Tuesday now...when is going to be wednesday?
Tuesday…ok, Tuesday, another pain in the ass day…T.T
This is what I typed on that day…sigh…
I am so depressed now. How long has it been since I have this kind of feeling? Right, after my bloody STPM exam, I have never experience this kind of feeling. Life has been so easy going and free. Today is a depressing day.
Today woke up at 6.oo a.m. because I have to follow my mum to school and then I can follow her to the government clinic to have my teeth repaired. I crawled up, feeling like I am having a lot of gas in my tummy and I think this is due to the supper that I had the night before. Rest assures that I did not vomit my stomach out. Just a lot of gas.
Today the morning wind is very cold. As soon as I stepped out from the bathroom, I was shivering and have to shiver my way through to the living room to take my things before having a warm, no, HOT cup of Milo.
It sucks. I should be in the bed now, dreaming of all sorts of things. But, I never say no to a new, fresh start of the day. So, all in all, I liked the morning shivers and all, but not the rest of the day…
Went to school, went to the canteen to wait for my mum to finish up her work. Saw a whole lot of young girls that I don’t know. Looks like I am included as the ‘OLD school girl.’ Things change so fast. Don’t you think so?
Anyway, while I was listing out the names that I should send CNY card, there comes a cat. White thick fur, though a bit too big to hug, but it still caught my attention. God knows how long I have interacted with a cat. (This is right after I graduated from my former school, I can never find a cat in St John! My goodness, what kind of canteen is that? Too clean for a cat? Or too far away for a cat to set a base at there?) I remained silence and started to hear girls at the table right in front of me shouting. *rolls eyes* the cat was about 2 meters away from her, and she just keeps on yelling, yelling and yelling. I felt like slapping her and tell her to shut her bloody mouth up.
Finally, it was assembly. I thought those girls are going to assembly. But I was wrong.
They are in afternoon section. They are staying in the canteen. Shit. After all of the other students went for assembly, the canteen person switched off all of the fans and lights. It was a moment of darkness and then, one of the girl shouted “Ooi! Buka lampu lah! Apa lah!”
“Why are they always like that ar? People want to do homework de ah!”
“Yalor! Stupid one!”
I sat there. Speechless. This brings me back to my old days. During my days, the person will switch off everything and we have no light to do homework. What do we do? We instead of scolding the person, we decided to have a walk around the school and by the time we go back to the canteen, there was enough sunlight for us to do our homework. If it was urgent, we will go to the canteen person and asked politely whether she can turn on the light. (Though we were polite, the canteen person was always an asshole.) Then, after all the insult that we suffered from the canteen person, we will say all those bad things about that asshole canteen person under our breath until we are satisfy. See, aren’t this more polite?
Finally, I cannot stand it anymore and went straight towards the fury cat and carry it up. Then, the girl shouted again. This time, she was scolded by her friend. Nice job friend!
While I was combing her fur, I found out there was a very deep wound near her tail. All of her skin was ripped off and left a thin layer a something which I do not know what it is. It was very thin and it seems that it will tear open if she moved too often. It was bad. The wound was really bad. But I can do nothing. First aid can never recover this cat unless it will be under the supervision of my father. Then, she left me for food. It was ok for me, since I already have to go.
Went to the office to take my triple one nine cert.
“I want to get my triple one nine cert.” both hands are in the pocket. (I washed my hand. It was clean. Don’t ugh and ah. If cannot stand it, next time I will write ‘cats involved in this post, do not read if you are not ok with cats.)
“What?” The clerk looked blurred. Therefore, I repeated myself.
“Triple one nine cert. The cert which is for English one.” Hands still in the pockets.
“Can you repeat again?”
“Is triple one nine. 1119?” hands finally out from the pockets and she looked shock. But quickly she changed her expression to be steady.
“Wait. What year are you?” her sound was so small, I didn’t hear it clearly and asked again.
“What? What number? (In the heart: As if I remember my number!)” Polite.
“What year are you?!” Looked annoyed.
“2004.” Smile. (With a knife behind the fake smile.) Remain polite.
“Here, write your IC number.” Annoyed look.
“Ok.” I have been under control~ Be polite CP, you are almost till the end of the road!
“Can I have a pen?” Polite~ remain polite.
“What is this? Always asking for things. Don’t you ever bring your own pen? So ma fan.” Grumbling under her breath.
Damn you. It is supposed to be pens on the bloody counter you this pig brain!
But still, remain polite, small smile, while in my heart I am scolding her like hell.
After taking the cert, I realized that her attitude changed 180 degrees right after she saw my fingers.
Are my fingers that horrible? It is just Black cutex. Does she need to be that anti of black cutex? Stupid pig brain clerk.
This is just the start of my day. This post is going to be long. If you are busy and cannot stand looking at the screen for too long, I suggest that you do not read it further. Because I am going to nag my day through this post.
XXX
Arrived the government clinic. Finally! I am getting my tooth repaired!
My left side teeth are hurting. And I have finally got the courage to drilled it and experience one more time my blood splatter everywhere when it was drilled. Thinking of it just makes my tooth ache more…T.T
Great! Nobody is there! It is empty! Looks like we arrived quite early! Yes!
Went inside with the feeling of ‘get it done, and get to be happy through out the whole day.’
But that day was only for appointments! Darn! Really darn!
Fine, since this clinic is for appointment, we decided that we try the other government clinic. But it seems that the goddess of luck was not by my side on that day and the other clinics are also for appointments.
Went home with full of disappointment. How can I be happy after I have decided to fill my teeth after such a long time?
Went home and gloomily I started to do crochet…T.T
It was lunch time and my brother asked me to buy some food from the store at the next street. So, I went out and ordered some food from there.
While I was looking around, I saw three cats! Looks like that day I had a lot of cat luck huh?
One of it was snowy white, the other was orange, and the last one was mixture of black and orange. I played with them and found out that the snowy white cat is very beautiful but too active while for the orange cat, it is more quite and it looks just so like my last pet cat miao mi!!! >< As for the black and orange cat…didn’t get to play with it…XP
After knowing that these cats are not people’s pet, I decided to bring one back.
Yes, I decided to bring one back to fill up my loneliness in the house doing nothing.
So, I went towards the 3 cats and with a swift, I caught the orange cat and went straight back home. (Actually I felt like I am a cat thief…T.T)
It was a wise decision since I am walking home, I wouldn’t like to have a hyperactive cat jumping around. The orange cat was quite and heavy…
My arm was sore after hugging it back home since it doesn’t like to be carried like a baby, which was an easier way for me to carry it.
Finally, I reached my house gate and before I can open the gate, it jumped and left! Grr!! I was so frustrated! I took it in for thrice and then I gave up. What for bringing in a cat that doesn’t want to stay in your house?
But, it seems that it is just that it doesn’t like staying in the house, it hided under my brother’s car just outside the gate.
Gave it some food, and then it went out again.
When my younger sisters came home, they saw it and we bought it in and gave it a whole fish! At this moment, my dad came home! He saw the cat and he goes really, really angry.
Because cats are…well, virus carriers. Have to be safe rather than to be sorry.
So, the poor cat was chased out from the house.
I felt so guilty for it!!! ><
It seems like I abandoned it! I didn’t have a nice nap on that day. And I decided to bring it back to where it belongs the next day.
My heart aches for feeling guilty. For two reasons.
One, for bringing back the cat but have to give it up right after it arrived to our doorstep.
Two, I didn’t admit that I bring it home when my father asked who brought it home…
Feeling so guilty on that day…
Well, three days have past since I brought back that cat. On Wednesday I saw it and gave it some food, yesterday I heard it’s meowing but it was no where to be found.
Today, there were no sounds at all. I wonder whether is it ate by the snakes that are lurking around my housing area…
Please! I pray that it is okay! And hope that it is already a pet for a family! If it is not, please do let it come to me, so that I can put it back to where it belongs! ><
Written by,
Still feel awfully guilty
CP
This is what I typed on that day…sigh…
I am so depressed now. How long has it been since I have this kind of feeling? Right, after my bloody STPM exam, I have never experience this kind of feeling. Life has been so easy going and free. Today is a depressing day.
Today woke up at 6.oo a.m. because I have to follow my mum to school and then I can follow her to the government clinic to have my teeth repaired. I crawled up, feeling like I am having a lot of gas in my tummy and I think this is due to the supper that I had the night before. Rest assures that I did not vomit my stomach out. Just a lot of gas.
Today the morning wind is very cold. As soon as I stepped out from the bathroom, I was shivering and have to shiver my way through to the living room to take my things before having a warm, no, HOT cup of Milo.
It sucks. I should be in the bed now, dreaming of all sorts of things. But, I never say no to a new, fresh start of the day. So, all in all, I liked the morning shivers and all, but not the rest of the day…
Went to school, went to the canteen to wait for my mum to finish up her work. Saw a whole lot of young girls that I don’t know. Looks like I am included as the ‘OLD school girl.’ Things change so fast. Don’t you think so?
Anyway, while I was listing out the names that I should send CNY card, there comes a cat. White thick fur, though a bit too big to hug, but it still caught my attention. God knows how long I have interacted with a cat. (This is right after I graduated from my former school, I can never find a cat in St John! My goodness, what kind of canteen is that? Too clean for a cat? Or too far away for a cat to set a base at there?) I remained silence and started to hear girls at the table right in front of me shouting. *rolls eyes* the cat was about 2 meters away from her, and she just keeps on yelling, yelling and yelling. I felt like slapping her and tell her to shut her bloody mouth up.
Finally, it was assembly. I thought those girls are going to assembly. But I was wrong.
They are in afternoon section. They are staying in the canteen. Shit. After all of the other students went for assembly, the canteen person switched off all of the fans and lights. It was a moment of darkness and then, one of the girl shouted “Ooi! Buka lampu lah! Apa lah!”
“Why are they always like that ar? People want to do homework de ah!”
“Yalor! Stupid one!”
I sat there. Speechless. This brings me back to my old days. During my days, the person will switch off everything and we have no light to do homework. What do we do? We instead of scolding the person, we decided to have a walk around the school and by the time we go back to the canteen, there was enough sunlight for us to do our homework. If it was urgent, we will go to the canteen person and asked politely whether she can turn on the light. (Though we were polite, the canteen person was always an asshole.) Then, after all the insult that we suffered from the canteen person, we will say all those bad things about that asshole canteen person under our breath until we are satisfy. See, aren’t this more polite?
Finally, I cannot stand it anymore and went straight towards the fury cat and carry it up. Then, the girl shouted again. This time, she was scolded by her friend. Nice job friend!
While I was combing her fur, I found out there was a very deep wound near her tail. All of her skin was ripped off and left a thin layer a something which I do not know what it is. It was very thin and it seems that it will tear open if she moved too often. It was bad. The wound was really bad. But I can do nothing. First aid can never recover this cat unless it will be under the supervision of my father. Then, she left me for food. It was ok for me, since I already have to go.
Went to the office to take my triple one nine cert.
“I want to get my triple one nine cert.” both hands are in the pocket. (I washed my hand. It was clean. Don’t ugh and ah. If cannot stand it, next time I will write ‘cats involved in this post, do not read if you are not ok with cats.)
“What?” The clerk looked blurred. Therefore, I repeated myself.
“Triple one nine cert. The cert which is for English one.” Hands still in the pockets.
“Can you repeat again?”
“Is triple one nine. 1119?” hands finally out from the pockets and she looked shock. But quickly she changed her expression to be steady.
“Wait. What year are you?” her sound was so small, I didn’t hear it clearly and asked again.
“What? What number? (In the heart: As if I remember my number!)” Polite.
“What year are you?!” Looked annoyed.
“2004.” Smile. (With a knife behind the fake smile.) Remain polite.
“Here, write your IC number.” Annoyed look.
“Ok.” I have been under control~ Be polite CP, you are almost till the end of the road!
“Can I have a pen?” Polite~ remain polite.
“What is this? Always asking for things. Don’t you ever bring your own pen? So ma fan.” Grumbling under her breath.
Damn you. It is supposed to be pens on the bloody counter you this pig brain!
But still, remain polite, small smile, while in my heart I am scolding her like hell.
After taking the cert, I realized that her attitude changed 180 degrees right after she saw my fingers.
Are my fingers that horrible? It is just Black cutex. Does she need to be that anti of black cutex? Stupid pig brain clerk.
This is just the start of my day. This post is going to be long. If you are busy and cannot stand looking at the screen for too long, I suggest that you do not read it further. Because I am going to nag my day through this post.
XXX
Arrived the government clinic. Finally! I am getting my tooth repaired!
My left side teeth are hurting. And I have finally got the courage to drilled it and experience one more time my blood splatter everywhere when it was drilled. Thinking of it just makes my tooth ache more…T.T
Great! Nobody is there! It is empty! Looks like we arrived quite early! Yes!
Went inside with the feeling of ‘get it done, and get to be happy through out the whole day.’
But that day was only for appointments! Darn! Really darn!
Fine, since this clinic is for appointment, we decided that we try the other government clinic. But it seems that the goddess of luck was not by my side on that day and the other clinics are also for appointments.
Went home with full of disappointment. How can I be happy after I have decided to fill my teeth after such a long time?
Went home and gloomily I started to do crochet…T.T
It was lunch time and my brother asked me to buy some food from the store at the next street. So, I went out and ordered some food from there.
While I was looking around, I saw three cats! Looks like that day I had a lot of cat luck huh?
One of it was snowy white, the other was orange, and the last one was mixture of black and orange. I played with them and found out that the snowy white cat is very beautiful but too active while for the orange cat, it is more quite and it looks just so like my last pet cat miao mi!!! >< As for the black and orange cat…didn’t get to play with it…XP
After knowing that these cats are not people’s pet, I decided to bring one back.
Yes, I decided to bring one back to fill up my loneliness in the house doing nothing.
So, I went towards the 3 cats and with a swift, I caught the orange cat and went straight back home. (Actually I felt like I am a cat thief…T.T)
It was a wise decision since I am walking home, I wouldn’t like to have a hyperactive cat jumping around. The orange cat was quite and heavy…
My arm was sore after hugging it back home since it doesn’t like to be carried like a baby, which was an easier way for me to carry it.
Finally, I reached my house gate and before I can open the gate, it jumped and left! Grr!! I was so frustrated! I took it in for thrice and then I gave up. What for bringing in a cat that doesn’t want to stay in your house?
But, it seems that it is just that it doesn’t like staying in the house, it hided under my brother’s car just outside the gate.
Gave it some food, and then it went out again.
When my younger sisters came home, they saw it and we bought it in and gave it a whole fish! At this moment, my dad came home! He saw the cat and he goes really, really angry.
Because cats are…well, virus carriers. Have to be safe rather than to be sorry.
So, the poor cat was chased out from the house.
I felt so guilty for it!!! ><
It seems like I abandoned it! I didn’t have a nice nap on that day. And I decided to bring it back to where it belongs the next day.
My heart aches for feeling guilty. For two reasons.
One, for bringing back the cat but have to give it up right after it arrived to our doorstep.
Two, I didn’t admit that I bring it home when my father asked who brought it home…
Feeling so guilty on that day…
Well, three days have past since I brought back that cat. On Wednesday I saw it and gave it some food, yesterday I heard it’s meowing but it was no where to be found.
Today, there were no sounds at all. I wonder whether is it ate by the snakes that are lurking around my housing area…
Please! I pray that it is okay! And hope that it is already a pet for a family! If it is not, please do let it come to me, so that I can put it back to where it belongs! ><
Written by,
Still feel awfully guilty
CP
posted by Chuan Ping @ 1:41 AM
1 Comments:
At 2/13/2007 01:20:00 AM,
Anonymous said…
Dear~why dont u try public clinic??too expansive??i only went to goverment clinic once before and i dun think i will go again...coz the dentist was rude...and she scolded me for not filling my teeth in school instaed is the school dentist dun want to fill for me...they didnt call my name!!!yun wang ar~~
lao po zi
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