ^^ I am a fair person~~~XP I let the other one rest instead…
We took out all the blue tiles on the floor and dump it into a big pail of water. I asked the youngest to clean the tiles while I wash the floor in the toilet.

After washing the toilet floor, I saw my sister squatting at the floor, cleaning the tiles and seem to be in great agony. So, I sat by her side and both of us started to wash the tiles.

But it seems that I created more trouble for her instead. I saw that between the holes of the tiles was dirt y too, so, I insisted that I should clean it properly. There were a lot of tiles at that time and do you know how many holes were there??? But, I was kind and told my youngest sister that she can actually just scrub the tiles and put it into the other pail, not letting me see how the outcome was. But, she followed me and the 2 of us sat at the floor, started to wash between the holes of the tiles…T.T

The elder one was outside, looking out for the gas guy to come. After 30 minutes of waiting outside the living room all by herself, she finally came to the back and says “Are you done yet?”
“No…” Wanted to cry already…so tiring…
“Can I help then?”
“No…you have to look at the door.”
“…” then she turned away and went back to the living room.
Me and my youngest sister still working hard on finish cleaning the whole stack of tiles…T.T
*10 minutes later*
‘Can I help??”
“Why??” Hey! I am giving you a break oh!
“It is so boring sitting outside!”
“Well, if you want to…” Moved my butt an inch for her to squeeze in.

It ended up 3 of us trying very hard to clean all the tiles.
The weird thing was…we were actually having sister bond during the process of cleaning tiles…T.T
3 of us chat and scold each other when some of us accidentally splash each other with the dirty water.
We sat there for 3 hours and finally we finished cleaning it and our parents finally came home. I tell you…it is very disgusting to eat while you are cleaning toilet tiles…-_-lll
We were so hungry that we asked our mother to feed us some nice, tasty Famous Amos cookies. But it ended up that I do not want another piece…T.T

Anyway, we finally finished our work and our reunion dinner was superb! (Well, I actually don’t want to mention how a jerk my brother was, before the reunion dinner. It is CNY! Why poke his back right? *Then why I mention that he is a jerk???!!!I wonder…XP*)

Well, although the dinner was not as grand as last year, but at least we still got our favourite dishes like fired prawn, grilled cod fish, and of course, Sharks fin!!!
After having dinner, the 2 girls were so excited with the toys my mother bought for them.
They are going to play those little things that when you throw on the floor, it will give out a loud bang. I was afraid to play that since I got bad experience of it, so, I stood far away and see them throwing those little things out to the road and hearing the loud bang of it.

Seeing those having fun encouraged me to get closer and I started to play it too. We hold a handful of it and looked left and right to make sure that there were no cars coming, and then… we all throw the little thing and hear several bangs.
When we were in excited mood, my sister took out another bag of it and suddenly, the whole lot of the little thing fell down and Bang! Bang! Bang! We were in a circle and when I saw that it dropped, I quickly run away and stayed as far as I can from the 2 little lunatics, who were laughing with my brother and my elder sister scolding them…-_-lll

after getting crazy with the little ‘bombs’, the 2 little lunatics went to the other toy…it was those fireworks that you can hold it on your hand one…I don’t know what it is called, but it is very beautiful!!! It is like you are holding a sparkling star on your hand.
Before we started playing the thing, like usual, my father will come up with some story that scares us. He says that the sparkle will drop onto your hand and burn a hole through our skin!!!
My goodness! After hearing this, are you daring to play it? So, when the 2 little lunatics took it out, we asked our father to start the ceremony. All 5 of us stood far away while we see our father light up the little stick.
It was so beautiful…It was sparkling away…with some sparks jumping out occasionally…all of us looked at it with awed…
And then, we pushed our brother out to be the second experiment. Then, one by one, we started to ignite the little stick.
I was the last one because I was a chicken…>< I was so afraid that it hurts when the sparks drop on my hand…XP
But it turns out that it was just only a little tingle on the hand.
Bro came up with lots of idea. Like, forming a circle and wave the little sticks while walking round and round.
We were side by side and while we were in the circle, we screamed to each other because when one of us were too near too us, we were so afraid that the spark will drop on us.
Although we were afraid, we still did it for 2 times…-_-lll
Then, he came up with this idea that we put our sticks together to light it all up at one time. It turns out that some of us light it up faster then the other and the other that were still lighting the stick ran away from the sparks. Oh well, got scolding for not having the perfect lighting…fussy brother…-_-lll

We actually finished playing the little stick and finally went in. This was the most memorable reunion dinner I have ever had. All of us yelling at each other while having fun…^^ Nice and memorable. Are bonds formed when you yell to each other??XP
Anyway, I think this is the meaning of reunion dinner. Some may sit together in the living room, watching the television and catching up to what had happened to each other during the pass year…some may play with your siblings and go crazy with it.(Like us…XP)
But the outcome is still the same, we are able to see each other and play with each other without the stress of work or studies. Though family members can some times be a pain in the arse, but they are still the most valuable treasure that you can have during your life time. Isn’t it true?