My teenage year companion...

I have once thought of being the girl on the big fury cozy beast. It is so wonderful when you watch the movie when the girl accidently bump into the place where his giant beast is having it's nap. When she was hugging it, you can see that the furs are really cozy...I always wanted to be on the beast, let it's big hand hugging me to sleep and bring me back home by flying on a "gasing" lame heh? But I think that it is fun to go back when you are a baby, where your mum will hug you in her arms and when your father will gently take you upstairs, to your room. But, as you get older, the attention will somehow diverted to the other siblings or things that they got interested lately..But the beautiful memory will stay fresh in my mind. When sometimes you will think back and smile. My father once said that whenever I cry, he will take me to the aquarium where they rare many garpies and hold me upside down and I will stop crying...It was funny, thinking that my father taking me to the indoor garden and holding me upside down...When you are little, you will get all the love from your parents. When you get older, you will get their loves when you make them proud. But sometimes when they are in a good mood, they will also cook your favourite food and buy your favourite fruits. Maybe it is in the gene, I don't like my younger sister hugging me...cause it feels weird since I kinda outcast myself when I was small...I feel quite weird when they hug me...But, as times goes by, I felt that their chubby body aren't that annoying after all. Sometimes I will bully them and hug them...it's like hugging a big toy except that the big toy is your sister and quite heavy also...:D Having a quite mean brother is also another blessing. Lately, he is incharge for helping me to chase up my studies. He asked me to do maths excercise that is not my homework and I remember when he say that, i was worried that I can't finish my homework that I cried...thinking back, it is so embarassing! He is a good tutor.I think...He scolds me when I got a question wrong and tease me for being so stupid and for not having a good foundation. But at least he is a good help to make sure that my spirit will never burn down since I am a person which is stuborn and care for my face...(is it say like that?Haha..) Anyway, the thing that I admire my brother most is that after all these things, you can have fun with him and have no grudge on him. I always wonder how he does it...everytime after my mother scolds him, he will always get his way out smoothly and my mum seems to be persuaded by him for his doings...Maybe he always puts a smile while I put a long face whenever I was scolded...what a big difference! Grr~~As for my eldest sister...She is a very very clever person in my opinion but she always feels that she is the weakest amongst her peers and always feel bad for herself...Overall, I think that she is the best since she got 9 As in her SPM and got into University shortly after that. Many people in my school always say that she is the top girl and hope for the best from me...Well, sorry for disappointing you guys, I didn't live up to your hopes! She is a wonderful girl except that sometimes she will be very mean...She will critize you directly and she won't flowerish her words...She will say that you are wrong and again and again...Maybe that's why sometimes I get into a fight with her..sigh...but, no doubt that she is also a star in the family! :D Geez! What am I writting? Guess I am writting crap huh! Haha..cause I just pulled myself through the meaness of my brother yesterday! Cheers!!! ^_^