Stuborn like usual...
OK! Music! Imagine that you are now hearing Mission Impossible soundtrack! ^_^ Just to add the feeling into it...so IMAGINE IT!!!
OK, after you have imagine it, I am now having a new mission! that is to search for presents for those who are going to have their birthday soon...cursing inside cause buying present isn't my profession since I am suppose to be surrounded by a whole lots of six packed guys...(I am totally going crazy now!!!><) Anyway, went to school to do my bio experiment. But, as soon as I arrive school and wanted to start the experiment, there were no more gas!! DARN! And then, my beloved watermelon friend let me fly aeroplane! (that means didn't keep her promise to accompany me to go and hunt for present!!!><) So, the poor me just have to dig out all my old school friends up from their comfortable bed and ask them to go out with me...But unfortunately, most of them are tired and were occupied..some even I cannot call!! HMPH! you know who you are!Anyway, finally got to dig out one of my friend and asked her to accompany me! ^_^ Thanks Soo Li~~ Appreciated that!! ^_^
Met her at Sinma and we went inside to look at cds and gossip about things that happen in our school and the stroll around, looking at anime CDs and also Japanese movies. After enough drooling over anime guys and also some japanese guys, we went to Mc D to have our lunch and my mission starts!! *Repeat! Imagine the soundtrack of mission impossible!!*
Went to 3 book store and cannot find that present that I wanted to give to my friend!!I am having difficulties with my mission! So, went to the last bookstore and decided to buy a set of puzzle for my friend. But then it occurs that my friend doesn't look like those patient type...Hehe~ sorry lar...But, really! I don't think he will appreciate that I help him to accumulate dust for giving him the present! :P After 3 hours of searching, I finally get to buy a quite decent present for him....sigh....Mission accomplish? I hope so!!! Mission accomplish, so stop that bloody music out of your head now...
Went home, found out that mum and the two lil sis went out, so as the birthday boy, my bro...I stayed at upstairs until i finally finish one of the novel Charlene borrowed to me and went down to watch movie!! But not long enough, my father is home and I have to go back up cause my lil sis was chasing me away. I wasn't happy with it, but what the heck! I just got up and took another novel and emerge into it.... Then, heard that they are starting dinner. I didn't care cause I was busy doing something else, and also hoping that they will at least care to call me down to have dinner. But, it seems that I was wrong. They didn't care calling me and was chatting happily downstairs. I was feeling sour! The stuborn side of me is forming inside and I waited for half an hour and nobody care that I was upstair, starving! Maybe I am a bit childish but I was hoping that they at least care to call me! After that half an hour, I heard my mum asking where am I and then there was still no calling!!! They just think that I am dead inside my room! Ok, that was a bit harsh, but I am so mad, that I decided that I am not going down to have dinner. I locked myself in the room and after an hour later only then my younger sister came up to call me. I was cursing inside by the way. And she was unfortunate enough cause she is the first one to get the sacarstic scolding from me. I said that "what for waking me up? I am not asleep! What for telling me that I am suppose to have dinner? There aren't any food left for me anyway!" After that, I wanted to cry, but didn't cry, cause feeling that it is stupid to cry for this kind of little thing. I starve till 9.30 p.m and then my another younger sis came up and asked me to go down. Yet again, I ignore them and stayed in the room. Stuborn heh? It's in me, can't change...When it is time to blow the candle for my brother's birthday, only then I strolled down and celebrate.
I actually wonder why I always tend to have a sad time celebrating birthdays. Even in my own, I tend to have a cold war with my family members..weird...I didn't cheer up until my brother came back with 2 large domino's PIZZA!! He didn't buy it proposely for me...it is because my youngest sis had been nagging him about the pizza for a whole decade already. So, he went out and belanja us the pizza...Now, I am full with pizza chesse!!^_^ Eventhough I didn't have my dinner....Come to think of it, I am actually not very happy with the fact that my family members hardly care about me. Eventhough I am quite used to it by now, but sometimes I will also feel unbalanced to not to have their attention. Is it calling me to have dinner that hard? My mum actually told me when I came down that I always come down whenever it is dinner. DUH! As if everyday I will attend at the dinner table! Still angry about it though....can say that I am bad, but I just don't like the feeling being ignore. Imagine that you are all alone in the bedroom with your family members laughing happily downstairs and nobody care whether are you at there. It sucks!
Overall, the day is tiring...Cause buying present! And happy for meeting my friend!And bitter to abuse my stomach without anybody caring...
OK, after you have imagine it, I am now having a new mission! that is to search for presents for those who are going to have their birthday soon...cursing inside cause buying present isn't my profession since I am suppose to be surrounded by a whole lots of six packed guys...(I am totally going crazy now!!!><) Anyway, went to school to do my bio experiment. But, as soon as I arrive school and wanted to start the experiment, there were no more gas!! DARN! And then, my beloved watermelon friend let me fly aeroplane! (that means didn't keep her promise to accompany me to go and hunt for present!!!><) So, the poor me just have to dig out all my old school friends up from their comfortable bed and ask them to go out with me...But unfortunately, most of them are tired and were occupied..some even I cannot call!! HMPH! you know who you are!Anyway, finally got to dig out one of my friend and asked her to accompany me! ^_^ Thanks Soo Li~~ Appreciated that!! ^_^
Met her at Sinma and we went inside to look at cds and gossip about things that happen in our school and the stroll around, looking at anime CDs and also Japanese movies. After enough drooling over anime guys and also some japanese guys, we went to Mc D to have our lunch and my mission starts!! *Repeat! Imagine the soundtrack of mission impossible!!*
Went to 3 book store and cannot find that present that I wanted to give to my friend!!I am having difficulties with my mission! So, went to the last bookstore and decided to buy a set of puzzle for my friend. But then it occurs that my friend doesn't look like those patient type...Hehe~ sorry lar...But, really! I don't think he will appreciate that I help him to accumulate dust for giving him the present! :P After 3 hours of searching, I finally get to buy a quite decent present for him....sigh....Mission accomplish? I hope so!!! Mission accomplish, so stop that bloody music out of your head now...
Went home, found out that mum and the two lil sis went out, so as the birthday boy, my bro...I stayed at upstairs until i finally finish one of the novel Charlene borrowed to me and went down to watch movie!! But not long enough, my father is home and I have to go back up cause my lil sis was chasing me away. I wasn't happy with it, but what the heck! I just got up and took another novel and emerge into it.... Then, heard that they are starting dinner. I didn't care cause I was busy doing something else, and also hoping that they will at least care to call me down to have dinner. But, it seems that I was wrong. They didn't care calling me and was chatting happily downstairs. I was feeling sour! The stuborn side of me is forming inside and I waited for half an hour and nobody care that I was upstair, starving! Maybe I am a bit childish but I was hoping that they at least care to call me! After that half an hour, I heard my mum asking where am I and then there was still no calling!!! They just think that I am dead inside my room! Ok, that was a bit harsh, but I am so mad, that I decided that I am not going down to have dinner. I locked myself in the room and after an hour later only then my younger sister came up to call me. I was cursing inside by the way. And she was unfortunate enough cause she is the first one to get the sacarstic scolding from me. I said that "what for waking me up? I am not asleep! What for telling me that I am suppose to have dinner? There aren't any food left for me anyway!" After that, I wanted to cry, but didn't cry, cause feeling that it is stupid to cry for this kind of little thing. I starve till 9.30 p.m and then my another younger sis came up and asked me to go down. Yet again, I ignore them and stayed in the room. Stuborn heh? It's in me, can't change...When it is time to blow the candle for my brother's birthday, only then I strolled down and celebrate.
I actually wonder why I always tend to have a sad time celebrating birthdays. Even in my own, I tend to have a cold war with my family members..weird...I didn't cheer up until my brother came back with 2 large domino's PIZZA!! He didn't buy it proposely for me...it is because my youngest sis had been nagging him about the pizza for a whole decade already. So, he went out and belanja us the pizza...Now, I am full with pizza chesse!!^_^ Eventhough I didn't have my dinner....Come to think of it, I am actually not very happy with the fact that my family members hardly care about me. Eventhough I am quite used to it by now, but sometimes I will also feel unbalanced to not to have their attention. Is it calling me to have dinner that hard? My mum actually told me when I came down that I always come down whenever it is dinner. DUH! As if everyday I will attend at the dinner table! Still angry about it though....can say that I am bad, but I just don't like the feeling being ignore. Imagine that you are all alone in the bedroom with your family members laughing happily downstairs and nobody care whether are you at there. It sucks!
Overall, the day is tiring...Cause buying present! And happy for meeting my friend!And bitter to abuse my stomach without anybody caring...
posted by Chuan Ping @ 11:39 PM
1 Comments:
At 11/30/2005 09:34:00 PM,
Anonymous said…
Ola tu di. er...i dun noe u went thru all the hardship to get me present..u shud tell me tht...so i wun ask u to find 1. Btw, i noe it real sucks when family members ignore u, trust me i been in tht situation before.u jz wan attention rite..i;m sure ur parents noe tht n they definitely leave u like tht. Dun fight wif them, its ur body not theirs. U suffer both hunger n anger.jz bersabar. If u really need some ppl to tok to...find ur bro...as i find my sis to discuss my prob.it helps alot although they jz listen. U'll relieve after u done tht. If u bro dun care, call me. i listen. dun ever repeat tht again yar. jz find me if theres any prob. im alwayz there.
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