I take back my words...
Well, first and foremost, the person who got bang by my brother yesterday, don't worry, I will not vodoo you now. Cause I found out that my brother is still an asshole. He doesn't have the privilege to recieve my sympathy.
Today, woke up at 8 o'clock cause i suddenly feel that I have to go to the toilet...Went in there and stayed in there for 10 minutes. My dad woke up and asked whether i was okay or not. I felt weird cause waking up and going to the toilet to do big business, is it serious? Anyway, turns out I think I had dheria(is it spelled like that?) Anyway, I pay no attention to it and I still do my daily chores until my father suddenly said "You better take the dehydration salt."
I looked at him and stared at him. Dehydration salt??Is it that serious? Then the next sentence that came out from his mouth made me dashed to the kitchen and made that taste awful dehydration salt drink.
He said" You will get a heart attack if you keep on going to the toilet without adding some pottasium in your body. You will die eventually."
Great. Well, at least it stopped after i drank it...
Now, to the reason that I say that my brother is a bloody asshole. He and my father went out to do his car thing and came home at 2 o'clock and I was almost died waiting for food from them. And they came back with a Wan tan mee! God! i hate mees! Don't they know it??? Wait...I doubt that they even know that I am kinda allergic to prawns...Damn them.
But since they bought it for me, I am still thankful and decided to eat it...though i hate it so much..before I can prepare myself to eat that mee that will surely get my stomach churn up, my bro suddenly say "Are you still downloading animes?"
"Yeah.." Going to take the plate.
"You know that you aren't suppose to download animes right? You have taken most of your time following these animes. So many of them! They are suppose to be entertainment. Not to waste your time."
"..." Went to take the pot instead. No, I am not going to hit him with that pot. I cooked myself a pot of oatmeal.
"And you know that you don't have much time..." And blah blah blah...
Well, i cried when I was cooking that bloody oatmeal. I wanted to shout at him that I don't have any entertainment now! I locked myself out from my friends! When ever they say that let's have lunch I will have to say no because I am very sure that you all will make it a big deal and blame me for having lunch with my friends which made my result bad.
I didn't watch 6-8 o'clock drama anymore. I have to stuck myself up in the bedroom, doing NOTHING! Because I am afraid that my dad will come out and scold me for watching TV.
I only watch 2 english drama the most for everyday! Onlt 2 hours. And you call this entertainment? Get a life.
I only watch anime when it is weekend. I watch once a week. And you say that this is much? Try watching 6-8 o'clock chinese drama, then 9.30-11.30 english drama. You should be thankful that I am not a tv addictive.
Damn them I have no life at all. All that i do now is get back home, lie in front of the tv and rush back upstairs whenever one fo you comes home. I am pathetic.
It is easy for you to say that I can watch all the anime i want after the exam. I know. But I need entertainment too. Anime is the only entertainment left for me now. And you are going to take it away from me?
Well, don't blame me if I go crazy one day and point at you guys, blaming you all for the stress. And don't blame me if one day I say "I hate you all"
Ended up my oatmeal taste bad. The most awful thing he said was "You watch anime on the Tv, and you watch anime after you download them. What is this? You are wasting all your time." EXCUSE ME! I only watch..wait....like.....3 animes once a week. And you are complaining that???
each episode only takes me 30 minutes.
Well, I tried to protest, but I know with my result, I cannot protest. I am useless, I have no power.So, whenever you see me feeling awful because I didn't score, it is just because I know that this time I am going to be insulted one more time. And I hate being insulted.
Damn that asshole. even as I type the blog, he still have the ability to irritate me. DAMN! I hate that bloody inferior look on his face. I hate that! Guys are assholes! With their blooody ego! Go to hell.
I was tired, I was weak, I didn't want to cook for dinner, but nobody was going too. I plead to my sister to buy dinner, but she doesn't want to do it. I didn't plead from my father and brother because I am going to be the bloody daughther/sister they want-a total pervert.
I cooked. Because I know if I don'y cook, I will be the one who is going to starve. I cooked. I finish cooking and wrote a note.
"CP's food. Want food? Cook it yourself!"
I put in on the table. I am feeling fucking awful for being treated like that. And I made sure that 3 of them read it. Then, I went down and had my dinner. But, I was too kind to let them have my dinner, especially for that asshole.
He took the food I cooked and I stared at him when he was hovering over my homework and guess what he said. He said" Don't look at me like that. Your stare won't kill me." And with that bloody look on his face. If I never think that I will be beaten up quite badly if I fight with him, I will already charge on him and punch his bloody face and bite the hell out of him. I won't be surprise too if I chew out his flesh. I was so angry....luckily I had my temper checked.
The conclusion is...I found out that asshole is still an asshole. They will still be the ego, damn bloody asshole. I shouldn't have pity him last night.
Written by,
Realising how naive I was
CP
Today, woke up at 8 o'clock cause i suddenly feel that I have to go to the toilet...Went in there and stayed in there for 10 minutes. My dad woke up and asked whether i was okay or not. I felt weird cause waking up and going to the toilet to do big business, is it serious? Anyway, turns out I think I had dheria(is it spelled like that?) Anyway, I pay no attention to it and I still do my daily chores until my father suddenly said "You better take the dehydration salt."
I looked at him and stared at him. Dehydration salt??Is it that serious? Then the next sentence that came out from his mouth made me dashed to the kitchen and made that taste awful dehydration salt drink.
He said" You will get a heart attack if you keep on going to the toilet without adding some pottasium in your body. You will die eventually."
Great. Well, at least it stopped after i drank it...
Now, to the reason that I say that my brother is a bloody asshole. He and my father went out to do his car thing and came home at 2 o'clock and I was almost died waiting for food from them. And they came back with a Wan tan mee! God! i hate mees! Don't they know it??? Wait...I doubt that they even know that I am kinda allergic to prawns...Damn them.
But since they bought it for me, I am still thankful and decided to eat it...though i hate it so much..before I can prepare myself to eat that mee that will surely get my stomach churn up, my bro suddenly say "Are you still downloading animes?"
"Yeah.." Going to take the plate.
"You know that you aren't suppose to download animes right? You have taken most of your time following these animes. So many of them! They are suppose to be entertainment. Not to waste your time."
"..." Went to take the pot instead. No, I am not going to hit him with that pot. I cooked myself a pot of oatmeal.
"And you know that you don't have much time..." And blah blah blah...
Well, i cried when I was cooking that bloody oatmeal. I wanted to shout at him that I don't have any entertainment now! I locked myself out from my friends! When ever they say that let's have lunch I will have to say no because I am very sure that you all will make it a big deal and blame me for having lunch with my friends which made my result bad.
I didn't watch 6-8 o'clock drama anymore. I have to stuck myself up in the bedroom, doing NOTHING! Because I am afraid that my dad will come out and scold me for watching TV.
I only watch 2 english drama the most for everyday! Onlt 2 hours. And you call this entertainment? Get a life.
I only watch anime when it is weekend. I watch once a week. And you say that this is much? Try watching 6-8 o'clock chinese drama, then 9.30-11.30 english drama. You should be thankful that I am not a tv addictive.
Damn them I have no life at all. All that i do now is get back home, lie in front of the tv and rush back upstairs whenever one fo you comes home. I am pathetic.
It is easy for you to say that I can watch all the anime i want after the exam. I know. But I need entertainment too. Anime is the only entertainment left for me now. And you are going to take it away from me?
Well, don't blame me if I go crazy one day and point at you guys, blaming you all for the stress. And don't blame me if one day I say "I hate you all"
Ended up my oatmeal taste bad. The most awful thing he said was "You watch anime on the Tv, and you watch anime after you download them. What is this? You are wasting all your time." EXCUSE ME! I only watch..wait....like.....3 animes once a week. And you are complaining that???
each episode only takes me 30 minutes.
Well, I tried to protest, but I know with my result, I cannot protest. I am useless, I have no power.So, whenever you see me feeling awful because I didn't score, it is just because I know that this time I am going to be insulted one more time. And I hate being insulted.
Damn that asshole. even as I type the blog, he still have the ability to irritate me. DAMN! I hate that bloody inferior look on his face. I hate that! Guys are assholes! With their blooody ego! Go to hell.
I was tired, I was weak, I didn't want to cook for dinner, but nobody was going too. I plead to my sister to buy dinner, but she doesn't want to do it. I didn't plead from my father and brother because I am going to be the bloody daughther/sister they want-a total pervert.
I cooked. Because I know if I don'y cook, I will be the one who is going to starve. I cooked. I finish cooking and wrote a note.
"CP's food. Want food? Cook it yourself!"
I put in on the table. I am feeling fucking awful for being treated like that. And I made sure that 3 of them read it. Then, I went down and had my dinner. But, I was too kind to let them have my dinner, especially for that asshole.
He took the food I cooked and I stared at him when he was hovering over my homework and guess what he said. He said" Don't look at me like that. Your stare won't kill me." And with that bloody look on his face. If I never think that I will be beaten up quite badly if I fight with him, I will already charge on him and punch his bloody face and bite the hell out of him. I won't be surprise too if I chew out his flesh. I was so angry....luckily I had my temper checked.
The conclusion is...I found out that asshole is still an asshole. They will still be the ego, damn bloody asshole. I shouldn't have pity him last night.
Written by,
Realising how naive I was
CP
posted by Chuan Ping @ 11:03 PM
2 Comments:
At 6/25/2006 04:14:00 PM,
R said…
asshole=anak keldai rite....
At 6/28/2006 10:35:00 PM,
Desmondesperado said…
ur relationship with ur brotha and father are very very funnie... somehow... sumtimes u cursed ur brotha, sumtimes protect him pulak... well, anyway, he's ur brotha... hey... my fav. movie, samara ju on(jap)/the grudge(eng) and the ring(jap/eng)! anyway here is good advise to overcome ur fear of dark and all the scary movies... watch tat kind of movie alone... huh??? am i sayin the rite thing??? yeah of coz... last time i used to scare of all tiz stuff when i'm bout 12 years old! then later on, i buy lotz(bout 10 gua cant remember) of scary movie and watch it alone... whether all of my family sleep or they are away... believe me... i seldom watch horror movie with company... 90% alone and pass midnite!!! then at about form 3 i got my ps! so most of the game i buy is adventure and horror game!!! wow... when ps2 realese, the horror games can make my adrenalin hommon flow in2 my leg to prepare to run and my heart beatin so fast until it might juz pop out from my body... juz 2 remind u tat it is passed 12am... usually play until 2am and alone... after finished the game, sumtimes need to go down to drink water b4 sleep and it is quite dark! so after used to have tiz habit... even walkin around in d dark house alone oso wont make me afraid anymore... coz THINKIN TAT I'M THE HERO IN THE GAME WHO KILLED ALL THE GHOST AND ALL THE GHOST ARE AFRAID OF ME...
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